Monday, December 18, 2006
dude! grow up!!!!!!!!! stop acting like a kid!!!! okei?!?!!?
last night,, i was chatting with my cousin,,, damn it!!!! she told me something,,, tsk!!! badtrip!!!!!!! sooper badtrip!!!! i cant beleive it!!!! ...talk shit e!!!!! ..haaay naku hindi ko sure talaga sayo!!!!!! if before i was too mabait pinagtatanggol pa kita,, not looking at your faults, ngayon?!?!? hindi na!!!! kitang kita na un childish acts mo! tsk
well sana minsan wag mo muna use pride mo ha!! kase walang mangyayare!!! and you know what?!!? you should know how to take risks! wag ka mashadong sigurista at gusto mo ako lalapit and gagawa ng move..... baka you're forgetting something,, i did those things already!! but you're too ma-pride and you're just ignoring me!!!! ,,,im always busy?!!??! talaga?!?! how did you know?!!?!? hindi ako aware na im busy pala,, always!!!! ...if you want to say something,, pwede rin bang straight to the point dahil pati pinsan ko hindi naggets e!!!!
your promise??!!?? gusto mo matuloy un thats why you always tell her to go home na here in phils?!?!?? ...bakit need pa niya umuwi?!!?? you can always do that without her,,, if gusto mo talaga... right?!?!? "kung gusto mo madaming paraan, kung ayaw mo madaming dahilan!" ...diba?!?!? kaw pa nagsabi saken nyan before!!! cant remember narin ba!?!??! ...whats new!??! ..promise is a promise ba?!?!? oo nalang para sayo!
you know what?!?!? me? waiting,, again?!?!? no!!!! ..im tired already,, after 5-6 months of waiting and trying,,,, 5- 6 months of ignoring me.... what do you expect!?!??! ...now im ok biglang ganun! you'll tell her those things?!?! ..so ano ba un you're just waiting for me to do the first move?!?? or you're just waiting for me to have someone new so afterwards you can blame me why it didnt work out,, or why it didnt have a second time!?!?? or you're just waiting for my cousin to go here so matutuloy un promise mo!?!?? ...ganun ba!!??? because if ganun,,, let me clarify,, im not the guy here, okei!?!?? and between us,, sino ba nauna mantreat na parang stranger?!?!? ..ask ko lang ha!!!
bullshit!! i dont know if i will still believe all those things you said,,, how can i believe that e maski .5% effort wala ko makita e! ..puro salita wala naman effort! ...and im not expecting anything,,, im not hoping for anything anymore,, unlike before na i always pray and ask to bring you back,,,, now?!?! no na,, if il get hurt lang and cry all night dahil sayo,, wag nalang.. i prefer na wag ka nalang ibalik... im not the martyr type of girl noh!!! and hindi rin ako manhid to tolerate too much hurt!!!
haaaayyyyy badtrip talaga!!! hindi ako natuwa e!!!! ..before kilig pa ko when she'll tell me these things kase it means may something pa,, ngayon!?!? hindi na ko natutuwa kase ive realized na til salita lang pala!!! ...if you really wanted that you wont treat me as a stranger! and why need others pa, hindi mo ba kaya gawin mag isa?!?!??! whatever!...haaayyy bahala ka na... basta all those things you said to her?!!? lahat un bullshit!!! ..oo nalang cge! hahahahaha
hmmmmm..... asar talaga!!! tsk!! nawala ako sa mood last night dahil dito... shit!!!!
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