Thursday, June 29, 2006
WARNING: this entry will contain alot of stories... so for sure it will be sooper long.... ;D
** TWIN!!!!! sooper na miss kita!!! bitin ung kanina!!!!
more talks on neve's birthday ha!!!! :D
love you sooo mmmwwwaaahhhh **
a while ago,,, during my break.. from 1:50 til 3:20,,, meet ko si twin sa g4!! :D lalang.. dami kwentos pero sooper bitin e!!!! bilis ng oras! tsk! next time ulet... c:
newei... ill post some lessons i learned from my prof a while ago... :D hahahahhaha LESSON 101 toh!!! heheheheh ...im enjoying my TH classes, except for the 2 math inclined subjects!!!! ...wish my previous stat prof nalang ulit.. haaayyyy.... help me Lord....
from PHIL CON class: fyi, i have a philippine constitution subject,,, obviously we'll be studying the constitution...honestly,,, i really dont care about the politics,,, coz i dont understand them naman,,, i mean the processes, some unfamiliar violations...newei... now we have this class,,, at some point i understand the poilitical life na... i mean, now i know na some of the things that the senate was conducting was somewhat not really against the consti pero basta mejo mali e!!! ,,,kanina we have discussed articles I and II... article II was about the national territory,, tapos ive learned that the government is just wasting their time and country's money as well, with stupid things!!!! kase they are so focused sa issue ng "to impeach or not" so they tend to neglect some things which are more important than that....atty. javellana (my prof) was right,,, instead of increasing the money in the military,,, why not give it to the marines instead, or the navy.. kase diba mas hindi nababantayan un!!! kaya other countries use our waters to get some fish... nakakalusot sila!!! walaalng.... napapabayaan nila un ibang more important things...sabi nga ni atty. javellana,, "nasayo na nga, nawala pa!" (talking about the spratlys)...pero different un pumasok sa isip ko when i heard this,, outside politics na naisip ko.. hahahah
next
from theo3 class:as ive said before,,, i really do enjoy my theo class!! :D newei.. kanina, new things na naman.... astrolevel, paranormal, intuiton, dream - way of communicating to your dead love ones... these things are true...accepted daw sa theology yan.. miss shared a story,, well i wont share it here na pero walalang.. galing lang!!!! its about having a great faith!!!! :D and if you really want something,, you'll have it if you'll work for it and have faith ..hahahah... do i sound so religous?!?!? hahahahanewei.. ill quote some things (from my prof).. "when you love someone you're always there with that person" ..though you're far from each other..."God loves sinners c: ...like me!!!" ...tawa ko dito e!!!! saya nalang e!**question from miss.... if you dont belong to a Church, will you go to heaven?!?!**hmmm?!?!?!? hahahaha
the next stories will not be academic lessons na.... c: ..purely uhmmm.... basta maski ano lang!
yesterday,,, uhmm,,,, last night.. harry went here (ate tal's,,,,, friend ;p) then kaming 3, we went out,, tambay lang sa starbucks... syempre i was kinda left out noh!!! parang sinama ko for bantay!!! hahaha joking!!! ..no iwasnt really that left out coz kahit papano matino naman usapan namen ni harry coz he often visits here.... newei he told me that ate tal was kinda worried saken,, and it has been a week na ata.. because uhmm.. well,,, i lost few pounds,, very few! but big deal na toh sa kanila.... funny coz ate tal told me that there was one time, ate tal and ate tm were talking about me,, why?!?!?!? because they were thinking na i might have some signs of depression!!!!! nyahahahahahaha :D tawa ko e!!!! DOI!!!!!! ..what made them say that?!?!!? ..i was too quiet daw,,, kapag hindi pa daw ako kakausapin hindi pa daw ako magsasalita...unlike before!! ..and because the issue about my weight! hahahahaha... di ko sure!!!! ..i dont get it why was the weight thing was soo big deal,, hindi naman ako pumayat ng todo e!!! tipong annorexic type!!! ..i still look the same nga e!!! di ko sure,, di ko sure... hahahah
yesterday, found out something,, "heart rob" ...ooohhhkei!!! damn im starting to feel a little worried.. :c ..im not yet prepared,,wag muna ha or pwede bang wag na!?!?? (feeling ako) :c
im excited on saturday to attend the jpes assembly wearing corporate attire!!! hahahahah :D..im planning to be more active this school year,, kaya my sched will be hectic coz of seminars, meetings, assembly and etc... lalang.. need these things kase!!! ...then next year ill be running for a different position naman.. :D ..i have it all planned already!!! c: hehehehe aksyon e!!!
every month, i see to it that i have candy mag's latest issue and though it is not yet july,,, may july issue na ko!! ;) hehehe ..then there was a quiz entitled "are you really ready for a boyfriend?" so syempre i tried it.. and the result was.... wait beofre that, two choices lang un result e, whether to "take a step back" or "take the next step" ..mine was.. (i answered this honestly :D) ..the result was 95% true.. hahahahaha****TAKE THE NEXT STEP****-you're in love--and lucky girl, it looks like he is too!!! and not just with a romantic idea of relationship, but with a real person in all his flawed perfection. it's easy to paint a picture of having a boyfriend will be like, but when he stops covering his mouth when he burps, and when PMS strikes unexpectedly, you better hope you're with someone who will hold your hand and think you're amazing throught it all. you've shown that you're not afraid to be honest about who you are, what you want, and what you think - now it's time to be honest about how you feel. he may not have said those magic words yet, but show him that your heart is already open and he's sure to come knocking...
watcha think?!?!?! hahahahah
hala todo haba na nito noh?!!??! ..9:07 pm-someone sent me an sms with rocksteddy's song,, song sa close up commercial.. sms="u light my way, u always take my breath away. u set me free, when everytime you smile at me c: love your smile c:" ....then i sent a "hu u?" sms.. he said teddy from rocksteddy .. i said "huh!??! are you playing a prank on me!?!?!" ..then he said sorry. he thought i was nikole daw blah blah... tsk!!!! excuses mo gasgas na!!!!! ba yan ha!!!!
AY!!!!!!! may insulting thing kanina!!!
after class tracy and i went to quad,,, coz ill buy something sa national and pcx.... we were in pcx na, i will buy apricot scrub but before ko kinuha un scrub, i asked the cashier how much minimum ng card coz i dont have cash kanina,, so she answered me na... kinuha ko na un scrub.... e di i gave it to the cashier na... then.. eto dialogue namen....
i handed the scrub na to hercashier: "ano po ba card niyo?"me: "visa" (i was getting my wallet na)cashier: swiped the bar code (scrub) and said, "176 po..."inabot ko un card sa kanya.... then hirit niya agad while looking at my cardcashier: "miss sa inyo ba toh!?"me: "..uh.. oo! miss kelangan niyo ba ng i.d!?!?"cashier: "ay hindi na po"so i was waitng for the receipt,,, kase ill sign... naprint na... she asked me to sign... i signed....kinuha na niya un receipt,, comparing my signatures... then she saidcashier: "pa sign po ulit dito" (pointing the above part of the receipt)..mejo i got pissed off kase anu un feeling niya that wasnt mine... pero syempre i still signed... and she's comparing it na naman ..obviously,, she's doubting.... so i said..me: "miss kelangan mo ba ng i.d ko!?!??! eto o...!!!" **sungit na ko nito** i gave my school i.d with its id lace pa... and she's comparing... i can see na the crew behind her was looking at me and her na, maybe because they noticed the tone of my voice and tagal namen sa cashier e!after comparing it she returned my i.d and card,,, and gave the scrub na
i got pissed off and insulted at the same time.. i know its part of their job to make sure that im the real owner pero hello?!?!? i havent signed anything yet,, kaka-swipe palang nun product na binili ko, hihirit agad siya ng "sa inyo ba toh!??!" ....darn!!!!! i was in my uniform and as she can see, may malaking national plastik ako!! and why ask that kind of question to your customer?!?!?! if she's doubting better ask for my i.d nalang kase that wouldn't insult me coz dapat naman talaga ganun... and they have this reminder infront of the counter na they were asking for the customer's cooperation and consideration to show some identification card when paying in credit cards... i was willing to show my i.d naman,, ako pa nga nagtanong,, siya pa nagsabi na wag na tapos ganun!?!??! asar e!!!! parang "in your face" when i showed my i.d!!! tapos she was looking for my signature sa i.d ko,,, gusto ko na hiritan, "miss cant you see the names?!?! pareho lang,, and the picture,, cant you recognize it na ako yan!!!!" wlalang... hindi ko nacontrol nasungitan ko tuloy siya... tsk tsk
nobela na toh so stop na.. :D hehehehe
hating me wont make you pretty...| 10:29 PM
Monday, June 26, 2006
yesterday i had my haircut!! ..trip lang... la na ko magawa kase and i think i need a new look!!! ...coz ate tm kept on telling me na i look matamlay, addict, panget, tuyot,,,, in other words all negative!!!! ..e sakto my dad also wants to have a haircut.. so i told him na we should go to fix glorietta... near tobys... beside b_connected!!!!!! eion.... satisfied with my hair,, even shobe had her hair cut...
THANKS TO FIX (glorietta)!! :D hahahahah (feeling e noh!?)
recommended hairstylist: TOFFER!!!!! (ok siya! swear! bait pa!)
TODAY!!! I AM FREAKING HAPPY!!!! H-A-P-P-Y!!!!!! oh my god after a month of no text or what,,, he texted me!!!! shit ang saya ko!!!! unexplainable!!!! ang babaw ba?!?!? well, you wont understand if you're not in my situation!!!! ..is this a sign!??!? hope so... sana tuloy tuloy na.... :)
yesterday, shobe, ate tm and i had our 'pictorial'.... feel na feel namin ni shobe ang new hair!!! :D
ate tm and i
shobe looks like the girls from chinovelas
visit http://iamsatin.multiply.com (magsawa kayo!)
hating me wont make you pretty...| 10:45 PM
Saturday, June 24, 2006
first of all,,,, matino stuff muna tayo..
AMP SIM CARDS FOR SALE!!!!!!!!!!!
interested?!?! leave a tag! ...if you know someone who has a cell shop or something,,,, tell them naman... hahahah ..THANKS!!!
yesterday was a freaking wasted day for me!!! hihihihihi ..well, it was june 23, 06 ... right?!?!?! 23!!!!!! 23!!!!!! "happy birthday to me!!!!!" ...doi!!!! joking!!!! not my birthday!!! birthday kuno!!!! di ko sure e!!!!!
well,,, 2 of us in the group were 23 babies!!! ..amix and i!!! hehehehehe so it was our birthday!!! sabay e!!!! ...eion... nasa diwa na ba ko to make kwento!??!? nyahahahaha
after class, we went to momi's condo na agad,,, cityland pasong tamo..they had some rounds na ata nun e....!!! momi's condo was so windy!!! cold ng sooper!!!! ;D ...kaya most my pictures, muka akong ewan!! lage hinahangin hair ko sa face ko! tsk!!!
dami foods... chips, wendys and my very own maki!!!! hehehehehehe ..ok ba un maki?!?! ..oh mi gosh!!! dami ko nakain!!! tsk tsk
hmmm....i dont know what happened last night,,, i dont remember na lahat lahat e! ..because I AM DEAD TO THE WORLD!!!! zzzzzzz..... yes i was sleeping!!!!! because im freaking dizzy!!!! ang bilis kaya!!!! that was konti palang and i dont know what happened na,, i fell asleep... mejo nagising nalang ako nun i felt sick na! yuck!!!! ..grand ma kase hinilo ako! hihihihi
there were some new faces last night,, naku!!! mejo i dont remember na lahat ng names nila,,, not sure pero they were jamie, carmi, andy sandy, elaine.... and the other two na i dont know if they were from ac rin basta friend ni carmi... hindi ko lam names nila..sorry
*EPANG!!!! IM SO HAPPY YOU CAME!!!!! sorry ha, sabi ko kwentuhan tayo pero natulugan kita!! next time promise!!!!! excited pa naman ako sa kwentos mo!!! tsk!!!!
*MAIKKI AND MAXIMO!!!!! NAKAKATAMPO!!!! ...where were you last night?!?!? kala ko punta kayo ha!!!???? tsk tsk hmp!!!!
*FRANZ, THANK YOU!!! for putting some ice or cold water sa face ko!! heheheheh
*MOMI, DORIS, TRACY, AND CHI... THANK YOU FOR SAVING MY LIFE!!!! (gets?!!?) nyahahahahahaha DORIS SOOPER THANKS TALAGA!!!!!! mwah
*TRACY DEAR, kamusta naman un tsinelas na key chain?!?!?! hahahahaha ...salamat ng marami!!! mga drama naten last night!! effective e!!!! mga moves e noh?!!??! hahahahahaha ..hala!!!! alala ko hindi ko parin gets un sinasabi mo kagabi!! tsk!
*MOMI ginett & DADI riah,,,, parents ko!!! yeah!!! soopah thanks!!!!! love you both!! mmmwwwaaahhhh ..momi salamat sa slippers, monday nalang ha!!!!
*AYYA aka UMBRELLA!!! salamat sa bagong bling bling ng phone ko!!!!! love it!!!! I LOVE YOU TOOO!!!!! ..ay naku before kaya i was planning to give him something like this!!! tsk!
*JACKIE, kamusta naman ang temple mo?!!??! di ko sure, ako pa tinawagan mo last night,,, i cant understand you kaya!!! hehehehehehe
*BOOM BOOM thanks coz you're there,,, making sure na im okay! :D
*KAI, sorry wasnt able to go with you... you saw naman why... did you receive my text!?!?!
*COFFEE MAKER,,, i dont know who made the coffee for me last night,,, salamat!!!! sorry ha i didnt drink it,, i dont drink coffee kase.. oopppssss!! :D sooper thanks newei
funny when i checked the cam last night, dami ko pics na tulog!!! who took those kaya?!?!?! :D kayo ha pinagttripan niyo ko!!!! c:
1:29 pm,, today... lakas ng ulan!!!!!! walang pasok sa monday!!!! joke!!! heheheheh ..highschool?!!?!?
yoko na type,, tamad na ko....
JUNE 25, 2006 ....watch HIGHSCHOOL MUSICAL AT DISNEY CHANNEL!!!! hehehehehe ..aliw ako dito e! :D
hating me wont make you pretty...| 1:48 PM
Thursday, June 22, 2006
yesterday we had this meeting and pre-try outs for the students who signed up under our team,,, badminton team.... eion.. well, wala pang half ng nag signed up un pumunta!!! hmm....
after training i went to glorietta to get my glasses!! yup im wearing it now!!! hahahaha ...im still not used to it pero kelangan!! yoko na tumaas pa sa 250 grado ko noh!!!
last night, shobe's reaction when she saw me wit glasses, "ate muka kang nerd!!!!" sooo funny!!!
newei, a while ago... hmm what happened ba?!?!? the usual things... we had some 'pictorials' while waiting for our oral com prof... hahahaha saya e!!
then tom, since its 23... supposedly it is my day!!!! ...dapat kase 10 months na! :c ..but since.... newei... they've decided that we should celebrate it!!! dadamayan daw nila ko sa pagdadalamhati!!! c: ...momi's (ginett) text was soo funny, di ko sure ha!!! pero thanks!!! that is soo isweet!!! ..so tom,,, no running with the taekwondo team muna... next week nalang...
haaayyyy.... i feel sad,,, di ko sure toh!!
**kuya carlo!!!! if ever mabasa mo toh,,, ate tal told me na... we'll go to china?!?!?! hahahahaha we e noh?!?!?! ..planning to go to china?!?!?! wow!!!!! seryoso ba un?!?!?! hehehehehe :D ..sabi ko nga now pa lang ill save my allowance na!! hihihihihi pero doi.. goodluck ha sana pasamahin ako sa inyo ...I MISS YOU KUYA!!! mwah **
PICTURES!!! ..complete pix at http://iamsatin.multiply.com
taken last night,,,, NERD!!!
example pix from kanina....
http://iamsatin.multiply.com
hating me wont make you pretty...| 9:36 PM
Monday, June 19, 2006
ATE TM IS BACK!!!!
ate tm is here in the phils na ulet!!! ..actually yesterday pa.. syempre im happy she's here!!! im alone no more!! nyahahahahaha....ay naku!!! ate tm is very isweet talaga!! well, when she had a clear look saken,,, know what she said?!?!? i looked like someone who just came out from hospital!!!! di ko sure ha!!!! tsk!
newei ...she gave me the pasalubongs na!!! :D ..thank you thank you!!!! c: ..syempre she stayed in australia tapos winter pa..so summer slash surf stuff are cheap!!! ..she bought me flip flops from roxy and billabong but the flip flops from billabong was bigger than my size... so momi is using that instead... hehehehe .......then her 2nd pasalubong was,,, of course! for my vanity!!!! un sooper niremind ko sa kanya... my john frieda shampoo and conditioner!!!!! (feeling ako e!!) hahahahaha ...sooper mahal kase dito e! hindi ko sure!!! :D
the green one is bigger... kay momi yan!
haayyy... i am currently in a "no sweets diet" ...and she brought tons of chocolates!!!! ay naku,, control satin!!!! hahahahaha ...big pack of macadamia nuts???!!!!! wow!!!! the peyborit!!!!! ..basta alot of good stuff!!!! **ATE LARA!!! SALAMAT SA NAPAKA WHOLESOME NA BABY TEE!!!! hahahahahaha "HOTTER DOWN UNDER" pala ha!!!**
back to last week.... first week of classes, we had some pictures.. ill post it here and sa multiply http://iamsatin.multiply.com :D
on friday.. the date will be... what?!?!?? ...yup un nga!!! :c ...awhile ago, hmmm.... another sad thing... if il change my number kaya, will i receive any reply?!?!? ..doi.. tsk tsk!!! desperado e noh?!?!?! di ko sure...
lyrics ulet,,, wala trip ko lang... kung anu-anong kanta nakikita ko e
perfect world
by simple plan
I never could've seen this far
I never could've seen this coming
It seems like my world's falling apart, yeah
Why is everything so hard?
I don't think I can deal with the things you said
It just won't go away
In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You'd still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all
I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through, yeah
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cause I can't let go
I just can't find my way, yeah
Without you I just can't find my way
In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You'd still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all
I don't know what I should do now
I don't know where I should go
I'm still here waiting for you
I'm lost when you're not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can't let you go
yeah, yeah
In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You'd still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all
You feel nothing, nothing at all
Nothing at all
10 PRINCIPLES OF ECONOMICS: (fyi: this is my major!)...well i wont enumerate them,, but these principles include trade-off (giving up something to attain a product / service) ...in economics, you should always remember that "one cant have everything" ..actually maski hindi sa eco! ..sharing.. i easily absorb things when i like the prof,, when he/she is not boring,, and when he/she speaks well and smart!!! :D
hating me wont make you pretty...| 8:08 PM
Saturday, June 17, 2006
ill follow abi's command but i wont tag anyone na...
**6 weird habits**1. lage ako nagigising ng 3 am2. sometimes i feel hungry and wanted to eat but my mouth doesnt accept the food im about to eat3. im always on a diet but walang progress4. i enjoy eating raw egg mixed with freshly cooked rice...with salt toh ha!!!5. i always look back at the memories though i know they will just make me sad6. when i am drinking a glass of water,, ayokong may ice!!! iba kase un dating nun water!!! (100% weird)
i dunno if all of them are weird.. :D
i went to glorietta a while ago, first stop... ideal vision!!! ..guess what?!?!? grado ko?!?! = 250!!!! exag!!! i'm blind na ata!! hahahahaha ...wednesday night ko pa magget glasses ko coz 'pasadya' daw lens ko... exag hindi ko akalain na ganun kataas...
last night, as usual im alone... whats new!??! ...newei i was listening to magic 89.9 ..then a guy requested for a song and the guy's name was..... same sa nickname niya!!! as in un nickname na tawag sa kanya sa school!!! na-sad ako ulet e!!! :c ...and the song was by matchbox 20,,,, un song din nakakasad e!!!
if you're gone
-matchbox 20-
I think I've already lost you
I think you're already gone
I think I'm finally scared now
You think I'm weak - but I think you're wrong
I think you're already leaving
Feels like your hand is on the door
I thought this place was an empire
But now I'm relaxed - I can't be sure
I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - I think too much
I know this is wrong it's a problem I'm dealing
If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home
Cuz there's a little bit of something me
In everything in you
I bet you're hard to get over
I bet the room just won't shine
I bet my hands I can stay here
I bet you need - more than you mind
I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - that I know too much
I can't relate and that's a problem I'm feeling
If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home
Cuz there's a little bit of something me
In everything in you
I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - do I talk too much
I know this is wrong it's a problem I'm dealing
If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home
Cuz there's a little bit of something me
In everything in you
yan un song e.. :c di ko sure!!!
hating me wont make you pretty...| 9:23 PM
Friday, June 16, 2006
june 13 - june 16 ...first week of classes,,, haayyy... i dont know why but everyday, after classes, i feel tired na agad!! parang i did a lot of things na... pero wala pa naman kami sa lesson proper.. di ko sure toh! maybe because my TH sched is loaded talaga... and oftentimes i dont get enough sleep... tapos MF sched,,,, 2 subjects lang ako!!! but my subjects here need a lot of thinking e!!!
well, newei... im enjoying my theo class! c: ..yup THEOLOGY!!! ...hindi kase boring,, and our prof was soo funny!!! ..she's a very open-minded person! a liberated catholic!! basta ok siya!!! she looks strict and mataray pero hindi pala!! hahahaha
i have 3 books pending to read for my theo class,,, i cant start pa coz i cant read several pages,, actually 2 pages palang hindi ko na kaya,,,, e ayoko ng ganun!!! gusto ko tuloy tuloy... kaya tom ill go to ideal vision na talaga and have my glasses (lens) change... 3rd year palang i had my eye glasses na but i dont wear it because.... natatamad ako!!! ...so now im experiencing the consequences,,, lumalabo na eyes ko lalo... and when i tried wearing my glasses again,, hindi na siya fit sa eye sight ko... tsk tsk!!! asar e!!!!
i bought my book kanina for economics... and whoa!!! quite expensive ha!!! i didnt expect that its price will be like that.. but i didnt have 2nd thoughts.... i bought it na agad!! ...photocopies per chapter?!?!? no un for me,,,, for other subjects sige but ECONOMICS???!!!!! NO!!!!! ...that is my major e!!! its passing grade is higher than the other subjects,,, minor subjects... haayyy.. ill be dealing with supply and demand na naman, graphs, scarcity, allocation, theories, analyzing the reason why naging ganun un something, looking for possible solution for a problem concerning production, panic buying, unlimited wants, needs, and other things.... this is eco1 palang,, basics ng microeconomics then next sem, macro naman.. then we'll have the advanced na for each...
i wanted to share a lot of things pa sana.... things ive learned in my theo class.... those that made me say "oo nga noh??!" ..but my eyes were tired na,,, i cant stay in front of the monitor ng mas matagal pa... di ko na kaya...
alala ko bigla,,, a while ago we had our logic..and our prof mentioned something like ... "during the ancient greeks, the priests never acted as a censor kaya philosophy started in ancient greece.." ...coz when there is a great censorship,,, grabeng censorship, new ideas will stifle or will not blossom... walalang.. sharing lang!!! tama naman kase diba!??! :D
cant wait mag sunday!!!! im excited to see her!!! na-miss ko talaga siya!! uwi na si ate tm!!! ..syempre sama ko pagsundo sa airport!!! hahahahahaha :D
hating me wont make you pretty...| 10:47 PM
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
first day of classes for school year 2006-2007!!!
and it was sooo stressful!!! ...th sched!??! whole day!! from 7:45 til 4:50!! and our long break was at 1:50 pa.. so pagod pagod na diba?!?!
early in the morning, first class - philippine constitution then ecclesiology, business statistics, accounting!! ....wow!!! after business stat, accounting naman!!! good luck ha!!!
right now, i am so tired... mejo hindi ko feel ang first day,, ewan ko why :c
haaayyy,,, need to rest.. so sleepy...
hating me wont make you pretty...| 9:26 PM
Saturday, June 10, 2006
isang buwan ng pagdadalamhati...
these past few weeks, i didnt do anything at home,, lage lang ako nagddraw and color (nagaya ko kay shobe!) hehehehe ...nagtry ako e!!! FRUSTRATED ARTIST un mga itchura ng drawings ko e! ayaw ata sken ng drawing.. newei,,, at least i tried and i had fun!!!
you'll notice that most of them were wearing shades,,,, i dont know how to draw eyes kase! hahahah ...and most of them were sad,, yoko sila happy!!! dapat walang happy... (joke! meron kaya!)
a while ago, before i fetched shobe sa art class,, i was watching myx.... and there were 2 songs with stanzas na mejo sakto for me (in color blue..lang) ...hihihihihi... titles?!?! walang kadala dala and ikaw pa rin....
ikaw pa rin
by juana
nang matapos ang mga araw
na ika’y sa aking piling iniibig ka pa rin
nang maglaho na ang sikat ng buwan at araw
sa tuwing magdamag ikaw pa rin
bakit nga ba itong pusong sinugatan
tila nais pa ring maramdaman
tamis ng yakap mo’t halik
Naaalala mo pa ba nang tayo’y magkasama pa
Iyong sinabi’t pinangako nanalimot mo na siya
At kahit naglaho ka na muling sumama sa kanya
Sa aking puso ay ikaw pa rin,
ikaw pa rin
Tuwing pag-gising sa umaga ang
Iyong mukha ang nais halikan at sambahin
sa maghapon ay iniisip ka langat ang mga nakaraan na kaysaya
Bakit nga ba yong puso’y sinugatan
habang pagsisisi ay hindi nakailan man mawawala
Naaalala mo pa ba nang tayo’y magkasama pa
aking sinabi’t pinangako na tayo’y may pag-asa
ngayon kahit siya’y sa akin sa kanyang yakap at lambing
ninanais ay ikaw pa rin, ikaw pa in
nang matapos ang mga araw na ika’y sa aking piling
iniibig ka pa rin
nang maglaho na ang sikat ng buwan at araw
sa tuwing magdamag ikaw pa rin
Naaalala mo pa ba nang tayo’y magkasama pa
Iyong sinabi’t pinangako na nalimot mo na siya
At kahit naglaho ka na muling sumama sa kanya
Sa aking puso ay ikaw pa rin,
ikaw pa rin
next song,, eto mejo.. walalang!! somehow connected last night when a friend told me that i should stop sending messages na kase obviously walang nangyayayre... nagssend ako ng message sa hangin! hahahaha ...yes nga i know na i wont get any reply pero... ewan ko!!! cant explain,, no one will understand it rin naman,,, myself lang! (drama!!!)
Walang Kadala-dala
by Sandwich
Laging naniniwala
Hindi nagsasawa
Nahilo sa gayuma
Kaya nawawala
Laging umaasa
Ano bang meron siya
Paulit-ulit lang naman
Pinapaikot ka
Walang kadala-dala
Napapatulala
Walang kadala-dala
Naghihintay sa wala
Nilumot na ang lupa
Wala pa ring tiyak
Napagod na ang luha
Di na makaiyak
Sana ay matauhan
Pusong nakabitin
Kalimutan mo na sya't
Ako ang pansinin
Walang kadala-dala
Napapatulala
Walang kadala-dala
Naghihintay sa wala
hating me wont make you pretty...| 6:26 PM
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
for 3 days i have a total of 9 hours of sleep .. 3 hours/day.. (will sleep at past 12 am then i dont know why i wake up at 3 or past 3 am ..though i wanted to continue my sleep,,, HINDI NA KO MAKATULOG!!!! asar e!!!)
DARN!!!! now i feel sick!!!!
hating me wont make you pretty...| 2:41 PM
Saturday, June 03, 2006
..sometimes i shouldnt follow my intuition,,, it doesnt contribute any good to me.. :c lalo lang ako nassad e... haaayyy.... sarap nalang nun e!!! ...bakit kelangan ganun?!?! ..hmmm...
i drew something again kanina... nagttry ako e!!! (un isa blur,, girl in pink un)
hating me wont make you pretty...| 11:05 PM
Friday, June 02, 2006
new song...this is the song ive been telling you (diba sbi ko yesterday change ko..eto na) nyahahahahahaha
Single For The Rest Of My Life
by Isyss
Oh...Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah...
Sitting here, daydreaming about you
Oh, everything we had, wish I could get it back
Cause if it ain't you, then I don't want it
And if it ain't you, then it ain't for me
I can see your face, whenever Il be sleepin,
But it hurts when I realize I'm dreaming
So if I cant have you, I'll just be single for the rest of my life
Cause you can't be replaced by nobody else
I'll go crazy if I can't have you for myself
If I cant have you, I'll just be single for the rest of my life
I've decided that nobody can compare to you
There's nobody that can make me feel the way you do
There've been a few, who've tried to take your place
I've been on many dates,still it just ain't the same
If it's not a letter sent from you then I don't read it
If it's not a gift sent from you then I don't need it
I've been longing just to find somebody like you
But nobody can do it quite like you
So if I cant have you, I'll just be single for the rest of my life
Cause you can't be replaced by nobody else
I'll go crazy if I can't have you for myself
If I cant have you, I'll just be single for the rest of my life
I've decided that nobody can compare to you
There's nobody that can make me feel the way you do
I took your pictures off the wall, that didn't seem to help at all
So I'mma put it out there, I'mma goin let you know
If you need to rest your head, you can come back home
I thought that I could live without your love you know I tried,
But I feel incomplete when I don't have you in my life
So I'mma put it out there, I'mma let you know
If you need to rest your head, you can come back home
So if I cant have you, I'll just be single for the rest of my life
Cause you can't be replaced by nobody else
I'll go crazy if I can't have you for myself
If I cant have you, I'll just be single for the rest of my life
I've decided that nobody can compare to you
There's nobody that can make me feel the way you do
So if I cant have you, I'll just be single for the rest of my life
Cause you can't be replaced by nobody else
I'll go crazy if I can't have you for myself
If I cant have you, I'll just be single for the rest of my life
I've decided that nobody can compare to you
There's nobody that can make me feel the way you do
Nobody can make me feel the way you doOh no
Nobody...Can make me feel, the way you do...
(estoy triste...soy desesperado...soy frustrado..deseo puedo volver :c)
hating me wont make you pretty...| 9:22 PM
Thursday, June 01, 2006
must see movie!!! = HALF LIGHT (demi moore) ...nice,,,, thinking and analyzing are required!!
oh my, june na!!! ..classes will be starting.. ours will be on the 13th... and on the 5th will be his...
well im somewhat glad that classes will be starting na,, yes i know its boring but it will make me more busy.. busy sa academics (babawi ako!), sports/team (i am willing to improve), and org (try my best to be a good batch rep).. soo busy i can refrain from thinking sad things, refrain from missing the old times,, i can refrain from reminiscing every detail of my life,,, before! every detail talaga!!
but im also scared,, afraid.... im not ready for the things na pwede mangyare! ..not ready for any news or even gossips.... sheesh
i dont know whats happening to me, pero parang every song, every color, every number especially sa jerseys, every food, shirts especially polo shirts, every line / phrase, every topic na pinag-uusapan, cologne / perfume, online game, places sa mall (lalo na!), movie,,,everything reminds me of him... :c ...soo sad... even my dreams haunt me!!! pinapaasa nila ko e!! :c ...hhaaayyyy...
right now, there are 2 things i do enjoy doing (sa boring , sad life).. kinda healthy for me..
#1 writing sa journal ko
#2 drawing / coloring with shobe (the drawing below, yup i made that! ..i really need a break sa tropical beach! WOW!!! ..dont care if its raining)
healthy siya sken, especially writing coz i can say/write all the things i wanna say...good, bad, sad, happy..lahat!!!!
yesterday, wednesday, hmmm... kausap ko si ate lara for soo long... haaayyy... nasad ako after namen talk e! (tristeza...) ..promise?!?! oh my, oh my!! i am not aware that he has a promise... wish ko lang matuloy pa un! :c
i really feel sad, first and foremost, of course for that thing and its results.... 2nd, party thing! ...confusing.. i dont know what the problem is... everything is changing... well i know nothing is certain pero even that!??!?! :c ...por favor deme una posibilidad para explicar!!!
hmmm..... ewan ko!!! ewan ko talaga!!! :c
may narinig akong song by isyss... "single for the rest of my life" ...aliw ako e!! ill change my blog's song tom.... ahahahahaha patawa e!!! in the middle ng drama life, bigla ko narinig un!
hating me wont make you pretty...| 11:05 PM