Tuesday, August 30, 2005
well nothing much happened... yesterday, no classes, tulog lang ako!!! ..yeah im soooo lazy!!!!! i dont know why.... then i suddenly craved for mangosteen and lanzones!!!!! oh my god!!!! sooobrang crave talaga un!!!!!a while ago, first day,,,, ay no pala! 2nd day,,,, actually first day of lecture with our new natsci prof... needs critical thinking!!!!! a lot of critical thinking!!!! ...haayyy... ginett told me that i was getting fat!!!! shiiitttt!!!!!! here i go again!!!! over the weekends i gained weight!!!! ..la kase akong ginawa kundi matulog!!!!! tsk tsk ....asar naman!!!! ...i was curious with the medicine named fitrum (wrong spelling) ..basta diet medicine endorsed by judy ann... =) hahahahahaha ..lalang... maybe ill buy that when im so frustrated na!!! ;)hmm.... i miss ......... lalang... tsk tskoh shit!!!! tapos na pagccrave ko!!! =) my mom bought lanzones and mangosteen kase!!! hahahahahah nice... yummy!!!! =) ....hala kain na naman ako ng kain....we have a homework in nstp, planning your own business!!! ..well i plan to have a bar and resto!! libis or timog area! ....lalang.... parang nice business lang... kase ok na tambayan ung ganun then there will be hiphop rnb music around 12 midnight onwards so there will be dancing and whatever!!!! =) ...jologs arent allowed ...DUH...oh i remember!!! a while ago, during our filo class!!!! grabe todo kabado ako!!!! coz you'll deliver a speech about a particular topic (malamang!!!) ...and you only have 1 minute to think.... so parang impromptu siya!!! sheeesh!!! thank God ndi ako tinawag!!!! shit un kapag natawag ako!!!! hahahahahahah =) ...purely filipino un coz its part of "pormal na pagsasalita" ..baka ma-utal ako dun!!!! hahahahaha lalang...remember something tuloy.. yuck!!!! totoo kaya un?!?!? hmmm??!?!?! issue.... hahahahahahakanina rin during our breaks... i listened to 2 love problems... ;) ...quite hard to give advices pero for me tama lang, i mean basta!!!... #1 prob = c'mon! dont be too confident na lage ka niyang hahabulin!!!! kaya next time --- do that, fine! break kung break!!! set --- free then move on!!! ..wag ka na makipag recon!!! too much na,, labo pa!!!! lalang.. then.. uhmmm... #2 prob = cant blame that person, you've hurt --- so many times already, maybe its your karma lang... maski you know na you both feel the same, malabo na... especially now that there is another one... haayyy..... best thing to do?!?!? get a life and be happy!!!! mahirap pero kailangan....!!!! ..non sense huh?!?!? pero un talaga un!!!gosh!!! i am currently watching tv patrol, chismis between joseph of scq and nina?!?!? what the hell?!?!?! ...wala magawa mga tao!!! haayyy....neweiz ill end this na, i need to do my nstp homework pa....til here... byah
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Sunday, August 28, 2005
...yesterday we (tracy, me and denny) went to c.i.w (correctional institute for women) tama ba?!?! ..basta un! haayyy... that was an adventure for us ni tracy!! mrt?!?!... gosh!! we dont know which way to take!!! hahahahah but at the end, tama rin... ...blooper pauwi kame, mrt ulit this time with denny, grabe ingay ko! napasigaw talaga ko, "OH MY GOD!!!" ..kase there was a guy with a big backpack! nagmamadali lumabas e todo siksikan sa loob, nahampas ako ng bag niya... na-out of balance ako!!!! (pero ndi ako nadapa ha!) grabe!!!...haayy... then went to glorietta after, we met pero sandali lang coz i need to go to my derma... after derma,, me, momi, papa and shobe went to next door in makati golf club to eat dinner kase tinatamad na magcook si momi since my sisters weren't home.. un!! sooo cold!!!!NO CLASSES TOM!!! YES!!!! HAHAHAHAHA...when i woke up kanina i wrote something in my journal, walalang...=) then i was reading my whole journal na rin, reviewing the past events.. some were funny and some were not... haayyy.. i cant believe i wrote those poems!!! hahahahah ..haayy.. i was keeping that journal for the last 4 or 5 years... since i was first year highschool... haayy... i can see the improvement in my hand writing ha!! hahahahah =)...then i found this...
**WHAT HURTS?!?!**~~letting go of a person you've learned to love~~shielding your heart to love somebody~~trying to hide the tears that involuntarily fall from your eyes~~having the right love at the wrong time~~controlling your feelings to avoid hurting a friend~~thinking of him or her every waking and sleeping moment knowing all the while he or she never ever thinks a single thought of you~~letting go, because everytime you see that person, you fall deeper~~holding back only to find its too late, you both feel the same way, but were only scared to lose each other, so much that didnt let the feelings out~~falling in love with someone you didnt mean to fall in love with~~finding the perfect girl/guy with only one problem, he/she doesnt love you~~helping the one you love court your friend~~seeing the one you love cry for someone else~~the waiting also hurts like hell~~having to hear "ive met someone"~~agreeing to his/her wish to "JUST BE FRIENDS"~~asking you to forget everything happened and be "NORMAL" friends again~~hearing that you're treated as a big bro/sis~~breaking someone's heart~~pretending you're okay when inside you're dying~~pretending to be strong and recognizing your weaknesses~~lying in bed each night, thinking of that special person you can never have~~being in love~~letting go even if you really dont want to~~having no right to say you are hurting because it was your decision~~seeing the person you love hurt because of you and not being able to help that person~~having the courage to say "I LOVE YOU" to the person you love and finding out afterwards that things will never be the same closeness as before~~having to face the fact that someone is capable of completely destroying the wall that you have set for yourself, leaving you weak admitting that you love that someone despite his/her imperfections~~finding out that the more you try to hate him/her the more you end up loving him/her, perhaps even more than before~~realizing how stupid your mistakes were, that led to your break up~~making a promise and realizing that when the time has come for that promise to be delivered..the commitment is no longer there..~~the hardest thing about love, believing it exists~~ after you've been burt...learn to love...learn to trust...and love again!~~wanting to love someone..and you're willing to give and sacrifice all but that person wont let you..haayyy.... lalang kita ko lang yan sa journal ko!!!..share ko lang...til here.. byah
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Thursday, August 25, 2005
our pix last august 17.... the badtrip day!!! hahahahah
manong driver ng shuttle
us sa shuttle
wendys... from here my barkada saw YOU!!!!!
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Wednesday, August 24, 2005
...as usual, wednesday is an nstp day!!! ..haayy.. we were seated at the front!!! i cant text or make chika to my seatmates tuloy.. hahahahaha ...eion......shit im so bothered!!!! i am happy pero im sad din... ewan!!! super bothered ako!!!! =(...coz im bothered, i didnt play well.. as in! lahat ng games talo!!!! todo panget talaga!!! shit!!!! asar!!! sobrang not in the mood.......asar moment pa toh! i was going home,, so i was in the jeep... dulo part dun sa opening... and it was traffic.. tapos there was a green corolla car nag beep-beep, e napatingin ako and the driver was looking at me tapos nag sign siya na parang come here (hand gesture) ..i ignored him (DUH KASE) ...tapos nag move ng little then stop again coz it was traffic nga... my god! he opened his windows and smiled at me...tapos he was like doing the gesture sa hand that says textmate tayo... gets?!?!? or parang he was asking for my number! ..grabe!!! DUH.. ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND???? ..you're way too old... you're older than my kuya pa nga e!!!! ..hindi ko sure toh......and i was still bothered... haayyy....newei there were some follow up pictures of my team (last monday)... kanina we had some pix ulit pero to follow nalang un......i sooper love my team, my teammates, they are more than just a teammate to me parang ang close close na... they are always there to give advices, ready to listen lage!!! =) ..thanks sa lahat!!! ..oh by the way i learned something new today, from coah mike..PLANTING RICE!!!!! =) hahahahahaha
ate kat claire ate vhia
kai me ate vhia
with ate kat
ay bitin si ate essa
ate essa me ate vhiatil here.. byah
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Tuesday, August 23, 2005
well...something unexpected!!! =) ...im happy!!! ...i need to tell this to her right away!!! oh my goshness!!!! wheeew! =) AUGUST 23, 2005!!!!**these were our pictures yesterday and last saturday... badminton team!!! =)PICTURES YESTERDAY (it was raining...)
hirap ng pose mo ate nix!
from left to right.. me, kai, ate essa, ate kat, claire and coach mike
L to R = kai, me, ate vhia, coach mike, ate essa, ate kat, claire, and at nix! (middle)PICTURES LAST SATURDAY (aug. 20, 2005) ..my memorable day...
still in ac... see my shirt?!? proud to be from csr!! haha
ate essa (captain) , nikki , coach mike
my team!!! ..should i name them all?!? ..nah...
seryoso na muna ..serenity garden toh
wacky time!!!! =)
van, going power smashI SOOPER LOVE OUR PICTURES!!!! =) ..nicess... a team will always be a team... =)
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Monday, August 22, 2005
...it rained a while ago thats why the 'fun run' was cancelled... eion.. sobrang lakas ng rain kaya nagpasundo ako coz i forgot to bring my umbrella.....hmmm.......shit! im so not satisfied with my grades!!!! tsk tsk ..yeah i passed but,,,, not satisfied!!!...i decided to join the socio act every saturday, that will be 9 consecutive saturdays.. so i wont join the training every sat.. =(...my dad is starting to ask me regarding the midterm grades... haayyy goodluck!!!!...IM HAPPY FOR TWIN!!!! twin continue singing that song!!! =)...well, nothing much to say...**KAI CHEER UP!!!! ITS NOT YOUR LOST!!! =)til here.. byah
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Sunday, August 21, 2005
yesterday (aug.20) ...i had my training...mejo kapagod! dami tao sa power smash coz there was a tournament of san beda! ..eion... grabe! as i we entered the court, first person i saw was the friend of.... basta! ..good thing he didnt recognize me!!! sheeeshhh...
..after that, i went to glorietta to meet ate tm coz we will watch a movie... oh my god!!!! gulat ako sa mga happenings!!!! as in!!! tsk tsk ..this was unforgettable!! swear.... hmmm......we watched the great raid, quite draggy, but the raid scene was ok... hmmm... i was still in shock.....i feel weird, i feel happy na sad na ewan!!! ..ate essa told me, nagulat ako ng sobra kaya ganun... haayyy......tom ung 6 km run namen!!! goodluck saken!!! hahahahaha**ATE ESSA, THANKS!!!!til here... byah
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Friday, August 19, 2005
its friday!!! yesh!!!! no need to wake up early tom,,, but ill have my training in the afternoon.... lalang... a while ako i was chatting with bettina.... kinakamusta ko lang CSR!!!! ...hahahaha dame chikas!!! =)..and now im chatting with kuya carlo!!! grabe i sooper miss him!!!!! my one and only kuya!!!! UMUWI KA NA KUYA!!!!! lalang ...I MISS YOU KUYA CARLO!!!!!!...im also chatting with jene.... hmm... whats the problem?!?! tsk tsk ..JENE REMEMBER THIS EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON...SA LAHAT NG HIRAP MAY GINHAWA!!!! =) hahahahahaha...BLOOPERS!!! bob sent me an instant message sa ym (ngyon lang) e i dont know if he was bob borja or ibang bob pa.... tapos nagmamadali ako magtype, e i was going to ask "bob?!?!" ...natype ko "bobo??!?!" ..sheesh kahiya!!!! so sorry.... tsk tsk ...dumb dumb ..sorry bob!!! ...he told me i looked like nina!!!haayyyy.. pang i dont know ka na nagsabi... kamuka ko ba si nina?!?!?!? hmmm??!?!??...haayyy.... nothing to say na.. busy na ko now sa ym...til here ..byah!!
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follow up pictures last vigil.... (me and tracy)
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Wednesday, August 17, 2005
BADTRIP!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM?!??!!!!!...i hate people who do annoying things to you pero la ka naman ginagawa sa kanila!!!! doi!!!!! what the?!?!?!...a while ago we (barkada) went to glorietta, to eat and the usual thing, time zone!!!! and as always, tracy and i went to the restroom in rustans coz ill change my clothes (for training).. then after,,,,...our barkada was in wendys eating.. their tables were the ones facing starbucks so they could see the people there.......eion..back to the story, as we were on our way to starbucks, we passed sa U para paglabas wendys agad, then we saw some peeps there.. we ignored them.. actually i dont know if tracy greeted or smiled at them... so let me re-phrase, i ignored them (coz we're not close).. normal thing... i just walked carrying my bag and racquet... that's it!...then we went inside wendys ..my friend, jene, was like..."satin kita mo yun?!? ginaya ka!!!!" and me, "huh?!? nino?!??!" ...they answered me, 'the one in ----'!!!! ...and jene was somewhat demonstrating it... them my reaction was, "talaga?!?!? gago un ah!!!! problema niya?!?!!"...hello?!?!?? what the hell is your problem?!?!?? la kong ginagawa sayo... duh..... my barkada,, especially jene nabadtrip and she was like, "ano awayin na natin!!!?" ..ginett said "wag na.. wag niyo na patulan... itchura naman nila o" ...and they were looking at us, pasimple!!!! ...HINDI KO SURE SA INYO HA!!!! ..laki ng problema!!!!....why are you imitating me?!?? maybe you envy me noh!!!???!?? hahahahahahaha ..leche!!!! ...grabe you ruined my day!!!! i should be happy coz i got free tickets to mtv awards next thursday!!!!! pero coz of you.... haayyy... ewan!!!! fuckers!!!! asar talaga!!! ..darn! i dont know what was your problem!!! you're not even my 'kaaway' nga e!!!! kase if you were, ok lang na you'll do that.... doi......i texted twin agad, to tell her this coz i was really pissed off!!!! by the way... GOODLUCK TWIN AND KAT SA MIDTERMS!!!!! ..today = first day of their midterms.... eion......newei after my annoying moments, i went back to school coz coach and the team were still there.. so i went there and we had our training in power smash.... all games had decision sets!!! kapagod... and it was freaking hot!!!! ..but still it was fun!!! ..hehehehehe...the fun run was postponed, instead of this coming friday, sa monday na... fun run is the 6 km- run!! that should be finished within 45 mins... and on aug. 25 will be the pep rally.. that is the party of acaa, and there will be a concert of mymp and hale (but still not sure about this..if ito talaga un bands, sabi sabi palang e... still needs confirmation)btw, yesterday, tracy stayed here sa house until 10 pm or past 10.... mga ganun... walalng coz we didnt have any homeworks kaya tambay lang.. chismis-chismis!!! hahahaha =) ..tracy and sam had their pictorial!!!! hahahahahaha.. cutie!!!! haayyyy... what else!??? i cant remember na what happened... hmmm... oh!!! we were watching myx and there was a portion ng hale.. there were banners like,,"GET THE HALE OUT OF HERE" =)"HALE YEAH" =)"WHAT THE HALE?!?" =)"HALE TO YOU!!" =)..i sooper love hale especially champ!!!!... they had a gig before sa ac, they were not famous pa... astig!!!! lalang.... =)
...i dont know why some people use to do this, ung tipong coz you're not in good terms, you'll flirt around.... player!!!!! bastard!!!! tsk tsk ...ewan ko sa mga ganun!!!! asar!!!!...newei.. ill continue this next time... ill teach pa my shobe!!! heheheheh
**pictures will be posted next time...**til here.. byah
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Tuesday, August 16, 2005
oh shit!!!! i totally forgot that we need to have our proposal for our investigatory project tom!!!! if maikki didnt call me a while ago, super wala na!!!! grabe! ...super cramming toh!!! shit!!!! ang hirap maghanap! ..thank God may nakita na rin pero it was so simple... haayy... tsk tsk ...12:40 am....tracy is currently making the paper thing.. the one with the layout... then il print it... ..hala!!! long bond pala!!! i dont have any long bong paper here!!! shitness!!!! this is making me crazy!!! grrrr..... actually i have a long bond pero 1 nalang, sana fit siya dun!!...bahala na.... goodluck samen!!!! tsk tsk
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Monday, August 15, 2005
can you hear the song now?!?!..finally na-upload ko na siya.. now my problem is... if ill add another song, mag-ooverlap sila! tsk tsk... newei... i really love this song...the day you said goodnight....!!!! =)..we dont have classes today.. FEAST OF THE ASSUMPTION!!!..last night we had the vigil, we had our solidarity meal which consists of lugaw and lumpia... after eating tracy and i went to glorietta to buy fruitiocca!!! yummy!!!! =) ..then went back to school for the mass... the mass was ok... actually im not attentive.... bloopers bloopers!!!! hahahahahaha ..after the mass we had the christian concert, the ac's highschool dance troupe and cheering squad was great!!!! galing!!!! nice.... =) ..the concert was fun although the songs were all for the glory of God!!! well, let's offer everything to God!!! let's dance and sing in the name of God!!! right?!?!? =) ..haayyy.. after this, uwi na ko agad.. yoko magtry e! ..but tracy and the rest went to greenbelt... eion.....damn.. im so broke!!!! i dont have money na!!! shit!!!! tsk tsk..well i got nothing to say na... tracy and i have some pics but to follow nalang un!! hahahaha**EPANG!! ARE YOU OK?!?!? HOPE SO... DITO LANG AKO....WAG MASHADO SAD HA!**ATE ESSA CONGRATZ FOR WINNING THE FIRST PLACE!!!!! NICE.. =)til here byah..
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Sunday, August 14, 2005
yesterday, since i didnt go with ate tm and momi, i just fixed our room... hahahahaha ..gulo kase e!!!! eion.. well i just stayed home... i dont know why but im getting paranoid.. =( shit! ...haaayyy... later we'll have our vigil in ac.. i think its 5 pm til midnight! then tom we dont have classes... hahahaha eion... well, nothing much to say....
our room before (actually study table lang yan)
table after... =)
me and shobe.. we love cheetos!!!!then follow-up pictures last friday.. ICE..
mozarella sticks.. yummy!!!
this is me... tsk tsk
our receipt
us sa c.r ..after namen sa ice...
para kong bangag! tsk tsk
til here.. byah!
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