Tuesday, October 31, 2006
october 22-30,,,, bacolod....october 23-29,,, unigames.... bacolodoctober 24-26 badminton games
we didnt win any place in any sport but i really had fun!!!!! ay we won pla!!! default!! hahahaha
no joke,,, i really enjoyed my stay there,,, i realized alot of things which can help me with my so called problem,,,, you know what i mean....
bonding moments with my teammates!!! gosh!!! mahal ko kayo talaga!!!! ..during the stay here,,, my team found out that i am 95% MALDITA!!!!! nyahahahahaha asar kase e!!! hindi ko na kaya magpretend e!!!
though we experienced some difficulties,, its all good,,, we just ignored those difficulties....
this event contributed a lot to us,, especially to me... it motivated me more,it gave me new friends,taught me how to use the "cash advance" hahahahaha (ndi ako marunong e!),taught me how to be more flexible with the place,, and avoid complaining,taught me not to be quiet,,, i should me be more expressive with what i feel,realized that all of them notice "that" hindi lang pala ako... better change!! not cool (kewl) anymore!!!
and the most important thing na narealize ko,,,, i realized that if i will just focus my attention thinking about him,,, and whatever,,, i will be missing alot of things,, i wont enjoy my life kase il end up nagmumokmok... while im in bacolod, at some point i got my life back... not because i went to parties almost every night,, not that,, but because i enjoyed my life without thinking anything about him,,,, and i saw the difficulties when you have someone then you're away!! paranoid!! exag!!!! text every minute!?!?? hahahaha away dito away dun! funny!!!! ....yes i did check my mail during the last day,, and i was surprised that my friendster account was logged in 24 hours... checking ba?!?!? hahahah fine with me! dont care,, la naman nabago e!
congratz satin!!!!! nasa step one na ko!!! :D ...sino bang may sabi na i shouldnt be enjoying!??! la naman diba?!?!? i should enjoy nga daw e!!!! ..beside i know he's enjoying too,, i can see sa friendster... oh well,,, life has its own way of making people happy, live again, and grow.. :D
**october 23, monday... arrived in bacolod.. whew!!! init!!!! ..went to riverside college for practice then pohang....
**october 24, tuesday ..1 pm... our first game.. met new people... funny!!! friends with the players of holy angels...
**october 25, wednesday ...2nd day,,, i didnt play,,, walk over,,, im injured!!? tsk hahahaha friends with feu players ..then my team played at pohang with nixie! (wrong spellin') and her friend, sarah... nice nice.. galing e!!! :D
**october 26, thursday ...last day ng game namen,, with iloilo doctors!! galing nila sooper!!!! after the game, just stayed to watch the finals... then had our pic taking.... hapon na,, we went back to lasalle,, changed and prepared for our night out... btw,, something happened,, shower gel!!! ako na maldita! hahaha....around 11 pm,,, went to tempo,, a bar in bacolod,, parang temple dito sa makati but good thing sa tempo,, doesnt have any entrance fee and the drinks were so cheap!!! rhum coke!!!! ang kasama ko!!! :D ...the team of feu went there din.... around 4:30 am na ata kme nkabalik ng school... they all think may tama na ko!!! hmm... tipsy lng!!! :D adik ako sa rhum coke e!!
**october 27, friday ..left lasalle at 8:30 am,, lakawon day!!!! beach beach!!! kahet puyat!!! go lang!! :D todo babad sa araw!!! miss ko ang beach!!!! finally!!!! kami lang tao sa island!! solo e!! saya!!!!....night out ulet nun mga 11 pm, sa tempo ulet,, had some drama!!! :) hihihihi but its all good,,, atleast naayos un iba... un isa,, hmm... ako na tlga maldita!!!! :D hahahahaha ..during the night out,, experienced something bad!!! bastos mo dude!!!!! tsk tsk ..la ko tama 1 glass of rhum coke lng e!
**october 28, saturday...last day in bacolod.... last night rin... so syempre need to celebrate for the last time!! first bought some pasalubongs, then dinner with isyss and friends,, went back to lasalle to take a bath and prepare... at 11 pm,, went to sorrento to meet up with nixie then saw the team of reczon (feu)... since ayaw namen sa sorrento we went to tempo,, in front lang nman.... party!!! hahahah rhum coke ulet!!!!! feu also joined us... puyat ulet!!!! FUN!!!!
**october 29, sunday,, we arrived at 5 am na ata.. flat ako e!!! tulog!!!! dunno why but tipsy tlga!!! hilo ko e!!! pero same lng nman drink ko.. newei... at 12 noon went to the pier na... lets go home to manila!!!! :D
**october 30, monday ... i miss my home,, computer, tv, bed, room, bathroom... lahat!!!!! tired but soo happy!!!
bacolod trip was worth it!!!! next year, though i might not be included na sa players for unigames,,, ill still got there!!! ill support my school and syempre to have fun!!! :D
to my teammates,, i love you all!!!! mwah mwah mwah
HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE!!!!!!pictures will be posted sa multiply this coming weekend... :D
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Saturday, October 21, 2006
hmmm.... wala ako for a week!! il go.....
where: bacolod
when: tomorrow til next week, october 22-30, 2006
meeting time and place: 8 am, ac
haaayy... mixed emotions... im excited na hindi coz this will be the first time na i will ride a boat,,, uhmmm... ship!!! whatever anu ba tawag dun?!!??! ...darn..... sana okay toh!!! :D
well,,, im happy yesterday coz twin and i had our bonding moments again... but,,, as i end my day,, mejo i became sad na... hindi talaga ako pinansin e... :c ...i think he's avoiding me.. oh well,, ano pa nga ba magagawa ko?!!? ..i know!!! i should follow girlfriend's advice... forget what happened last night and enjoy my stay in bacolod! :D tama tama...
HALE'S ALBUM.. TWILIGHT!!!! THE BEST!!!!! HALE YEAH!!!! :D
i love their song entitled "last song"
here it goes...
last song
hale
im breathing the air
im thinking of what you've done and said
you crumbled my heart
i was down in my knees
im hurting down inside
wondered if you still even cared
i've cried all alone
im done with these tears
im singing my last song
im singing my last song
im singing my last song
for you...
im healing the wounds
im staring at stars across my room
my meaning is lost
im bound for defeat
discover me inside
its all just a memory left behind
one day ill fly
so high above my feet
the first time
is the last thing im gonna make
and the next in line
is the one that whose gonna break you
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Thursday, October 19, 2006
NEVE YOU'RE THE BEST!!!!!!!!! SOOPER THANKS FOR THE LYRICS!!!! :D I MISS YOU SOO.... yes nga sana makawatch ako ulit ng gig with you guys.... THANK YOU THANK YOU
i have the lyrics na,,, c/o neve... :D
Someday
By: Nina
Composed by: Nyoy Volante
Someday you're gonna realize
One day you'll see this thru my eyes
By then I won't even be there
I'll be happy somewhere
Even if I cared
I know you don't really see my worth
You think you're the last guy on earth
Well I've got news for you
I know I'm not that strong
But it won't take long
Won't take long.
Someday someone's gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday someone's gonna take your place
One day I'll forget about you
You'll see I won't even miss you
Someday someday
Right now I know you can tell
I'm down and I'm not doing well
But one day these tears they will all run dry
I won't have to cry, sweet goodbye.
sooper for me siya!! hahahaha
its_satinn ...PLEASE TAKE NOTE OF THE SPELLING.... WHOEVER MADE THAT,,, what the hell is your problem?!?!?! are you doing it on purpose?!?!?! (remember that karma does exist)
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Tuesday, October 17, 2006
boring day.. didnt do anything... how productive noh!?!??? tsk
newei,,, after 10 years,,, finally we have our home cable na ulet!!!! i have my myx na!!!! hahahaha wala kase sa destiny... anyway....
i saw hale's new video,,, waltz!!! syempre todo focus ako,, champ and isabelle daza!! hahaha
gosh i soo love hale!!! :D ...champ!! hahahahaha ...nice nice... second album na nila toh,,, hmmm... we have the first album na sooo.....can someone give me a copy of their new album?!!??!? hahahaha kiddin' ..but if someone is willing,, why not!?!?? :D hihihihi
..............I’ve said this a million times beforeAnd i’m sickBut all that i needAnd all that i bleedAnd all that i care forIs you......................-waltz (hale)
hang over toh!!! hahahaha
newei,,, i cant find any lyrics of someday... but i found a video clip.....
haaayyyy adik na ata ko.... di ko sure toh!!! ...tom il be busy!!! il go to school,, get some of my course cards... then... training if ever....
sheeesh i cant go to the malls!!! coz there is a "bomb threat" daw!!! darn it!!!! ....what the f?!?!? suspension for mayor binay!??!?! hindi ko sure ha!!!! ..what plan nila sa makati?!!?? hmm?!?!?!? ...haaayyy,,,, why kaya nila suspend si binay!?!?? opposition kase!??!! ...magagalit lang mga tao lalo kay gma.... tsk tsk
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gawad kalinga yesterday at pusong assumptionista housing project, imus, cavite
did some digging, painting, transferring of hollow blocks and cement!! hahahaha
saket ng arms ko now!!!
new can relate song,, aside from back to me by cueshe and naghihintay by jacob......
SOMEDAY BY NINA
WHO HAS SOMEDAY (NINA) LYRICS!?!?!?? SEND IT TO ME!!!
SOOPER THANKSSS!!!!
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Sunday, October 15, 2006
haaayyyy.....
hindi ko sure sa mga nangyayare... parang everything is a mess!!!
im so freaking sad!!!! why?!?!?! ..obviously, him.... next-jackie,,, my second partner in crime!!!! then next.. basta friends....
am i insensitive!?!??! howcome i didnt feel that..maybe because my world was so concentrated sa isang tao... darn!!!!
im soo down,,, aside dun,,, dami ko pa nalaman!!! :c ....foul!!!!! maybe things wont be the same na talaga.. so i should just accept it,, and move on.... get my normal life back... :c
ay shit!!! watta song!!!! soo senti!!!! "dont say goodbye" daw!!! nyahahahaha
i dont wanna hear nice stories about us.. those stories that give me hope and keep me hanging.... kase wala naman nangyayare e!!!! :c ...they just make me more sad...
i need a break.... napapagod na ko kakaisip.... mas napapagod pa ko mag isip kesa sa gumawa ng school works... tsk!
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Monday, October 09, 2006
at the moment, it is 5:05 am of october 9, 2006 .... hmmm... in a little while il be preparing for school,,, though my class is at 10:40... il go there early coz of school agenda.. advocacy campaign,, theses, and etc
in less than 3 hours, whole day ako awake... why!??!? coz of our theses sa business statistics... whew!!!! until now,, we haven't finished it yet... gulong gulo na ko e!!! hindi na ko nagffunction...! hassle pa saket ko! tsk tsk
tracy and girlfriend are sleeping na sa room,, i told them to sleep na kase tracy just got back from batangas knina mga 9 pm... then si girlfriend naman anemic so hard mag try! ..and as for me,,, i stopped doing the theses,, drained na kase ko!!! later ulet sa school...
a while ago i was kinda sleepy na,, pero nawala,,, ndi na ko antok ngayon, that's why im blogging!!! :D ....haayyy.... nagiging addict na ata ko... hmmm?!?!?!
newei.. il fix my things na for school.... haaayyyyy..cant wait to have my sem break
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Saturday, October 07, 2006
do you believe in horoscopes?!?!?! hmmmm....
me?!?! kinda... hahahaha but i read them at the end of the day or the day after that day... labo?!?!
newei,,, yahoo horoscopes... funny coz sometimes they are really related with what's happening to me... daily love?!?!?! hahahah *senti mode*
mejo nasa mood ako to write,, kase something happened,,, and sad ako-kunyare ?!!!??
let's go back muna... SEPTEMBER 29, 2006 ...friday, no classes, whole day brownout,,, madaling araw inuman kela tracy with dks people so SEPTEMBER 30, 2006 narin siya... he sent me an sms,,, asking me a favor.... my horoscopes for those days?!?!?!
Daily Love for September 29, 2006
Provided by Astrology.com
Daily Flirt:Try not to worry about things too much, because you are due for a stroke of great luck just when things look bleakest. You might not recognize it at first, but once you've had a little time to digest it, you'll see.
Daily Couples:The energy at work may be a bit off, and keeping quiet may be the best response. If you're venting to your sweetheart, make sure it's off-site and in private -- or save it for later.
Daily Singles:An old love wants to reconnect, and their flattery almost makes you think that it would be worth it. Maybe it is -- but before you decide, review all of the parts of the relationship, not just the fun ones.
Daily Love for September 30, 2006
Provided by Astrology.com
Daily Flirt:Your input will be crucial to your people now. You can totally see what they need, and you should have the very words to convince them that you're right. The next step will be taken together.
Daily Couples:If what your group of friends is planning to do just doesn't sound that great to the two of you, take a rain check and opt out. They'll somehow manage without you, and you'll have more fun alone.
Daily Singles:What becomes of the brokenhearted? Well, they write books, take up French and meet much more exciting and attractive new admirers, that's what. Afterwards, you'll realize your heart wasn't broken -- just dinged.
funny e noh?!??!?! tapos... uhmmm.... what happened next?!?! ah! october 2, monday,, i was informed that dadi (riah) has a friend who invited me sa friendster,, so i asked for the name kase kkcheck ko lang and i didnt approve 2 invites... so she told me na,, funny isa siya sa ndi ko approve... after,,, dadi was telling me a lot of kwentos,, funny kwentos about that friend!!! ..papakilala daw niya sken coz he wanted to meet me,, e ayoko!!! AYOKO TALAGA!!!! ..no time to entertain,, and i dont wanna entertain... yabang ko ba?!?!? hahaha may hidden agenda kase e! kung wala e di ok lng kaso meron,, sorry.... horoscopes ulit! c:
Daily Love for October 02, 2006
Provided by Astrology.com
Daily Flirt:It's a good day to just kick back and think big. You've got a lot on your mind right now, especially when you think ahead to next year and beyond, and you've got some great ideas about what to do next.
Daily Couples:You've got both intellect and instinctive wisdom now. When you put your head and heart together with your special someone's, the power is amazing and intense. What will the two of you do next?
Daily Singles:Your personal life takes a turn for the interesting and you find yourself actually getting the treatment you deserve. Isn't it funny what happens when you finally learn to stand up for what you believe in?
Daily Love for October 03, 2006
Provided by Astrology.com
Daily Flirt:You need to face the facts and think about what is really going to work for you. It's a great time to get real and an even better time to get good (if kind of weird) advice from friends.
Daily Couples:Sure, anything's possible, but are those castles you're building in the air when it comes to your relationship really likely to become reality? How about starting smaller, with a sweet little house of love?
Daily Singles:Venture out dateless and you might find more prospects than you would have believed. The trick is to go to a venue or event that really interests you. Lose yourself in the moment and someone will find you.
OCTOBER 4, 2006,,, i was late sa usapan,, hindi ako nagising and im starting to be sick! ...had my econ make up class, didnt have my training, pictorial ng ibes officers-corporate attire.... lahat ng pics nasa multiply! :D ...ate froila told me something! chismis!! ..sorry hindi ko kilala e... hahaha
Daily Love for October 04, 2006
Provided by Astrology.com
Daily Flirt:It's time for you to let your people take care of their own stuff while you deal with your business. They'll be fine -- most of them are basically spinning their wheels anyway, so don't fret.
Daily Couples:Hey, dreamboat! What with the extra tenderness, sweet sentiment and general sexiness the stars are sending, your certain someone's sitting pretty, pleased as punch to be by your side.
Daily Singles:If you learn to let go a little, you'll have a little peace. If you learn to let go a lot, you'll have a lot of peace. What does it mean to love someone? What does it mean to love yourself? Ask the big questions right now.
thursday,, october 5... dadi riah kept on teasing me!!!! joke time!! lage niya ko inaasar... mmessage daw niya si ---- to tell something... basta secret na!!! tapos niloko pa ko na single na daw siya! worry ako e!!! tsk
Daily Love for October 05, 2006
Provided by Astrology.com
Daily Flirt:If you reach out and help someone today, you'll earn triple karma points that will be redeemed sooner than you think. Try not to worry too much about things that happened in the past.
Daily Couples:Give yourself the kind of tender loving care you regularly lavish on your sweetheart. Far from feeling second-best, they'll love the spring in your step and the added self-confidence you've got now.
Daily Singles:Love means accepting all of someone, not just the parts that are convenient or match your self-conception. It's time to push aside any pretty scenarios; you need to focus on the reality of the situation.
OCTOBER 6, 2006... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO 2 SPECIAL PEOPLE!!! :) ..i bought mom a bouquet.. hahaha i went home late kase,, she was surprised e! tuwa naman ako... then i turned on the computer coz im planning to start on my projects.... at may inuman pa ulet kela tracy... ym... whoa! online ha!!! first time!! ..but!...no difference at all,, online or offline.. just the same... just greeted him,,, cold as ice!!!!
Daily Love for October 06, 2006
Provided by Astrology.com
Daily Flirt:It feels like you're walking around in a haze, and not in a good way. There's only so much that you can figure out on your own, so it's a good idea to ask your friends what they can see.
Daily Couples:You know not to expect love to be black-and-white, but the many shades of gray could be a bit confusing even for your flexible heart and mind now. There's nothing wrong with asking for clarification.
Daily Singles:Someone swoops in and saves the day. And you, you romantic creature, could easily mistake feelings of gratitude for feelings of romance if you're not careful. Weaving daydreams around this could be dangerous.
OCTOBER 7, 2006... 2 am... went to tracy's house.. inuman ulet.. pero kame ni tracy :c we just had one glass,, hati pa kame kase late na kame.. coz we're doing the theses!!! asar!!! ...funny coz may dead kid!!! hihihihihihi dead kid no. 1!!! lalang... next week,, if meron ulet.. inom na kami ni tracy,, finish na finals e!! hahahaha
then a while ago,, had the feeling lang na i wanna see his profile coz i sent him a testi greeting him a happy birthday... surprise!!!!! may nabasa lang ako....*sad mode*
i kept asking my friends bakit ganun!??! then someone told me na i should be asking him,, i should talk to him... how can i do that?!?!? he's not talking to me,,, alala lang ako nun if he's not home... newei... TO THOSE WHO HAVE LISTENED TO ME A WHILE AGO SOOPER THANKS!!!!! THANK YOU TALAGA!!! :D
Daily Love for October 07, 2006
Provided by Astrology.com
Daily Flirt:You've got to uncover that big mystery -- but the catch is that you have no idea where to start looking. It's a good time for you to look into your people's darkest closets -- carefully.
Daily Couples:Dreaming about what can be between the two of you is fine -- fantastic, even -- but beware of a tendency to get a wee bit carried away at the moment. Developing unrealistic expectations could be a problem.
Daily Singles:Nothing helps a broken heart more than taking action. Write it out, go for a long walk or put up those shelves around your house. You'll find at the end of it that your emotions weren't permanently broken, just bruised.
at the moment,, my wish?!?!?! vacation na!!! I REALLY NEED A BREAK!!!! im so looking forward for bacolod next week, though its for school,,, though im nervous coz ive been missing my trainings.. alam kong ill enjoy my stay there with my team.... im freaking sick!!!! :x ..gusto ko na rest kaso dami ko pa gagawin.... :c hhmmm... hard naman!
lessons ive learned for the first sem of my 2nd year = learned how to complain, learned how to be strong, learned to be hurt, learned to enjoy the company of my friends, learned to be more rational on certain things, learned to drink til i get drunk..actually not totally drunk naman, learned how to pretend more, learned how to spend my money hahahah, learned how to get mad, learned how lucky i am to have my friends... my friends who remained true.... who are always there for me... those who have listened to my never ending drama! hahahaha love you all!!! mwah
thoughts on failed love affairs:
its weird how you go from being strangers to being friends to being more than friends...
then suddenly.......
back to being practically strangers again.. :c
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Monday, October 02, 2006
sabi niyo senti mode ako... ayan natuluyan na ko!
foul! 3 days of no electricity!!! ..kninang hapon lang nagkaron... ive survived!!!! how!?!?? ..uhmmm... i charged my phones at tracy's house then inuman then... uhmm... drawing!!! hahahahaha
newei... not in the mood to talk about the typhoon,,,, ewan ko,, actually im not supposed to blog right now,, but i saw something kase...
5 minutes ago,, i check my friendster then i visited twin's account,,, i saw his picture... haaayyyy.... nice shot!!! c: :c ....mixed emotions!!! bakit ba ganun!?!??!
sooper can relate talaga ako sa quote na toh: (from tracy)** ayaw ko nang ma-inlove sa taong ak lang ang nagmamahal...kakapagod pala...pero bakit di ko magawa???isang text lang niya,,,lahat ng plano kong paglimot sa kanya....nabubura?! :'c
ayos!!! hahahahaha u know what?!?! the truth is,,, that quote was written for me!! **joking** ..i feel sad....
a lot of things are running through my mind right now,,, all the depressing thoughts about the past... im quite confused,,,, im wondering.... how can he tell my cousin those things?!?!?? if those things were true how come i cant feel it!??!? how come you're not making any way for that to happen?!?!? labo!!! ...should i be the one compromising,, again?!!?? ..haaayyy... im tired of that na... dapat ba ako lage!??! :c ..di ko sure!
newei i cant blog all my thoughts here,, some are very personal na..... actually these things are personal talaga... ewan... wo zai ganjue aishang,,, damn!!!! i guess... i just.... wo fei chang xiang nian ta! :c ....haaayyyyy....
btw,, i like yeng of pinoy dream academy!!! no joke!!!! i like her songs too!!!! GO YENG!!!!!
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