Saturday, August 12, 2006
dami nangyare for the last few days....
where will i start?!!?? hmmm.....
august 5, saturday,,,, twin went to lolo's wake and i was surprised because tong went din but mas nauna si twin,, i think tong and neri arrived around past 9 pm already... then they went home at past 1 am... i enjoyed the night,,,, for hours i forgot all the griefs muna... hmmm....
AUGUST 6, 2006
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TWIN!!!! :D
i love you soo much!!!!
thanks for everything!!!!!!
pagbalik nila kuya carlo,, bonding ulet tayo with them!!! :)
the cremation mass last sunday went well,,, ok naman,,, peaceful,,, walang something...
this week august 9 to august 11 was my midterms,,, and oh mi god!!!!! business statistics?!!? damn hate it!!!! nahirapan ako no joke tlga!!! hindi ko sure.....
august 10,,, had one exam only,,, and after this,, went home na agad coz lunch out with ninong angie then derma,,,, haaayyyaayyy... another gluttony day for us,, me especially!!!!! ..dampa libis,,, seafoods!??!? damn!!! sarap!!! pero control..... then went to derma after,, they had their facial and massage,,, me facial lang coz dami ko na pimples!!!! ....ate donna (siya lage facial sken) told me na i gained weight!!! yes i did!!! i gained 5 lbs!!!! 100 lbs na ko!!! shekz!!! am i anorexic?!?!? nope hindi pa,,, actually no talaga,, yoko lang bumigat pa... tapos dami ko rin daw pimples ngayon,,, STRESS!!!!! haayyyy.... then after these lakads,,, we went to rockwell pa,,, then home,,, then planned to watch a movie pa!! EXAG!!!! parang wala kong midterms the next day e!!! and take note,,, my exam was ECONOMICS!!! my major!!!! ..honestly,, hindi ako nakapg-aral,, totally... sooper goodluck nlang sken!!!! tsk
newei,, gluttony days started when my lolas brought tons of food sa wake,,, as in lutong bahay foods and the foods were sooper sarap!!! ,, after nun,,, lage nalang kami kumakain.... as in!!! pero control pa rin coz im worried na i might get heavy, mahirapan na ko maglaro...
i was really happy when my cousins/family 'bonded' with tong and kris... walalang,, nice feeling lang though i heard alot of feedbacks after,,,, you dont like him na ba (for me?)??!!?!?!? walalng,, i heard alot of contras kase,,, but i dont mind,,, what can i do?!? i still have those feelings,,,, kaya mejo ouch din when i heard it... actually when 'toot' told me.... fyi,,, twin (kris) is like an extension of villanueva sisters,,, kami nila ate,, kapatid ko talaga si twin e!! hehehehehe ..kiddin' aside,, she's like part of our family na... :)
yesterday,, after school... i went to ayala center to meet up with ate lara, kuya carlo, tita beth, tita lina, and tito ver.... in other words the san juan family... :) ..eion shopping shopping.... tapos went to pasay,,, then kuya carlo, me, ate lara watched sukob!!!! vverry scary!!!! no shit!!!! ate lara and i were like in a roller coaster.. sigaw kme ng sigaw e!!!! hahahahaha ...i really enjoyed this day,, nilulubos coz i will really really miss them... a while ago,, they went back to australia na.... haaayyyy :c ...first part of the day yesterday,, saya saya ko maski hindi ako nakapag aral sa eco,, pero when i was in glorietta and about to go to pasay,,, hatid sila tita,, parking...
....ewan nasad ako,, and i was disappointed,,, i was expecting a change regarding that,,, pero it didnt change pla,,, naging worse pa! :c ....hope you know what you're doing,,,, sana marealize mo na mejo la na sa lugar.... kala ko after all na nangyare mababago un,,, hindi rin pala... ewan ko,,, :c ouch!!! but i dont have any right naman to feel that way,, and i dont have any right na makielam pa dun pero,, doi!!! i still care!!! :c darn!!!
btw,, last aug. 10,,, when we went to rockwell,, kuya carlo bought a gift for twin,, then he bought me a turtle!!! todo kinulit ko si kuya for that turtle pillow (ayaw niya kase bilin si cotton,, meron na daw ako ganun,, e ibang version naman in pinapabili ko)!!! ..pero THANKS KUYA!!! UR DA BEST!!! ...fyi,, though im already 18 years old,, looks mature,,, i still have a heart and a mind of an 8 year old kid.... :) ...i love stuffed toys,, and pillows na cute!!! pero my being immature naman e nasa lugar!! hahahaha (defensive) ...then my turtle pillow has a name na,, una pagong,,,, then my ac friends told me na patong nalang daw (know why na!),,,, then last suggestion and this is the final name na,, MY TURTLE PILLOW'S NAME IS ... FISHIE!!! hahahahahaha ...lalang,,, :D
my stuffed toy babies.... :D (the last two pigs were my collection,,, im obsessed with those pigs,, un mga singkit!!!! and since i named mine cotton,,, lahat ng ganyan tawag ko cotton!!! hahahaha)
dami kwentos e pero sken nlang un... i heard,,, again another song,,, okay toh!
Back To Me
Artist: Cueshe
Sometimes I can feel like Im all alone
Wondering of what have I done wrong
Maybe Im just missing you all along
When will you be coming home back to me?
There were times I felt like giving up
Haunted by memories I can’t give up
Wish that I never let you go and slip away
Had enough reasons for you to stay
[Chorus]
Cant you feel me
See me falling away
Did you hear me,
Im calling out your name
Cause Im barely hanging on
Baby, you need to come home
Back to me
Sleepless nights
Cause youre not here by my side
Cold as ice
I feel deep down inside
Maybe Im just missing you all along
When will you be coming home
(Repeat Chorus except last line)
When will you be coming home
Back to me
sakto sken diba!?!?!? hahahahaha here i go again.... :c
ANO BA YAN?!!?! NA-MIMISS KO NA AGAD SILA KUYA,,,, TSKA SI BRUHA!!! (ate lara) ..bilis kase.... ..december ha!!!? (feeling ako e!!!)
hating me wont make you pretty...| 11:03 AM