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Thursday, July 13, 2006

100% sad.... :'c

You never leave someone behind, you take a part of them with you and leave a part of yourself behind.

I made the choice to finally go because I cant stand this pain. Its time for my last tear to fall and me to smile again. - Brandy

Being strong sometimes means being able to let go.

As you left and said your good-byes, you forgot to tell my heart how to live without you.
Good-byes make you think. They make you realize what youve had, what youve lost and what youve taken for granted.
How lucky I am to have known someone who was so hard to say goodbye to.
I learned to laugh, I learned to cry, but will I ever learn to say goodbye?
Ive learned that good-byes will always hurt, pictures can never replace being there, memories forget the hard times, words can never replace feelings, and heroes often go unsung.
Saying goodbye isnt the hard part, its what we leave behind thats tough.
Why are the words goodbye, Im sorry and I love you, so easily pronounced, but so hard to say?

Sometimes you have to let go of the one you love to find out if there is really something there.
Sometimes you have to let go of someone to see if theres anything there to hold on to.

Sometimes you wont let go of love. More times love wont let go of you.
There is a time for departure even when there is no certain place to go.
Maybe some people just arent meant to be in our lives forever. Maybe some people are just passing through. Its like some people just come through our lives to bring us something: a gift, a blessing, a lesson we need to learn, and thats why theyre here... youll have that gift forever. - The Gift

Dont want to leave, but we both know sometimes its better to go. Somehow I know we will meet again. Not sure quite where and I dont know just when. Youre in my heart, so until then... wanna smile, wanna cry, saying good-bye. - Muppets Take Manhattan

I dont want to wake up and realize what I was dreaming was right in front of my shut eyes. I dont want to stop saying hellos for fear of saying good-byes

The only true painful good-byes are the ones that are never said and never explained.

Just when you thought you had it all, it all falls apart.

We never know the worth of water til the well is dry.~English Proverb

It is said that you dont know what you have until its gone. But, it is also true that you dont know what you have been missing until it arrives!

Our lives improve only when we take chances and the first and most difficult risk we can take is to be honest with ourselves.~Walter Anderson

There are many things in life, am I one of them??
If You really love someone are u positive u want them to love u back?
Its one thing to love someone but its another to have them love u back.

I cry for u, Y?
I miss u, Y?
I love u, Y?
Y care so much for someone who doesnt care about me?!?!

I wish i were a little girl again, because skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts.

It took me by surprise when I saw you standing there.
Close enough to touch, breathing the same air.
You asked me how Ive been, I guess thats when I smiled and said just fine.
But I was lying.
What i really meant to say is Im dying here inside.
I miss you more each day.
Theres not a night I havnt cried.
Baby heres the truth, Im still in love with you.
And thats what I really meant to say.

They say its not healthy to cry over a guy.
but what if you cant help it and end up crying all day?
they say its not healthy to wait for a guy.
but what if you truely feel you need them?
they say its not healthy to love someone so much.
and if all this is how i feel for you.....
then i might as well die cuz im not healthy anyway.
but then ill never know if you feel it too.
i guess i wont know till you admit me the truth.

I can hear my heart as I see you and I try to smile so you wouldnt know that Im missing you, but no matter how hard I try; I can still feel the pain because without you things will never be the same.

Sometimes we need to be hurt in order to grow.
We must fail in order to know.
We must lose in order to gain.
Some lessons are learned best through pain.

Should I smile because we are friends, or cry because thats all we will ever be?

The more you suffer the more it shows you really care. ~Offspring

Letting go isnt about giving up. Its about accepting that there are things that cannot be.

Letting go is when love hurts the most.

Same old story that everybody knows, its one heart holding on, one heart letting go.

You hug him good-bye like its nothing... while all you want to do is hold on forever...
but you let go, smile and walk away... then cry all the way home because you know it will never be the same...
because try as you might you cant make someone love you, sometimes you have to let them be free... and letting go, that is when love hurts the most of all.

I always knew how to smile just so that they thought I wasnt crying on the inside. I was ready to drown in the tears I hide, hanging on to a thread of hope so foreign to me that I sometimes doubted it even existed. The damage has been done, Im sick of the tears. Im giving up now but still... I love you.

Its easy to let go when holding on hurts so bad.

We had said good-bye so many times before, but somehow our paths always managed to cross and we ended up in each others arms.
But now when we said this good-bye I have this feeling that I will never see you again.
And that really hurts because I know that we are meant to lead our own separate lives.
And I honestly dont wanna cross your path in the future cause I dont want all these feelings to come back and have to try to get over all over again.

A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out that it wasnt meant to be and you just have to let go..

Its really painful to say goodbye to someone that you dont want to let go, but it's even more painful to ask someone to stay if you can never make the relationship work out the way it should.

To let go isnt to forgot, not to think about, or ignore.
It doesnt leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret.
Letting go isnt about winning or losing.
Its not about pride and its not about how you appear, and its not obsessing or dwelling on the past.
Letting go isnt blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and doesnt leave emptiness, hurt, or sadness.
Its not about giving in or giving up.
Letting go isnt about loss and its not about defeat.
To let go is to cherish the memories, but to overcome and move on.
It is having an open mind confidence in the future.
Letting go is learning and experiencing and growing.
To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry, and made you grow.
Its about all that you have, all that you had, and all that you will soon gain.
Letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving.
Letting go is growing up. It is realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy. To let go is to open a door, and to clear a path and set yourself free. (~bullshit!!!! so easy to say these things,,, but so difficult to put these into action!!!!!~)

The pain is just too strong right now and the tears are still lingering on my face. Thats why I think it is best that I just let go.

How do you prepare a heart to be broken, or dreams to fall through? How do you let go of a miracle who means everything to you? How do you walk away, with the tears in your eyes.... letting go isnt easy...you just pray you can survive.

You smile when you feel like crying, you act like you are okay, when you are falling apart inside and you let it go. You move on, because theres nothing else you can do.

How can I get you to see that Im falling apart since youve been gone?
I could never be sure I could ever let go your love is much too strong.
There are some things that I guess Ill never know, when you love someone you gotta learn to let them go...

You never stop loving someone. Its more of just learning to deal with the pain of not having them anymore.

When you lose someone you love, you never get over it. You just get used to it.

they are starting to fall again,,, i thought im ok,,, i thought they wont fall from my eyes anymore,,, but im wrong,,, when toh magsstop?!?!? :'c

hating me wont make you pretty...| 1:39 AM