Thursday, June 01, 2006
must see movie!!! = HALF LIGHT (demi moore) ...nice,,,, thinking and analyzing are required!!
oh my, june na!!! ..classes will be starting.. ours will be on the 13th... and on the 5th will be his...
well im somewhat glad that classes will be starting na,, yes i know its boring but it will make me more busy.. busy sa academics (babawi ako!), sports/team (i am willing to improve), and org (try my best to be a good batch rep).. soo busy i can refrain from thinking sad things, refrain from missing the old times,, i can refrain from reminiscing every detail of my life,,, before! every detail talaga!!
but im also scared,, afraid.... im not ready for the things na pwede mangyare! ..not ready for any news or even gossips.... sheesh
i dont know whats happening to me, pero parang every song, every color, every number especially sa jerseys, every food, shirts especially polo shirts, every line / phrase, every topic na pinag-uusapan, cologne / perfume, online game, places sa mall (lalo na!), movie,,,everything reminds me of him... :c ...soo sad... even my dreams haunt me!!! pinapaasa nila ko e!! :c ...hhaaayyyy...
right now, there are 2 things i do enjoy doing (sa boring , sad life).. kinda healthy for me..
#1 writing sa journal ko
#2 drawing / coloring with shobe (the drawing below, yup i made that! ..i really need a break sa tropical beach! WOW!!! ..dont care if its raining)
healthy siya sken, especially writing coz i can say/write all the things i wanna say...good, bad, sad, happy..lahat!!!!
yesterday, wednesday, hmmm... kausap ko si ate lara for soo long... haaayyy... nasad ako after namen talk e! (tristeza...) ..promise?!?! oh my, oh my!! i am not aware that he has a promise... wish ko lang matuloy pa un! :c
i really feel sad, first and foremost, of course for that thing and its results.... 2nd, party thing! ...confusing.. i dont know what the problem is... everything is changing... well i know nothing is certain pero even that!??!?! :c ...por favor deme una posibilidad para explicar!!!
hmmm..... ewan ko!!! ewan ko talaga!!! :c
may narinig akong song by isyss... "single for the rest of my life" ...aliw ako e!! ill change my blog's song tom.... ahahahahaha patawa e!!! in the middle ng drama life, bigla ko narinig un!
hating me wont make you pretty...| 11:05 PM