Saturday, October 22, 2005
grabe lately, im so down.. im so not in the mood... todo ewan ang labo!!! kanina, actually last night, i dont know maybe im just a cry baby pero i cant help it! damn!!! i dont know what to do na,, parang im making some ways na para maging ok pero parang wala pa rin... ok na daw pero i cant feel na ok na... may ok ba na....basta!im so sad til ate tm arrived, our bloopers, her corny jokes made me laugh so hard, for just about 10 minutes i forgot all the things that were bothering me.. til... i opened the computer, connect sa internet, sign in sa ym thinking tracy is still there, checked my account = nothing is new.. checked another account, whoa!!! tama ba nabasa ko or what?!?! ...well, i shouldnt be reacting kase baka mali or something but again, cant help it... you cant blame me if ill react mejo shock ako!!! ..i feel so cold bigla, my heart was beating ng todo... since i still my hang over,, i am beginning to have a teary eye... ='( bakit ganon?!?! fuck!!! tsk! dapat hindi ako nag iisip ng kung ano ano... right?!?! coz wala pa kong alam about dun... hmmm.... lalo tuloy akong naguluhan... goodluck sken! i hope ill have a good night sleep!!! =( ..didnt get that message!!! ..grabe its 2 am na, ill still go to correctional later...another thing, we cant watch nina's bday gig! coz the next day (nov.1) we'll be leaving at 8 am! so we need to be there sa airport at 6 am!!! haaayyy... watta week!!! =(
hating me wont make you pretty...| 2:21 AM