Sunday, August 28, 2005

...yesterday we (tracy, me and denny) went to c.i.w (correctional institute for women) tama ba?!?! ..basta un! haayyy... that was an adventure for us ni tracy!! mrt?!?!... gosh!! we dont know which way to take!!! hahahahah but at the end, tama rin...
...blooper pauwi kame, mrt ulit this time with denny, grabe ingay ko! napasigaw talaga ko, "OH MY GOD!!!" ..kase there was a guy with a big backpack! nagmamadali lumabas e todo siksikan sa loob, nahampas ako ng bag niya... na-out of balance ako!!!! (pero ndi ako nadapa ha!) grabe!!!
...haayy... then went to glorietta after, we met pero sandali lang coz i need to go to my derma... after derma,, me, momi, papa and shobe went to next door in makati golf club to eat dinner kase tinatamad na magcook si momi since my sisters weren't home.. un!! sooo cold!!!!

NO CLASSES TOM!!! YES!!!! HAHAHAHAHA

...when i woke up kanina i wrote something in my journal, walalang...=) then i was reading my whole journal na rin, reviewing the past events.. some were funny and some were not... haayyy.. i cant believe i wrote those poems!!! hahahahah ..haayy.. i was keeping that journal for the last 4 or 5 years... since i was first year highschool... haayy... i can see the improvement in my hand writing ha!! hahahahah =)

...then i found this...



**WHAT HURTS?!?!**

~~letting go of a person you've learned to love
~~shielding your heart to love somebody
~~trying to hide the tears that involuntarily fall from your eyes
~~having the right love at the wrong time
~~controlling your feelings to avoid hurting a friend
~~thinking of him or her every waking and sleeping moment knowing all the while he or she never ever thinks a single thought of you
~~letting go, because everytime you see that person, you fall deeper
~~holding back only to find its too late, you both feel the same way, but were only scared to lose each other, so much that didnt let the feelings out
~~falling in love with someone you didnt mean to fall in love with
~~finding the perfect girl/guy with only one problem, he/she doesnt love you
~~helping the one you love court your friend
~~seeing the one you love cry for someone else
~~the waiting also hurts like hell
~~having to hear "ive met someone"
~~agreeing to his/her wish to "JUST BE FRIENDS"
~~asking you to forget everything happened and be "NORMAL" friends again
~~hearing that you're treated as a big bro/sis
~~breaking someone's heart
~~pretending you're okay when inside you're dying
~~pretending to be strong and recognizing your weaknesses
~~lying in bed each night, thinking of that special person you can never have
~~being in love
~~letting go even if you really dont want to
~~having no right to say you are hurting because it was your decision
~~seeing the person you love hurt because of you and not being able to help that person
~~having the courage to say "I LOVE YOU" to the person you love and finding out afterwards that things will never be the same closeness as before
~~having to face the fact that someone is capable of completely destroying the wall that you have set for yourself, leaving you weak admitting that you love that someone despite his/her imperfections
~~finding out that the more you try to hate him/her the more you end up loving him/her, perhaps even more than before
~~realizing how stupid your mistakes were, that led to your break up
~~making a promise and realizing that when the time has come for that promise to be delivered..the commitment is no longer there..
~~the hardest thing about love, believing it exists
~~ after you've been burt...
learn to love...
learn to trust...
and love again!
~~wanting to love someone..and you're willing to give and sacrifice all but that person wont let you..


haayyy.... lalang kita ko lang yan sa journal ko!!!..share ko lang...

til here.. byah

hating me wont make you pretty...| 2:13 PM

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