anything goes.....

bakasyon

2007-03-24T11:15:00.000-07:00

haaay vacation???? tsk tsk ...im soo freaking bored but i dont wana go out rin naman kase ang init!! ...whole day lang ako sa house.. may daily routine??? = wake up at around 6am to 7am, eat, watch tv, computer, eat, computer, take a bath, sleep, dinner, computer, tv, computer, go to my room, sounds til makatulog... uhmm of course may texting and phone calls dyan c: hahahahaha ako pa!!! c:

last night la ko magawa so.... lalang trip lang

hahahahah yan ang ordinary day saken,, haayy panu na kaya ako pag wala phone ko?!?! wahahahaha exag!!

newei i read this sa email.... i cant relate pero share ko lang

THE MEANTIME GIRL

She's the one you call when you're bored because she makes you laugh. She's the one you talk to when you're feeling down because she's willing to lend an ear and be a friend. She's not the one you call when you need a date to your company's Christmas party, or to go dancing with on a Saturday night. She's the one you spend time with between girlfriends, before you find 'The One'. You know, the one you keep in the MEANTIME.
She's not one of the guys, not a tomboy, but you dont look at her as a "real" woman, either. She's not bitchy enough, moody enough, or sexy enough to be seen in the light. She's too laid-back, too easily amused by the same things your male buddies are amused by. She's too understanding, too comfortable. Doesnt make you feel nervous or excited the way a 'real' woman does. But she's cool, nice and funny, and attractive enough that when you're lonely and need intimate female companionship, she'll do just fine.
You dont have to wine and dine her because she knows the real you already, and you dont have any facades to keep up, no pretense to preserve. You're not trying to get anything of substance out of her. She's not easy, but you know that she cares about you and is attracted to you. And you know that you dont have to explain yourself or the situation, that she'll be able to cope with the fact that this isnt the beginning of a relationship or that there's any possiblity that you have any real romantic feelings for her.
It wont bother her that you'll get up in the morning, put on your pants, say goodbye, and go on a date with the woman you've been mooning over for weeks who finally agreed to go out with you. She'll settle for a goodbye hug and a promise to call her and tell her how the date went. She's just so cool.. why cant all women be like that?!
But deep down, if you really think about it (which you probably dont.. because to you, the situation between the two of you isnt important enough to merit any real thought) you know that it's really not fair.
You know that although she would never say it, it hurts her to know that despite all her good points and all the fun you two have, you dont think she's good enough to spend any real time with. Sure, it's mostly her fault, because she doesnt have to give in to your needs - she could really play hard-to-get. Bitch like the rest of them do, if she really wanted to. But you and she both know that she probably couldnt pull it off. Maybe she's too short, or a little overweight, or has big birthmark on her forehead, or works at Taco Bell, or just really not that type.
Whatever the reason, somehow life has given her a lot of really great qualities but has left out the ones that men want (or think they want) in a woman. So she remains forever the funny friend, the steadfast companion, the secret lover, and you go on searching for your goddess who will somehow be everything you ever wanted in a woman.
You'll joke to her that she should be the best man at your wedding, and she'll laugh and make a joke about a smelly rental tux.
She doesnt captivate you with her beauty, or open doors with her smile.
Mainly, she blends in with the crowd. She's safe. She doesnt want to be the center of attention and turn the heads of everyone in the room. But she wants to turn someone's head. She wants to be SPECIAL to someone, too. We all do.
She has feelings. She has heart. In fact, she probably has a bigger heart than any woman you've ever known because she's had a front-row seat to The Mess That Is Your Life, and she likes you anyway.
She obviously sees something worthwhile and redeeming in you because although you've given her nothing, absolutely no reason to still be around, she is.

may natamaan ba?!?! hahahaha c:

my song

2007-03-10T21:30:00.000-08:00

this is my song.... c: hahahaha

How To Touch A Girl
by jojo

Mmm

I think I could like you
I already do
Feelings can grow but
They can go away too
You're takin my hand
Lookin into my eyes
Don't be in a rush to
Get me tonight

Feel somethin happenin
Could this be a spark?
To satisfy me baby
Gotta satisfy my heart

Do you know how to touch a girl?
If you want me so much
First I have to know
Are you thoughtful and kind?
Do you care what's on my mind?
Or am I just for show?
You'll go far in this world
If you know how to touch a girl

Do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl?
Do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl?

I think I could like you
But I keep holding back
Cause I can't seem to tell
If you're fiction or fact
Show me you can laugh
Show me you can cry
Show me who you really are
Deep down inside

Do you feel somethin happenin?
Could this be for real?
I don't know right now but tonight we'll reveal

Do you know how to touch a girl?
If you want me so much
First I have to know
Are you thoughtful and kind?
Do you care what's on my mind?
Or am I just for show?
You'll go far in this world
If you know how to touch a girl

Bring me some flowers
Conversation for hours
To see if we really connect
And baby if we do
Ooh I'll be givin all my love to you

Ohh Do you know how to touch a girl?
If you want me so much
First I have to know
Are you thoughtful and kind?
Do you care what's on my mind?
Or am I just for show?
You'll go far in this world
If you know how to touch a girl

Do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl?

(Yeah, yeah)
Do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl?
You'll go far in this world
If you know how to touch a girl

waaaaaahhhh can relate!!!! hahahaha love it!!!! c:

update

2007-03-09T22:51:00.000-08:00

Oh my!!!! Its been a while since my last bog…. Haaayy.. uhmmm… what happened?!?! Right now my head is aching… and Friday isn’t the day!!!! Hahaha well… joke un ng fab5,, especially me! FRIDAY IS THE DAY!!! Day for what?!?!?! Uhmm,, secret!!! Hahahaha every Friday I get to see him coz every Friday he sees to it that he’ll visit here,, the effort noh!?!? Hahaha ..newei,, today uhmm.. no visits coz he’s injured!! Tsk tsk oh well ganun tlga… hmmm….

I got exempted from my mgt finals!! Whew!!!!!!

FEBRUARY 17, 2007

rehearsal sa house for our shooting,,, Friday!!! Friday is the day right?!!?? He went here,,, and funny,,, uhmm,, first time!!! Si papa naginvite sa kanya mag eat!!!! Sabi pa ni papa tikman niya un fish, coz papa was the one who cooked it! …gosh!! Tuwa ako ha!! First time!! hahahaha

newei…. Im 19 na!!!!!!! waaahhh!!!! Ang bilis!!!! Il be twenty next year,, or should i say twenteenn!!! Hahahahah feeling!!!

FEBRUARY 25, 2007 HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

soo happy!!! Celebrated it in anilao, batangas (eagle point) with my family and friends!! Fab5!! Hahaha ..pero franz was not with us,, so fab4 lang!!! …hahahaha ..sheks!! beach!!! Love it!!!! Tan lines and all!! Haaayy saya!!!! Sooper happy!!!!!uhmmm….

I had a gift for myself!!! Sugat!!! Hahahaha where?!?! Sa feet!!! Why?!?! ..uhmmm nabubog lang naman!!! Hahahaha ….drinking session!!! Hahahaha after the margarita mix wit ginebra premium,,, tequila!!! No joke may tama ako!!! And chubby was drunk!!!! Soo kulet!!!! …what happened?!!? Nabasag ko un glass,,, tumalsik sa paa ko!!! Sooper nagbleed!!!!! Exag!!! Nawala tama ko when I saw my feet bleeding,,, and it wont stop!!!! …chicha end up washing the towel and tshirt filled with my blood!!! ..thanks chicha!!! ..soo memorable!!!

what happened pa ba!??! …swimming with the sharks!! Wow!!!! Scary!!! Hahaha ….snorkeling to the max!!! …sepok island!!! …tan lines ..the sun …the food …the whole experience?!!? Saya!!! Sooper!!! Im freaking happy!!!!!!! :D maski sugat sugat ako!

MARCH 2, 2007

another Friday,,, dinner at chubby’s house… he’s with me,, hahaha kase bigay niya pasalubong from bacolod,,, eion.. funny!! :D ..chubby’s mom?!?! Hahahaha anak rin niya ko!!! She asked chubby a lot of questions.. then si riah?!?! Soo funny!!! Mga hirit e!!! “you can call me baby!!!” wahahahahaha you’re one of a kind talaga dadi!! :D

MARCH 4, 2007

wcsa awarding!!! Champion kme!!!! :D ….and champion din feu! …sinamahan niya ko sa rizal,,, and coach ian?? Ay todo tukso!!! Tsk! Tsk! Funny e

im soo weird,, lalang… haaayyyy..mood swings

ay naku!!!! I remembered something,,, I SOOO HATE HER!!!!!!!! Tsk

hearts day

2007-02-14T03:59:00.001-08:00

lunch date with friends then.... watta surprise!!!

3 roses from recz,,,, received by my dad (delivery) ..awww.. ayos!!!! c: hehehehehe

another surprise,,, i received my grades!!! tsk

champ

2007-02-11T21:12:00.000-08:00

WCSA 2007

WE ARE THE CHAMPION!!!!

CONGRATZ AC BADMINTON TEAM

MY TEAM!!!!!

YOU ARE THE BEST!!!! GALING NIYO!!!! :D

i will be supporting you all the way!!!! i feel so happy!!! ....maski wala pa kong homeworks at kung anu-ano for school,,, worth it coz WE HAVE THE GOLD!!!!

LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!

patrick

2007-02-10T23:09:00.000-08:00

meet my twin brother,,, PATRICK!!!! wahahahahaha

oh well,,, i guess good looks are inborn?!?!?! joke!!!!

tests.......

2007-02-07T11:05:00.000-08:00

yesterday we had this guidance tests interpretation thing,,, iq, personality tests and etc...

tests we had during our entrance exam and tests during our first year in ac...

hmmm in fairness,,, my scores were kinda nice,,,, ako na balance!!!! hahahaha

funny e!!! :D

**MYERS-BRIGGS TYPE INIDCATOR**
my personality,, soo true,,, not so obvious but its true!!!!! c:

result: -ISTJ ..introverts; sensing type-
interpretation:
serious, quiet, earn success by concentration and thoroughness. practical, orderly, matter-of-fact, logical, realistic, and dependable. see to it that everything is well organized. take responsibility. make up their own minds as to what should be accomplished and work toward it steadily regardless of protests and distractions.
possible careers: -auditor, budget analyst, engineer, technical writer, computer programmer, geologist, accountant-

wahahahahha possible careers?!?!?! joke time!!!! all about math!! ...consular nga gusto ko e!! hahahaha (none of the above!)

** EPPS **
preference thing,, forgot the complete name of the test... according to this test those things that have high scores are the things i need or things i need to develop more,,, low scores naman are the things i already have so i need to maintain it nalang.. my results were funny!!!! sooper tugma tugma sila!! :D ....our counselor told me na im a balanced person daw! coz wala ako sooper low or sooper high na scores,,,all of them were in the average... BALANCE!!!

high scores = deference; succorance; abasement
meaning:
*DEFERENCE = to get suggestions from others, to find out what others think, to follow instructions and do what is expected, to praise others,to tell others that they have done a good job, to accept the leadership of others, to read about great men, to conform to custom and avoid the unconventional, to let others make decisions (..HINDI NA KO GANITO??? HAHAHAHA mejo nga)
*SUCCORANCE = to have others provide help when in trouble, to seek encouragement from others, to have others be kindly, to have others be sympathetic and understanding about personal problems, to receive a great deal of affection from others, to have others do favors cheerfully, to be helped by others when depressed, to have others feel sorry when one is sick, to have a fuss made over one when hurt(..HMMM... NO COMMENT! HAHAHAHAH)
*ABASEMENT = to feel guilty when one does something wrong, to accept blame when things do not go right, to feel that personal pain and misery suffered does more good than harm, to feel the need for punishment for wrong doing, to feel better when giving in and avoiding a fight than when having one's own way, to feel the need of confession of errors, to feel depressed by inability to handle situations, to feel timid in the presence of superiors, to feel inferior to others in most respects (....AHEM!!! GANITO NAMAN AKO AH!)

low scores: affiliation, dominance
meaning:
*AFFILIATION = to be loyal to friends, to patricipate in friendly groups, to do things for friends, to form new friendships, to make as many friends as possible,to share things with friends, to do things with friends rather than alone, to form strong attachments, to write letters to friends (..GF TO WRITE LETTERS DAW O!)
*DOMINANCE = to argue for one's point of view, to be a leader in groups to which one belongs, to be regarded as a leader, to be elected or appointed chairman of committees, to make group decisions, to settle arguments and disputes between others, to persuade and influence others to do what one wants, to supervise and direct the actions of others, to tell others how to do their jobs (....DI KO SURE TOH,,,)

then the iq test,,, hmmm.... ok! ayos!!! verbal and non verbal!?!??! hahahahahah ...7 for my verbal and 9 for my non verbal,, it means relatively with ease.. hahahahah c:

your stars...

2007-02-04T00:01:00.000-08:00

astrology???????

chubby and girlfriend!!!!! read my horoscope..pisces!!! soo funny,, soo applicable,, soo true!!! wahahahahaha

.:VIRGO:. The Virgin

Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.

.:SCORPIO:. The sex addict

Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring.

.:LIBRA:. The lame lover

Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing n Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed? not the kind of person you wanna #### with... u might end up crying... the most irresistible

.:ARIES:. The Liar

Outgoing. Lovable. Spontanious. Not one to #### with. Erotic. Funny. Take you on trips to the moon in bed. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY sexy. Loves being in long relationships.=) Addictive. Loud. best in bed.

.:AQUARIUS:. Does it in the water

Trustworthy. Sexy. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out. Amazing in bed, THE BEST LOVERS BETTER THAN EVERYONE!

.:GEMINI:. Does Twosomes

Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in bed. Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you the #### out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. ULTRA SEXY. THE MOST IRRESISTABLE.

.:LEO:. The Lion in bed

Great talker. Sexy and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.

.:CANCER:. The Cutie

MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high ### appeal. Great in bed!!! Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak in bed. Spontaneous. Great tellin stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to.

.:PISCES:. The Piece of ass .......ahem!!!!....

Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Too Sexy, DAMN IT. Very high SEX appeal. Has the last word. The best to find, hardest to keep. Fun to be around. Freak in the sheets. Extremely weird but in a good way. Super good in bed. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. A partner for life. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet.

.:CAPRICORN:. The passionate Lover

Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irrestible, awesome kisser. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. BY FAR the BEST in BED. Very sexy. Coolest. Loves to own Gemini's in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Loves to be your first. So you'll never forget. Smart.

.:TAURUS:. The Tramp

Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships.=] Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Sexy as ........ Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality. Stubborn. Sexual as ......... Most caring person you will ever meet! One of a kind. Not one to MESS with. Are the most sexiest people on earth!

.:SAGITTARIUS:. The Sexy one

Spontaneous. Horny. Freak in Bed. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. The one. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed? Not the kind of person you wanna MESS with. you might end up crying.

anu chubby and gf?!?! tama ba!?!? hahahahaha piece of ass daw e!!! kaya nassomethingan e!!! haha

You know it's just too little too late

2007-01-28T08:00:00.000-08:00

...haaayyyy this is for you!!! hahahahahahah...

Too Little, Too Late

[Verse 1]
Come with me
Stay the night
Just say the words but boy it don't feel right
What do ya expect me to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You take my hand
And you say you've changed
But boy you know your begging don't fool me
Because to you it's just a game (You know it's just too little too late)
So let me go now
'Cause time has made me strong
I'm starting to move on
I'm gonna say this now
Your chance has come and gone
And you know...

[Chorus]
It's just too little too late
A little too long
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
So be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)
Yeah yeaaahhh...
It's just too little too late...
Mhmmm

[Verse 2]
I was young
And in love
I gave you everything
But it wasn't enough
And now you wanna communicate (You know it's just too little too late)
Go find someone else
And letting you go
I'm loving myself
You got a problem
But don't come asking me for help
'Cause you know...

[Chorus]
It's just too little too late
A little too long
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
So be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

[Bridge]
I can love with all of my heart, baby
I know I have so much to give (I have so much to give)
With a player like you I don't have a prayer
That's the way to live
Ohhhh... mmm nooo
It's just too little too late
Yeaahhhh...

[Chorus]
It's just too little too late
A little too long
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
So be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)
You know it's just too little too late [2x]

[Chorus]
It's just too little too late
A little too long
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
So be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

hate this day :'(

2007-01-08T23:58:00.000-08:00

turned on our pc

browse browse.....

multiply.com ... signed in

scroll down scroll down

whoa!!!!!!!!! ....click!

how come i missed that?!?! ..i thought..

oh well,, im speechless!!!!!!!!!

tsk!

para sa mga dragon like me

2007-01-03T17:30:00.000-08:00

2007=year of the pig

for: dragons (1916, 1928, 1940, 1952, 1976, 1988, 2000)

the year will be productive in many ways. there will be chances to increase fame and reputation. enhanced persuasive skills will help in achieving important breakthroughs. it is a lucky year for movement, thus consider moving house, migrating, or traveling. money comes from abroad so consider expanding business to overseas market. finances will be pretty good. expect success if in the field of trading, hotel, movies, entertainment, finance, economics, and the stock market. avoid overspending. single dragons will easily attract friends of the opposite sex and will likely get married this year. get enough sleep. :)

text from franz

2007-01-02T09:07:00.000-08:00

kung sent this yesterday:

**********

pass this to all your girl friends. girls please read this:

a message from God....

" no man can ever claim you unless he claims you from me.

i reserved a man for you who has my heart and loves me even more that he will love you.

i wont give you unless he asks you from me.

soon you will know him, i have the perfect time.

you're my princess, my daughter. "

**********

im getting sick... :c

HAPPY NEW YEAR

2007-01-01T13:45:00.000-08:00

goodbye 2006!!!!

hello 2007!!!!!!

first day of 2007,,,,, haaayyy..... time flies!!! ...i can still remember how i prayed and wished before na mag end na 2006 coz i wanna end my sadness na.... hahahahaha

alot of things happened to me,,, for the year 2006!?..dami!! good and bad!!! c: ....my 2 grandfathers died,,, break up,,, unigames, bacolod c:,,, parties with friends,,, alot of new friends,,, chicha, girlfriend, doodles and kung c:,,, hidden asar to someone,,, 108 lbs to 92 lbs!!! then back to 105 lbs! (darn sana magawa ko ulit un 92,,, but il make it to 90!!! c:),,, learned to drink hard!!! almost every week e!! hahahaha,,, learned to smoke! (but i dont smoke!!! joke lang un),,, had 3 different hairstyles! hahahaha,,, broke!!! zero balance e!,,, i had my globe sim,,, my 18th birthday-of course!!!,,, got closer with my teammates! c:,,, hmmm.... la na ko maisip!!! hahahahah

like in my profile (friendster) "in 3 words i can sum up everything i have learned in my life (year 2006) ....it goes on!!!!" ..hahahaha

new year new start... :D and im going to start my year right!!!!! ..darn pasukan na!!! seryoso na toh!!!!! :D

plans for the year...
*DIET
*DIET
*DIET
*avoid alcohol ...?????? hahahahahahaha
*study harder
*less spending
*be happier and enjoy life
*vacation!!!! where!??!? where else?!?! ....kela kuya!!! c: hahahahaha
*icareer ang badminton!!! hahahahaha
*uhmmm.... longer hair c:
*DIET
*DIET
*learn to save money!
*ignore talk shits!
*end the school year with nice grades!!

what else pa ba?!?!? la na ko maisip.. secret na un iba.. hahahah

newei happy new year everyone!!!!!

start the year right owkei?!?!?!

god bless us

...........

2006-12-27T21:20:00.000-08:00

Guys Are Players, Thats a Fact, Dont Fall In Love Just Play them Right back!

share lang

2006-12-19T11:33:00.000-08:00

kambal gave me this link!!!! ..watch it!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I8cNq6P43og

lalang...

talk shit

2006-12-18T09:58:00.000-08:00

dude! grow up!!!!!!!!! stop acting like a kid!!!! okei?!?!!?

last night,, i was chatting with my cousin,,, damn it!!!! she told me something,,, tsk!!! badtrip!!!!!!! sooper badtrip!!!! i cant beleive it!!!! ...talk shit e!!!!! ..haaay naku hindi ko sure talaga sayo!!!!!! if before i was too mabait pinagtatanggol pa kita,, not looking at your faults, ngayon?!?!? hindi na!!!! kitang kita na un childish acts mo! tsk

well sana minsan wag mo muna use pride mo ha!! kase walang mangyayare!!! and you know what?!!? you should know how to take risks! wag ka mashadong sigurista at gusto mo ako lalapit and gagawa ng move..... baka you're forgetting something,, i did those things already!! but you're too ma-pride and you're just ignoring me!!!! ,,,im always busy?!!??! talaga?!?! how did you know?!!?!? hindi ako aware na im busy pala,, always!!!! ...if you want to say something,, pwede rin bang straight to the point dahil pati pinsan ko hindi naggets e!!!!

your promise??!!?? gusto mo matuloy un thats why you always tell her to go home na here in phils?!?!?? ...bakit need pa niya umuwi?!!?? you can always do that without her,,, if gusto mo talaga... right?!?!? "kung gusto mo madaming paraan, kung ayaw mo madaming dahilan!" ...diba?!?!? kaw pa nagsabi saken nyan before!!! cant remember narin ba!?!??! ...whats new!??! ..promise is a promise ba?!?!? oo nalang para sayo!

you know what?!?!? me? waiting,, again?!?!? no!!!! ..im tired already,, after 5-6 months of waiting and trying,,,, 5- 6 months of ignoring me.... what do you expect!?!??! ...now im ok biglang ganun! you'll tell her those things?!?! ..so ano ba un you're just waiting for me to do the first move?!?? or you're just waiting for me to have someone new so afterwards you can blame me why it didnt work out,, or why it didnt have a second time!?!?? or you're just waiting for my cousin to go here so matutuloy un promise mo!?!?? ...ganun ba!!??? because if ganun,,, let me clarify,, im not the guy here, okei!?!?? and between us,, sino ba nauna mantreat na parang stranger?!?!? ..ask ko lang ha!!!

bullshit!! i dont know if i will still believe all those things you said,,, how can i believe that e maski .5% effort wala ko makita e! ..puro salita wala naman effort! ...and im not expecting anything,,, im not hoping for anything anymore,, unlike before na i always pray and ask to bring you back,,,, now?!?! no na,, if il get hurt lang and cry all night dahil sayo,, wag nalang.. i prefer na wag ka nalang ibalik... im not the martyr type of girl noh!!! and hindi rin ako manhid to tolerate too much hurt!!!

haaaayyyyy badtrip talaga!!! hindi ako natuwa e!!!! ..before kilig pa ko when she'll tell me these things kase it means may something pa,, ngayon!?!? hindi na ko natutuwa kase ive realized na til salita lang pala!!! ...if you really wanted that you wont treat me as a stranger! and why need others pa, hindi mo ba kaya gawin mag isa?!?!??! whatever!...haaayyy bahala ka na... basta all those things you said to her?!!? lahat un bullshit!!! ..oo nalang cge! hahahahaha

hmmmmm..... asar talaga!!! tsk!! nawala ako sa mood last night dahil dito... shit!!!!

i love my team

2006-12-17T11:43:00.000-08:00

**i love my team soo much**

morning... i took a bath for like 10 minutes!!! achievement!!! hahahahahaha ..why 10 minutes only?!?!? coz hindi ako nagising!!! and coach was on the way na daw para sunduin ako,,, un pala on the way sa school pa! tsk ...at rs,,, i got bored! but found out something!!! ,,hot seat nalang siya saken e!!! oh well... c:

last night was an unforgettable night,,, after my teammates' tourney at rs powersmash, navotas... we all went to kai's condo (except hazel pala) ...bonding!!! inuman!!!! :D and semi swimming.... wahahahahaha funny experiences!!! http://iamsatin.multiply.com

angel?!!?? not an angel anymore!!! i was shocked!! lakas pala uminom e!!!! go go go!!!! ...and she's not cam shy anymore,, pag nakainom ha!! :D hahahaha

kae,, red kid!!! hahahahaha

soo many happenings!! ang saya!!!! love it!!! sa uulitin!!!!

**ate essa na-miss kita!!!! mwah**

BLUE GREEN

2006-12-14T19:49:00.000-08:00

a while ago,, we had this personality test (theo class) ...trippings lang ni miss.. hahahahaha

my resulting color?!?!? blue and green!!! ..5 items e,, and i had 2 blues,, 2 greens,, 1 yellow...

meanings...

green = choleric
-goal setter ; disciplined ; enjoys using power ; open to new ideas ; confident ; authocratic ; decisive
focus: task
approach: autocratic

blue = phlegmatic
- givers ; good listener ; loyal ; thoughtful ; quiet ; easily influenced
focus: people
approach: passive

im introvert and extrovert at the same time! hahahahah ....these things are quite true... 93% true!! :D hahahahaha

spotted

2006-12-11T21:41:00.000-08:00

jerk found!!!!!!
deceiving ...galing ah!

STORIES!!!!!

2006-12-10T12:58:00.000-08:00

oh my!!! oh my!!! sooper dami kwentos... nasa mood ako magkwento hahahahahaha

before magkwento... commercial!!!! ate tm informed me na jim carey has a new movie entitled the number 23!!!! nyahahahahaha ..she was telling me na i should watch that with tong! ahahaha adik e! newei il post it here.... il watch this talaga!!! mukang maganda e!!! :D

THE NUMBER 23

The Number 23
Release Date: February 23, 2007
Studio: New Line Cinema
Director: Joel Schumacher
Screenwriter: Fernley Phillips
Starring: Jim Carrey, Virginia Madsen, Danny Huston, Logan Lerman, Rhona Mitra, Maile Flanagan, Patricia Belcher, Lynn Collins, Mark Pellegrino, Tara Karsian
Genre: Drama, Thriller
MPAA Rating: Not Available
Official Website: Number23movie.com
Review: Not Available
DVD Review: Not Available
DVD: Not Available
Movie Poster: View here
Production Stills: Not Available
Plot Summary: The psychological thriller "The Number 23" stars Jim Carrey as a man whose life unravels after he comes into contact with an obscure book titled The Number 23. As he reads the book, he becomes increasingly convinced that it is based on his own life. His obsession with the number 23 starts to consume him, and he begins to realize the book forecasts far graver consequences for his life than he could have ever imagined.

nyahahahahahaha ok ba?!?! hahahahha FRIENDS LETS WATCH THIS!!!!! :D

newei......

tapos.. hmm.. ewan ko ang saya ko lang!! c: ...koko texted me with his new number,, so nakapag usap kami ulet... namiss ko siya infairness!!! hahahaha ..tapos ka-ym ko rin ,,as usual asaran and payabangan!! hahaha then he made something....
S- sobrang yabang

A- ang cute ni sam (sabi ko kase cute ako, kaya mana sken si sam)

T- turtle for christmas (binigyan ko siya before pero nadead)

I - in denial na payat din siya (he said kase na payat daw ako,,, NO kaya!!! IM OBESE!!!!)
N - namimiss niya ko (pero mas miss niya ko!!! ahahahaha)

oh well,, lalang... koko and i have this game e,, bato bato pik! but no scores like up to 5 or something... instead, paluan!!! 1 point=1 chance paluin ang kalaban as hard as you can!!!! ...hahahaha ..of course he's a guy,, mas malakas!!! hahaha pero full force rin ako,, the last time we played that,,, pinasa siya e!!! hahahaha TALO!!! ako lage nagwwin e!! (sabi ko) c: ...haaayyy old times!... tsk

VANITY
once again, i logged in.... and yes i am so vain!!!!! ..tried face recognition again,, these are the results!!! c:

i am soo vain!!! hahahahaha its fun kaya!!! TRY IT!!!! c:

last last night (december 8, 2006)

a friend, dared me to do something sa ym... he dared me to change my pic(sa ym) ..you know what pic gusto niya?!?! my picture with tong sa mongkok! then my status should be "i miss....." that will be my picture and status for 30 minutes!!!! in return? badminton game and snacks!!!! hahahahahahaha ...yes i agreed sa deal! c: ...i was so nervous!!!! tong might sign in kase... 30 minutes have passed,,, then after a while,, maybe 20 minutes after,,, tong signed in!!! whew! thank goodness i have changed my avatar and status already!!!! sooper kabado!!! hahahahaha

chicha texted me,, pareho namen gusto uminom!!!! but we are so freaking broke!!!! tsk

december 9, 2006

ate tm and i played sa shaft..then went to market market with mom, ate tal, shobe, ate tm... dami tao!! sooper!!! exag!!! then we ate sa razon's! busog!!!! papa fetched us and headed to h.santos, lola lydia's place... GLUTTONY!!!!!!!!!!!!! its so hard to say no to lola,,, dami kase foods!! and it was freaking delicious!!! yum yum!! botchog e!!!!! naku!!! im gaining a lot of weight already! i mean a lot!!!!!!

after this, around 10 pm.. i decided to go to chicha's place to make tambay! hahaha ..actually we will have our drinking session! one on one!!! coz we want to drink talaga!!!! coz we are so bored!!! so before i went there,, i went to 7eleven muna,,, btw, im with ate tal and her friend... dapat, il buy vodka! but unfortunately, no vodka!!! so decided to buy empi instead.. un lapad! ,,empi coke and chips! ate tal's friend kept on asking me if im sure na un ung drink namen,, gsm blue nalang daw... haaay friend,, kung alam mo lang! ahahahaha

il make the story shorter,,, chicha and i have our session! c: ..drinking and laugh trip session!!! shit!! may tama e!! i had soo many bloopers!!! no joke!!!! bloopers kay chicha, and billions of bloopers sa text!!!! ..slept at past 1 am,, then woke up at 5:30 am.. i duno why so early!!! wow saket sa ulo! ...and... i realized na hindi ko na alam sinasabi ko last night,, some of them,,, coz beri told me something na i said daw last night,, grabe!!!! i dont have any idea i said that!!!! basta!! weird!! abnormal aku!!!! hahahahaha

haaay haaay... alcohol alcohol alcohol!!! :D ..tataba ako lalo nito! tsk

il post a song,,,, tawa lang ako,, blast from the past toh.... i heard this sa asap last week... c:

Beh!Beh buti nga - Hotdog Greatest Hits

I
Noong nililigawan pa kita hindi mo ako pinapansin
Ang gus2 mo'y taga La Salle
Wala kang type sa akin
Ang sabi mo pa nga,"How cheap nama, Naku! He's so baduy!"
Ang puso ko'y dinurog mo
Ang puso ko'y dinurog mo
Sinaktan at binitin
II
Noong nililigawan ka namin
Kami'y iyong hindi pinapansin
Porke't kami'y hindi taga La Salle
Wala kang type sa amin
Ang sabi mo pa nga "Kadiri to death, you're so baduy!"
Ini-isnab-isnab kami
Ini-isnab-isnab kami
Sinaktan at binitin
(*)
Hmm, hmm
Beh, buti nga
Beh, buti nga
Iniwan ka ng yong La Sallista
Ngayon malungkot ka't
Nag-iisa
Beh, buti nga! Beh, buti nga!
Beh, beh, beh, beh buti nga!
III
Noon ay crush na crush kita
hindi mo ako pinapansin ang gusto mo'y Assumptionista
Wala kabang type sa akin
Ang sabi mo pa nga "How cheap naman, pare,She's so baduy!"
Ini-isnab-isnab ako
Ini-isnab-isnab ako
Sinaktan at binitin
(Carnival Tunes)

Hmm, hmm
Beh buti nga! Beh buti nga!
Ngayon ay boldstar na ako
Siguro'y tumutulo ang laway mo
Beh buti nga! Beh buti nga!
Beh, beh, beh, beh buti nga!
Beh buti nga! Beh buti nga!
Ngayon ay seksing-seksi na ako
Siguro'y tumutulo ang laway mo
Beh buti nga! Beh buti nga!
Beh, beh, beh, beh buti nga!
Beh buti nga! Beh buti nga!
Ngayon ay bigtime na kami
At nariyan ka pa sa isang tabi
Beh buti nga! Beh buti nga!
Beh, beh, beh, beh buti nga!
Beh,bu-bu-tinga!(6x)

oo nalang... tawa lang ako,, i didnt know na ganito lyrics nito... :D

watta night!!!!!!!!!

2006-12-03T12:59:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY FRANZIE!!!!!

you're party was a blast!!! so unforgettable!!! hahahaha

my first time to... hahahahaha c/o chicha and mei mei!!!! ...try lang e! di ko sure sa reaction ni recz e! hahahahaha kuya is that u?!?! nyahahahaha

chicha!!! what happened!?!??! my gulay!!! so shocking!! funny e!!! ..at first i thought hindi ka pa nasusuka tlga,,, kaya mejo ndi pa ko nagreact! hahahah

blooper last night,, nagvomit si chicha,, pero not inside mei mei's car,, outside,, sa window... then when we went out na sa car,, i went out,, whoa!!! nakatapak ako ng poop!!! eeoowwnnesss!!!!

malas!! hahahahah

funny talaga!!!!

share ako funny messages i received from beri and alvin...

from beri:
anong sabi ng bangus ng hatiin siya sa gitna?!?!
ano!??!
...IM DAING!!!!!!
(tawa ko e!!! received this last night,, nun nakatapak ako ng poop!! hahahaha)

from alvin:
good morning satin! pakuha tayo ng pic!!
(scroll down, scroll down, scroll down, scroll down)
para madevelop tayo!!!! hahahahaha un ang banat!
**ang aga aga natatawa ako e!! bangag!! nyahahahahahaha

mababa lang po kaligayahan ko!!! not corny or corny jokes make me laugh!!! :D ahahahahaha

BIGKIS

2006-11-28T20:34:00.000-08:00

for 3 days,, we had our retreat (BiGKIS) in tanay, rizal... that was from november 24-26!!!

oh my!!! it was sooper Fun!!!! extra ordinary retreat!!!!! :D

haaayy... cant elaborate more on that,, basta one word,, FUN!!!!!!

love this retreat!!! ..i duno why but im sooper happy!!!! c: swear!!!!! ....haaayy.... if i can just go back there,, and live there,, i will!!!! ..cool wind,,, the view,,, the food,, and the stars!!!! shocks!!!! ganda!!!! :D ..hassle lang coz walang signal,, pero okei lang din! c: hahaha

well,,, i had soo many bloopers!!! hahahaha funny!!! :D

guess how many photos we had?!!? ...sa cam ko,,, 623!!!! ,,sa phone ni girlfriend 124,,, then kay kuya beri (biri! hahaha) i dunno how many maybe 50 or less!!! ..imagine that!!!! almost 800!!!! hahahahaha

50-60 percent of the PHOTOS AT HTTP://IAMSATIN.MULTIPLY.COM hahahahaha

reminder

2006-11-22T10:38:00.000-08:00

BE CAREFUL WITH GUYS WHO ARE DIAMONDS IN A ROUGH!!!!!

nov. 24-26 bigkis camping at tanay, rizal :D

PICTURES GALORE!!!!

2006-11-05T00:24:00.000-08:00

pictures uploaded (finally)

http://iamsatin.multiply.com

nyahahahaha

IM FREAKING HAPPY!!!!

2006-11-03T20:49:00.000-08:00

im convincing myself before that il find someone new, that i wont be alone and i wont be with you...

you're waiting for me to crawl back to your side,, but NO,, not this time,, im keeping my pride...

so goodbye now,,, im on my way...

yes it did take time,, but im so damn happy right now!!!!

WELCOME BACK SATIN!!!! nyahahahaha im so freaking happy talaga!!!! i sent an email to my friends,,, jackie, franz, tracy and gf.... they replied sa email ko,, and i was glad with their replies!! (gf la ka pa reply! mayabang ka!) ewan ko ha,, but im so glad talaga na its over... na kaya ko na!! :) and im also happy for my friends,, lalo na kay jackie!!! hahahahah

TO MY FRIENDS including rhum coke and san miguel...hahaha joking!!! im so happy you're there... you're all right regarding dun!! happy rin ako coz you've been there for me all the time,,, you're so patient listening to my dramas,, you're there making ways to make me happy-un kunyareng bday ko,,, at dinadamayan niyo ko!!! gosh!!! mahal na mahal ko kayo!!!! mwah mwah mwah ....since we're soo glad sa nangyare,, dapat lage tyo enjoy ha!!!! fun fun fun!!!!! gimik na ito!!! nyahahahaha ..tama gimik na while we still have irregular classes!!! haha

soo damn happy!!! :D :D :D :D :D

the only thing i need to do now is.... DIET!!!! hahahaha

* you only live once, but if work at it, once is enough

* make a nice life for yourself, dont just have a nice life

* when your ex gets over you in the blink of an eye,, you know it was right to say goodbye

forget the day i liked you

forget the day i cried

forget the day i needed you

forget i ever tried...

thanks for the friendship and thanks for your smile

thanks for the love you showed me though it was only for a while

my heart was broken and yes my eyes did cry

but thats all over now coz ive learned to say goodbye! :D

BACOLOD!!!!

2006-10-31T14:10:00.000-08:00

october 22-30,,,, bacolod....
october 23-29,,, unigames.... bacolod
october 24-26 badminton games

we didnt win any place in any sport but i really had fun!!!!! ay we won pla!!! default!! hahahaha

no joke,,, i really enjoyed my stay there,,, i realized alot of things which can help me with my so called problem,,,, you know what i mean....

bonding moments with my teammates!!! gosh!!! mahal ko kayo talaga!!!! ..during the stay here,,, my team found out that i am 95% MALDITA!!!!! nyahahahahaha asar kase e!!! hindi ko na kaya magpretend e!!!

though we experienced some difficulties,, its all good,,, we just ignored those difficulties....

this event contributed a lot to us,, especially to me...
it motivated me more,
it gave me new friends,
taught me how to use the "cash advance" hahahahaha (ndi ako marunong e!),
taught me how to be more flexible with the place,, and avoid complaining,
taught me not to be quiet,,, i should me be more expressive with what i feel,
realized that all of them notice "that" hindi lang pala ako... better change!! not cool (kewl) anymore!!!

and the most important thing na narealize ko,,,, i realized that if i will just focus my attention thinking about him,,, and whatever,,, i will be missing alot of things,, i wont enjoy my life kase il end up nagmumokmok... while im in bacolod, at some point i got my life back... not because i went to parties almost every night,, not that,, but because i enjoyed my life without thinking anything about him,,,, and i saw the difficulties when you have someone then you're away!! paranoid!! exag!!!! text every minute!?!?? hahahaha away dito away dun! funny!!!! ....yes i did check my mail during the last day,, and i was surprised that my friendster account was logged in 24 hours... checking ba?!?!? hahahah fine with me! dont care,, la naman nabago e!

congratz satin!!!!! nasa step one na ko!!! :D ...sino bang may sabi na i shouldnt be enjoying!??! la naman diba?!?!? i should enjoy nga daw e!!!! ..beside i know he's enjoying too,, i can see sa friendster... oh well,,, life has its own way of making people happy, live again, and grow.. :D

**october 23, monday... arrived in bacolod.. whew!!! init!!!! ..went to riverside college for practice then pohang....

**october 24, tuesday ..1 pm... our first game.. met new people... funny!!! friends with the players of holy angels...

**october 25, wednesday ...2nd day,,, i didnt play,,, walk over,,, im injured!!? tsk hahahaha friends with feu players ..then my team played at pohang with nixie! (wrong spellin') and her friend, sarah... nice nice.. galing e!!! :D

**october 26, thursday ...last day ng game namen,, with iloilo doctors!! galing nila sooper!!!! after the game, just stayed to watch the finals... then had our pic taking.... hapon na,, we went back to lasalle,, changed and prepared for our night out... btw,, something happened,, shower gel!!! ako na maldita! hahaha
....around 11 pm,,, went to tempo,, a bar in bacolod,, parang temple dito sa makati but good thing sa tempo,, doesnt have any entrance fee and the drinks were so cheap!!! rhum coke!!!! ang kasama ko!!! :D ...the team of feu went there din.... around 4:30 am na ata kme nkabalik ng school... they all think may tama na ko!!! hmm... tipsy lng!!! :D adik ako sa rhum coke e!!

**october 27, friday ..left lasalle at 8:30 am,, lakawon day!!!! beach beach!!! kahet puyat!!! go lang!! :D todo babad sa araw!!! miss ko ang beach!!!! finally!!!! kami lang tao sa island!! solo e!! saya!!!!
....night out ulet nun mga 11 pm, sa tempo ulet,, had some drama!!! :) hihihihi but its all good,,, atleast naayos un iba... un isa,, hmm... ako na tlga maldita!!!! :D hahahahaha ..during the night out,, experienced something bad!!! bastos mo dude!!!!! tsk tsk ..la ko tama 1 glass of rhum coke lng e!

**october 28, saturday...last day in bacolod.... last night rin... so syempre need to celebrate for the last time!! first bought some pasalubongs, then dinner with isyss and friends,, went back to lasalle to take a bath and prepare... at 11 pm,, went to sorrento to meet up with nixie then saw the team of reczon (feu)... since ayaw namen sa sorrento we went to tempo,, in front lang nman.... party!!! hahahah rhum coke ulet!!!!! feu also joined us... puyat ulet!!!! FUN!!!!

**october 29, sunday,, we arrived at 5 am na ata.. flat ako e!!! tulog!!!! dunno why but tipsy tlga!!! hilo ko e!!! pero same lng nman drink ko.. newei... at 12 noon went to the pier na... lets go home to manila!!!! :D

**october 30, monday ... i miss my home,, computer, tv, bed, room, bathroom... lahat!!!!! tired but soo happy!!!

bacolod trip was worth it!!!! next year, though i might not be included na sa players for unigames,,, ill still got there!!! ill support my school and syempre to have fun!!! :D

to my teammates,, i love you all!!!! mwah mwah mwah

HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE!!!!!!
pictures will be posted sa multiply this coming weekend... :D

be back after a week

2006-10-21T21:44:00.000-07:00

hmmm.... wala ako for a week!! il go.....

where: bacolod

when: tomorrow til next week, october 22-30, 2006

meeting time and place: 8 am, ac

haaayy... mixed emotions... im excited na hindi coz this will be the first time na i will ride a boat,,, uhmmm... ship!!! whatever anu ba tawag dun?!!??! ...darn..... sana okay toh!!! :D

well,,, im happy yesterday coz twin and i had our bonding moments again... but,,, as i end my day,, mejo i became sad na... hindi talaga ako pinansin e... :c ...i think he's avoiding me.. oh well,, ano pa nga ba magagawa ko?!!? ..i know!!! i should follow girlfriend's advice... forget what happened last night and enjoy my stay in bacolod! :D tama tama...

HALE'S ALBUM.. TWILIGHT!!!! THE BEST!!!!! HALE YEAH!!!! :D

i love their song entitled "last song"

here it goes...

last song

hale

im breathing the air

im thinking of what you've done and said

you crumbled my heart

i was down in my knees

im hurting down inside

wondered if you still even cared

i've cried all alone

im done with these tears

im singing my last song

for you...

im healing the wounds

im staring at stars across my room

my meaning is lost

im bound for defeat

discover me inside

its all just a memory left behind

one day ill fly

so high above my feet

the first time

is the last thing im gonna make

and the next in line

is the one that whose gonna break you

sooper thanks

2006-10-19T01:17:00.000-07:00

NEVE YOU'RE THE BEST!!!!!!!!! SOOPER THANKS FOR THE LYRICS!!!! :D I MISS YOU SOO.... yes nga sana makawatch ako ulit ng gig with you guys.... THANK YOU THANK YOU

i have the lyrics na,,, c/o neve... :D

Someday
By: Nina
Composed by: Nyoy Volante

Someday you're gonna realize
One day you'll see this thru my eyes
By then I won't even be there
I'll be happy somewhere
Even if I cared
I know you don't really see my worth
You think you're the last guy on earth
Well I've got news for you
I know I'm not that strong
But it won't take long
Won't take long.
Someday someone's gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday someone's gonna take your place
One day I'll forget about you
You'll see I won't even miss you
Someday someday
Right now I know you can tell
I'm down and I'm not doing well
But one day these tears they will all run dry
I won't have to cry, sweet goodbye.

sooper for me siya!! hahahaha

its_satinn ...PLEASE TAKE NOTE OF THE SPELLING.... WHOEVER MADE THAT,,, what the hell is your problem?!?!?! are you doing it on purpose?!?!?! (remember that karma does exist)

HALE HALE HALE

2006-10-17T18:49:00.000-07:00

boring day.. didnt do anything... how productive noh!?!??? tsk

newei,,, after 10 years,,, finally we have our home cable na ulet!!!! i have my myx na!!!! hahahaha wala kase sa destiny... anyway....

i saw hale's new video,,, waltz!!! syempre todo focus ako,, champ and isabelle daza!! hahaha

gosh i soo love hale!!! :D ...champ!! hahahahaha ...nice nice... second album na nila toh,,, hmmm... we have the first album na sooo.....can someone give me a copy of their new album?!!??!? hahahaha kiddin' ..but if someone is willing,, why not!?!?? :D hihihihi

..............
I’ve said this a million times before
And i’m sick
But all that i need
And all that i bleed
And all that i care for
Is you
......................
-waltz (hale)

hang over toh!!! hahahaha

newei,,, i cant find any lyrics of someday... but i found a video clip.....

haaayyyy adik na ata ko.... di ko sure toh!!! ...tom il be busy!!! il go to school,, get some of my course cards... then... training if ever....

sheeesh i cant go to the malls!!! coz there is a "bomb threat" daw!!! darn it!!!! ....what the f?!?!? suspension for mayor binay!??!?! hindi ko sure ha!!!! ..what plan nila sa makati?!!?? hmm?!?!?!? ...haaayyy,,,, why kaya nila suspend si binay!?!?? opposition kase!??!! ...magagalit lang mga tao lalo kay gma.... tsk tsk

someday...

2006-10-17T09:40:00.000-07:00

gawad kalinga yesterday at pusong assumptionista housing project, imus, cavite

did some digging, painting, transferring of hollow blocks and cement!! hahahaha

saket ng arms ko now!!!

new can relate song,, aside from back to me by cueshe and naghihintay by jacob......

SOMEDAY BY NINA

WHO HAS SOMEDAY (NINA) LYRICS!?!?!?? SEND IT TO ME!!!

SOOPER THANKSSS!!!!

sooo down.....

2006-10-15T13:46:00.000-07:00

haaayyyy.....

hindi ko sure sa mga nangyayare... parang everything is a mess!!!

im so freaking sad!!!! why?!?!?! ..obviously, him.... next-jackie,,, my second partner in crime!!!! then next.. basta friends....

am i insensitive!?!??! howcome i didnt feel that..maybe because my world was so concentrated sa isang tao... darn!!!!

im soo down,,, aside dun,,, dami ko pa nalaman!!! :c ....foul!!!!! maybe things wont be the same na talaga.. so i should just accept it,, and move on.... get my normal life back... :c

ay shit!!! watta song!!!! soo senti!!!! "dont say goodbye" daw!!! nyahahahaha

i dont wanna hear nice stories about us.. those stories that give me hope and keep me hanging.... kase wala naman nangyayare e!!!! :c ...they just make me more sad...

i need a break.... napapagod na ko kakaisip.... mas napapagod pa ko mag isip kesa sa gumawa ng school works... tsk!

24 HOURS

2006-10-09T05:20:00.000-07:00

at the moment, it is 5:05 am of october 9, 2006 .... hmmm... in a little while il be preparing for school,,, though my class is at 10:40... il go there early coz of school agenda.. advocacy campaign,, theses, and etc

in less than 3 hours, whole day ako awake... why!??!? coz of our theses sa business statistics... whew!!!! until now,, we haven't finished it yet... gulong gulo na ko e!!! hindi na ko nagffunction...! hassle pa saket ko! tsk tsk

tracy and girlfriend are sleeping na sa room,, i told them to sleep na kase tracy just got back from batangas knina mga 9 pm... then si girlfriend naman anemic so hard mag try! ..and as for me,,, i stopped doing the theses,, drained na kase ko!!! later ulet sa school...

a while ago i was kinda sleepy na,, pero nawala,,, ndi na ko antok ngayon, that's why im blogging!!! :D ....haayyy.... nagiging addict na ata ko... hmmm?!?!?!

newei.. il fix my things na for school.... haaayyyyy..cant wait to have my sem break

horoscopes....

2006-10-07T23:31:00.000-07:00

do you believe in horoscopes?!?!?! hmmmm....

me?!?! kinda... hahahaha but i read them at the end of the day or the day after that day... labo?!?!

newei,,, yahoo horoscopes... funny coz sometimes they are really related with what's happening to me... daily love?!?!?! hahahah *senti mode*

mejo nasa mood ako to write,, kase something happened,,, and sad ako-kunyare ?!!!??

let's go back muna... SEPTEMBER 29, 2006 ...friday, no classes, whole day brownout,,, madaling araw inuman kela tracy with dks people so SEPTEMBER 30, 2006 narin siya... he sent me an sms,,, asking me a favor.... my horoscopes for those days?!?!?!

Daily Love for September 29, 2006
Provided by Astrology.com

Daily Flirt:Try not to worry about things too much, because you are due for a stroke of great luck just when things look bleakest. You might not recognize it at first, but once you've had a little time to digest it, you'll see.

Daily Couples:The energy at work may be a bit off, and keeping quiet may be the best response. If you're venting to your sweetheart, make sure it's off-site and in private -- or save it for later.

Daily Singles:An old love wants to reconnect, and their flattery almost makes you think that it would be worth it. Maybe it is -- but before you decide, review all of the parts of the relationship, not just the fun ones.

Daily Love for September 30, 2006
Provided by Astrology.com

Daily Flirt:Your input will be crucial to your people now. You can totally see what they need, and you should have the very words to convince them that you're right. The next step will be taken together.

Daily Couples:If what your group of friends is planning to do just doesn't sound that great to the two of you, take a rain check and opt out. They'll somehow manage without you, and you'll have more fun alone.

Daily Singles:What becomes of the brokenhearted? Well, they write books, take up French and meet much more exciting and attractive new admirers, that's what. Afterwards, you'll realize your heart wasn't broken -- just dinged.

funny e noh?!??!?! tapos... uhmmm.... what happened next?!?! ah! october 2, monday,, i was informed that dadi (riah) has a friend who invited me sa friendster,, so i asked for the name kase kkcheck ko lang and i didnt approve 2 invites... so she told me na,, funny isa siya sa ndi ko approve... after,,, dadi was telling me a lot of kwentos,, funny kwentos about that friend!!! ..papakilala daw niya sken coz he wanted to meet me,, e ayoko!!! AYOKO TALAGA!!!! ..no time to entertain,, and i dont wanna entertain... yabang ko ba?!?!? hahaha may hidden agenda kase e! kung wala e di ok lng kaso meron,, sorry.... horoscopes ulit! c:

Daily Love for October 02, 2006
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Daily Flirt:It's a good day to just kick back and think big. You've got a lot on your mind right now, especially when you think ahead to next year and beyond, and you've got some great ideas about what to do next.

Daily Couples:You've got both intellect and instinctive wisdom now. When you put your head and heart together with your special someone's, the power is amazing and intense. What will the two of you do next?

Daily Singles:Your personal life takes a turn for the interesting and you find yourself actually getting the treatment you deserve. Isn't it funny what happens when you finally learn to stand up for what you believe in?

Daily Love for October 03, 2006
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Daily Flirt:You need to face the facts and think about what is really going to work for you. It's a great time to get real and an even better time to get good (if kind of weird) advice from friends.

Daily Couples:Sure, anything's possible, but are those castles you're building in the air when it comes to your relationship really likely to become reality? How about starting smaller, with a sweet little house of love?

Daily Singles:Venture out dateless and you might find more prospects than you would have believed. The trick is to go to a venue or event that really interests you. Lose yourself in the moment and someone will find you.

OCTOBER 4, 2006,,, i was late sa usapan,, hindi ako nagising and im starting to be sick! ...had my econ make up class, didnt have my training, pictorial ng ibes officers-corporate attire.... lahat ng pics nasa multiply! :D ...ate froila told me something! chismis!! ..sorry hindi ko kilala e... hahaha

Daily Love for October 04, 2006
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Daily Flirt:It's time for you to let your people take care of their own stuff while you deal with your business. They'll be fine -- most of them are basically spinning their wheels anyway, so don't fret.

Daily Couples:Hey, dreamboat! What with the extra tenderness, sweet sentiment and general sexiness the stars are sending, your certain someone's sitting pretty, pleased as punch to be by your side.

Daily Singles:If you learn to let go a little, you'll have a little peace. If you learn to let go a lot, you'll have a lot of peace. What does it mean to love someone? What does it mean to love yourself? Ask the big questions right now.

thursday,, october 5... dadi riah kept on teasing me!!!! joke time!! lage niya ko inaasar... mmessage daw niya si ---- to tell something... basta secret na!!! tapos niloko pa ko na single na daw siya! worry ako e!!! tsk

Daily Love for October 05, 2006
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Daily Flirt:If you reach out and help someone today, you'll earn triple karma points that will be redeemed sooner than you think. Try not to worry too much about things that happened in the past.

Daily Couples:Give yourself the kind of tender loving care you regularly lavish on your sweetheart. Far from feeling second-best, they'll love the spring in your step and the added self-confidence you've got now.

Daily Singles:Love means accepting all of someone, not just the parts that are convenient or match your self-conception. It's time to push aside any pretty scenarios; you need to focus on the reality of the situation.

OCTOBER 6, 2006... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO 2 SPECIAL PEOPLE!!! :) ..i bought mom a bouquet.. hahaha i went home late kase,, she was surprised e! tuwa naman ako... then i turned on the computer coz im planning to start on my projects.... at may inuman pa ulet kela tracy... ym... whoa! online ha!!! first time!! ..but!...no difference at all,, online or offline.. just the same... just greeted him,,, cold as ice!!!!

Daily Love for October 06, 2006
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Daily Flirt:It feels like you're walking around in a haze, and not in a good way. There's only so much that you can figure out on your own, so it's a good idea to ask your friends what they can see.

Daily Couples:You know not to expect love to be black-and-white, but the many shades of gray could be a bit confusing even for your flexible heart and mind now. There's nothing wrong with asking for clarification.

Daily Singles:Someone swoops in and saves the day. And you, you romantic creature, could easily mistake feelings of gratitude for feelings of romance if you're not careful. Weaving daydreams around this could be dangerous.

OCTOBER 7, 2006... 2 am... went to tracy's house.. inuman ulet.. pero kame ni tracy :c we just had one glass,, hati pa kame kase late na kame.. coz we're doing the theses!!! asar!!! ...funny coz may dead kid!!! hihihihihihi dead kid no. 1!!! lalang... next week,, if meron ulet.. inom na kami ni tracy,, finish na finals e!! hahahaha

then a while ago,, had the feeling lang na i wanna see his profile coz i sent him a testi greeting him a happy birthday... surprise!!!!! may nabasa lang ako....*sad mode*

i kept asking my friends bakit ganun!??! then someone told me na i should be asking him,, i should talk to him... how can i do that?!?!? he's not talking to me,,, alala lang ako nun if he's not home... newei... TO THOSE WHO HAVE LISTENED TO ME A WHILE AGO SOOPER THANKS!!!!! THANK YOU TALAGA!!! :D

Daily Love for October 07, 2006
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Daily Flirt:You've got to uncover that big mystery -- but the catch is that you have no idea where to start looking. It's a good time for you to look into your people's darkest closets -- carefully.

Daily Couples:Dreaming about what can be between the two of you is fine -- fantastic, even -- but beware of a tendency to get a wee bit carried away at the moment. Developing unrealistic expectations could be a problem.

Daily Singles:Nothing helps a broken heart more than taking action. Write it out, go for a long walk or put up those shelves around your house. You'll find at the end of it that your emotions weren't permanently broken, just bruised.

at the moment,, my wish?!?!?! vacation na!!! I REALLY NEED A BREAK!!!! im so looking forward for bacolod next week, though its for school,,, though im nervous coz ive been missing my trainings.. alam kong ill enjoy my stay there with my team.... im freaking sick!!!! :x ..gusto ko na rest kaso dami ko pa gagawin.... :c hhmmm... hard naman!

lessons ive learned for the first sem of my 2nd year = learned how to complain, learned how to be strong, learned to be hurt, learned to enjoy the company of my friends, learned to be more rational on certain things, learned to drink til i get drunk..actually not totally drunk naman, learned how to pretend more, learned how to spend my money hahahah, learned how to get mad, learned how lucky i am to have my friends... my friends who remained true.... who are always there for me... those who have listened to my never ending drama! hahahaha love you all!!! mwah

thoughts on failed love affairs:

its weird how you go from being strangers to being friends to being more than friends...

then suddenly.......

back to being practically strangers again.. :c

sabi niyo senti mode ako..

2006-10-02T01:50:00.000-07:00

sabi niyo senti mode ako... ayan natuluyan na ko!

foul! 3 days of no electricity!!! ..kninang hapon lang nagkaron... ive survived!!!! how!?!?? ..uhmmm... i charged my phones at tracy's house then inuman then... uhmm... drawing!!! hahahahaha

newei... not in the mood to talk about the typhoon,,,, ewan ko,, actually im not supposed to blog right now,, but i saw something kase...

5 minutes ago,, i check my friendster then i visited twin's account,,, i saw his picture... haaayyyy.... nice shot!!! c: :c ....mixed emotions!!! bakit ba ganun!?!??!

sooper can relate talaga ako sa quote na toh: (from tracy)
** ayaw ko nang ma-inlove sa taong ak lang ang nagmamahal...
kakapagod pala...
pero bakit di ko magawa???
isang text lang niya,,,
lahat ng plano kong paglimot sa kanya....
nabubura?! :'c

ayos!!! hahahahaha u know what?!?! the truth is,,, that quote was written for me!! **joking** ..i feel sad....

a lot of things are running through my mind right now,,, all the depressing thoughts about the past... im quite confused,,,, im wondering.... how can he tell my cousin those things?!?!?? if those things were true how come i cant feel it!??!? how come you're not making any way for that to happen?!?!? labo!!! ...should i be the one compromising,, again?!!?? ..haaayyy... im tired of that na... dapat ba ako lage!??! :c ..di ko sure!

newei i cant blog all my thoughts here,, some are very personal na..... actually these things are personal talaga... ewan... wo zai ganjue aishang,,, damn!!!! i guess... i just.... wo fei chang xiang nian ta! :c ....haaayyyyy....

btw,, i like yeng of pinoy dream academy!!! no joke!!!! i like her songs too!!!! GO YENG!!!!!

happy birthday to me

2006-09-25T10:56:00.000-07:00

SEPTEMBER 23, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!

ay!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JACKIE PALA!!!! hahahah

tonight,, 18th bday celebration ni jackie... ako narin!!!! hahahaha

share ko lang toh! (aliw ako e!)

sex is like a game of cards..if you dont have a partner you better have a good hand

some drink at the fountain of knowledge,, others just gargle

when your dreams turn to dust,, vacuum!

reality is an illusion that occurs due to lack of alcohol

few women admit their ages,,, few men act theirs

24 hours in a day,, 24 beers in a case.. coincidence?? i think not! :D

cupid requires target practice for every time he shoots me, he hits me right between the eyes so that i am too blind to see...

dont believe a single thing you say.. you're not as dumb as those you play

i assume full responsibliity for my actions ..except those that are someone else's fault

almost anything is easier to get into than out of..

i'm not crazy,, im just intellectually independent

latest

2006-09-15T22:05:00.000-07:00

haayyy,,, my last post was... ages ago!!!

well,,, ive experienced a lot of things lately.. but it will take me days to narrate these "things"... :D

check my multiply instead http://iamsatin.multiply.com ...pictures will tell you the story...

a while ago and yesterday,,, i had my pictorial for oralcom... with sam as my photographer.. hahahaha it was really funny!!!! and FUN!!!! my role was very.... hmmmm..... my opposite! a rebel chic!?!??? hahahaha kelan pa ko naging rakista?!?!? ...pictures will be posted next time! :D

as you can see ive changed the template... lalang.. la ko magawa e.... time to change na daw!!!

not in the mood to type a lot of things right now,, because im so freaking tired!!!!! ...ang hectic lage ng sched,, hindi na ata naubos ung mga gagawin ko.... :c

til here.... btw,,, ive celebrated my 4th birthday..... nyahahahahaha

UNLEASHED

2006-09-07T08:41:00.000-07:00

AC's #1 org, International Business & Economics
Society, proudly presents...

----> "UNLEASHED!" <-----

[a BLACK & WHITE PARTY]

IBES' annual acquaintance party/fundraising event! Witness the rebirth of a more dynamic economistas of AC as they strut their stuff like you’ve never seen before!

on September 9, 2006 (SATURDAY) @ Tavern on d Square, Greenbelt 3, Makati...

Get acquainted with AC's most prestigious & fantabulous ladies! Party the night right with different bands, exhilarating showdowns, exciting games & surprise guests! Different schools all over Manila will be there!

EVERYONE as in EVERYONE is INVITED!!!

Tickets priced at P250 (inclusive of food and drink)...

Party starts at 7pm...

For ticket inquiries: leave me a message! thanks

10 painful things

2006-08-26T22:38:00.000-07:00

**10 PAINFUL THINGS**

10. bringing back the feeling you've learned to forget

9. remniscin' the good times

8. tryin' to hide what you really feel

7. lovin' someone who loves another

6. having a commitment with someone that you know wouldnt last

5. shielding your heart to love somebody

4. LOVING A PERSON TOO MUCH

3. right love at the wrong time

2. taking risk to fall in love again

1. accepting that it was never meant to be

BAD DAY!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-23T22:51:00.000-07:00

as ive said to myself,,, im just waiting for this special day.... AUGUST 23, 2006!!!! ...and eto na un!!!! this will be the start..... better be the start because i have no reasons to wait and hope for anything anymore.... i cant force myself to someone who doesnt feel the same ng saken... and i cant force myself to someone who is very insensitive...

hmmm.... every 23rd of the month is my birthday,,,!!! joke toh ha!!!!

today,,,, was,,,, BAD DAY!!!! I HATE THIS DAY!!!!! I REALLY HATE THIS DAY!!!! ..honestly,, hindi ako nagagalet e! i dont know how,,, and this was the first time na magalet ako ng ganito! ..iba ko magalet,, im warning you!!! tsk!!!!

tama toh e = "ALL GOOD THINGS MUST COME TO AN END!" ...ang bait ko kase mashado e!! malay ko bang bad thing un in return nun good thing na ginawa ko!?!?!? tsk

haaayyy ewan!!!!! shit!

ako ba toh?!?!?!? nyahahaha

2006-08-19T21:47:00.000-07:00

really!!!! ako ba toh?!?!?! nyahahahahaha

AUGUST 18, 2006 = we had our pep rally,,, as usual,, dance contest for the team... dapat i wont dance na,, only the new members,, pero wala natripan lang,,, KAI and I danced!!!!!! what song?!?!?! STARS ARE BLIND!!! ..yup paris hilton!!! nyahahahaha di ko sure e!!!!

AUGUST 19, 2006 (today) = BUSINESS DEPT velocity, sportsfest,,,, what did i do?!!?!? uhmmm... cheering lang naman!!! hahahahahahaha ..all my high school life, never ako nagjoin sa cheering kase la ko talent magdance!!! pero ngayon?!?!?! ewan ko ha!!! para sa red team,,, para sa ibe,,, para sa block ko!!! hahahahaha ...my block did the cheering,, as in 2h1,, second year ibe!!!! plus ATE NINA!!! c: siya lang hindi second year,, pero ok lang,, muka naman siya age namen!! hehehehehe :) ...oh my God i was really nervous!!! this was my first time to join a cheer dance!!! and fortunately,, coz of our good looks,, pa-cute effects, stunning stunts,, awesome moves,,, WE WON!!!!!!! CHAMPION!!! :D hahahahahahaha ..pinractice lang namen toh for like,, 3 hours yesterday!!!! oh yeah oh yeah!!! freaking happy!!! ..i really enjoyed my day!!!

tama lang toh,, forget all the worries and ouchness muna!!! :D

half day lang kami nila tracy and kai.. coz we'll have our shooting... our director?!?!?! my very own cousin,, ate janelle!!! :D hahahahaha lalang,, aliw e!!! haaayyyyy.....

ALL PICTURES AND CHEERING VIDEO (il try) at http://iamsatin.multiply.com

shekz!!! ano ba toh!?!!?

2006-08-17T23:11:00.000-07:00

"YOU NEVER STOP LOVING SOMEONE. IT'S MORE OF JUST LEARNING TO DEAL WITH THE PAIN OF NOT HAVING THEM ANYMORE..."

"WHEN YOU LOSE SOMEONE YOU LOVE, YOU NEVER GET OVER IT,,, YOU JUST GET USED TO IT."

fudge!!! :'c ...depress mode again,,, i am so freaking affected sa nangyayare!!!! ..na dapat naman hindi kase labas na ko dun,,, pero ewan... ewan talaga!!! pakatino ka naman,,,, worried... :c

pep rally tom,,, 1 year na since the surprise visit!!! hala!!! sige lang sa reminisce!!!! :c

vigil

2006-08-16T01:30:00.000-07:00

august 14.... we had our school vigil.. tapos me and my friends had our "so-called" vigil!!! hahahahahaha ..actually biglaan toh!!! hindi sadya,,,, la rin sa plano! :D ..then stayed sa school,,, slumber party ito ng business dept ...so we went home the next day at ....i arrived at around past 8 am sa house,, slept at 9 am.. woke up at 12:30 noon,,, went back to school

i had soo much fun though i didnt have any sleep! haaayyyyy (sa 5th floor, ac)

i wont tell the whole story regarding this vigil,,, im tired... next time nalang! ..and im freaking sleepy!!! tsk

PICTURES AT http://iamsatin.multiply.com

pep rally

2006-08-13T23:26:00.000-07:00

AUGUST 18, 2006 (friday)

AC PEP RALLY!!! (sa ac toh!)

ATHLETES' PARTY.... concert ng madaming bands!!! :D

the "week"

2006-08-12T11:03:00.000-07:00

dami nangyare for the last few days....

where will i start?!!?? hmmm.....

august 5, saturday,,,, twin went to lolo's wake and i was surprised because tong went din but mas nauna si twin,, i think tong and neri arrived around past 9 pm already... then they went home at past 1 am... i enjoyed the night,,,, for hours i forgot all the griefs muna... hmmm....

AUGUST 6, 2006

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TWIN!!!! :D

i love you soo much!!!!

thanks for everything!!!!!!

pagbalik nila kuya carlo,, bonding ulet tayo with them!!! :)

the cremation mass last sunday went well,,, ok naman,,, peaceful,,, walang something...

this week august 9 to august 11 was my midterms,,, and oh mi god!!!!! business statistics?!!? damn hate it!!!! nahirapan ako no joke tlga!!! hindi ko sure.....

august 10,,, had one exam only,,, and after this,, went home na agad coz lunch out with ninong angie then derma,,,, haaayyyaayyy... another gluttony day for us,, me especially!!!!! ..dampa libis,,, seafoods!??!? damn!!! sarap!!! pero control..... then went to derma after,, they had their facial and massage,,, me facial lang coz dami ko na pimples!!!! ....ate donna (siya lage facial sken) told me na i gained weight!!! yes i did!!! i gained 5 lbs!!!! 100 lbs na ko!!! shekz!!! am i anorexic?!?!? nope hindi pa,,, actually no talaga,, yoko lang bumigat pa... tapos dami ko rin daw pimples ngayon,,, STRESS!!!!! haayyyy.... then after these lakads,,, we went to rockwell pa,,, then home,,, then planned to watch a movie pa!! EXAG!!!! parang wala kong midterms the next day e!!! and take note,,, my exam was ECONOMICS!!! my major!!!! ..honestly,, hindi ako nakapg-aral,, totally... sooper goodluck nlang sken!!!! tsk

newei,, gluttony days started when my lolas brought tons of food sa wake,,, as in lutong bahay foods and the foods were sooper sarap!!! ,, after nun,,, lage nalang kami kumakain.... as in!!! pero control pa rin coz im worried na i might get heavy, mahirapan na ko maglaro...

i was really happy when my cousins/family 'bonded' with tong and kris... walalang,, nice feeling lang though i heard alot of feedbacks after,,,, you dont like him na ba (for me?)??!!?!?!? walalng,, i heard alot of contras kase,,, but i dont mind,,, what can i do?!? i still have those feelings,,,, kaya mejo ouch din when i heard it... actually when 'toot' told me.... fyi,,, twin (kris) is like an extension of villanueva sisters,,, kami nila ate,, kapatid ko talaga si twin e!! hehehehehe ..kiddin' aside,, she's like part of our family na... :)

yesterday,, after school... i went to ayala center to meet up with ate lara, kuya carlo, tita beth, tita lina, and tito ver.... in other words the san juan family... :) ..eion shopping shopping.... tapos went to pasay,,, then kuya carlo, me, ate lara watched sukob!!!! vverry scary!!!! no shit!!!! ate lara and i were like in a roller coaster.. sigaw kme ng sigaw e!!!! hahahahaha ...i really enjoyed this day,, nilulubos coz i will really really miss them... a while ago,, they went back to australia na.... haaayyyy :c ...first part of the day yesterday,, saya saya ko maski hindi ako nakapag aral sa eco,, pero when i was in glorietta and about to go to pasay,,, hatid sila tita,, parking...
....ewan nasad ako,, and i was disappointed,,, i was expecting a change regarding that,,, pero it didnt change pla,,, naging worse pa! :c ....hope you know what you're doing,,,, sana marealize mo na mejo la na sa lugar.... kala ko after all na nangyare mababago un,,, hindi rin pala... ewan ko,,, :c ouch!!! but i dont have any right naman to feel that way,, and i dont have any right na makielam pa dun pero,, doi!!! i still care!!! :c darn!!!

btw,, last aug. 10,,, when we went to rockwell,, kuya carlo bought a gift for twin,, then he bought me a turtle!!! todo kinulit ko si kuya for that turtle pillow (ayaw niya kase bilin si cotton,, meron na daw ako ganun,, e ibang version naman in pinapabili ko)!!! ..pero THANKS KUYA!!! UR DA BEST!!! ...fyi,, though im already 18 years old,, looks mature,,, i still have a heart and a mind of an 8 year old kid.... :) ...i love stuffed toys,, and pillows na cute!!! pero my being immature naman e nasa lugar!! hahahaha (defensive) ...then my turtle pillow has a name na,, una pagong,,,, then my ac friends told me na patong nalang daw (know why na!),,,, then last suggestion and this is the final name na,, MY TURTLE PILLOW'S NAME IS ... FISHIE!!! hahahahahaha ...lalang,,, :D

my stuffed toy babies.... :D (the last two pigs were my collection,,, im obsessed with those pigs,, un mga singkit!!!! and since i named mine cotton,,, lahat ng ganyan tawag ko cotton!!! hahahaha)

dami kwentos e pero sken nlang un... i heard,,, again another song,,, okay toh!

Back To Me

Artist: Cueshe

Sometimes I can feel like Im all alone

Wondering of what have I done wrong

Maybe Im just missing you all along

When will you be coming home back to me?

There were times I felt like giving up

Haunted by memories I can’t give up

Wish that I never let you go and slip away

Had enough reasons for you to stay

[Chorus]

Cant you feel me

See me falling away

Did you hear me,

Im calling out your name

Cause Im barely hanging on

Baby, you need to come home

Back to me

Sleepless nights

Cause youre not here by my side

Cold as ice

I feel deep down inside

Maybe Im just missing you all along

When will you be coming home

(Repeat Chorus except last line)
When will you be coming home

Back to me

sakto sken diba!?!?!? hahahahaha here i go again.... :c

ANO BA YAN?!!?! NA-MIMISS KO NA AGAD SILA KUYA,,,, TSKA SI BRUHA!!! (ate lara) ..bilis kase.... ..december ha!!!? (feeling ako e!!!)

cant believe it... :c

2006-08-01T20:19:00.000-07:00

today,, i didn't go to school... actually i did got to school for my clearance.. rephrase.... i didnt attend my classes,,,, i went to school a while ago at 3:30 pm just to get my clearance, pay my tuition fee, give the grading sheet and pass my oralcom project...

i am so sick right now!!! i cant eat and i feel so weak!!!! ...ate tm bought me tons of gatorade coz i might dhydrate... vomitting all the food i eat,, eeeooowww!!!!! ...i woke up at 5:45 am,,,,, ate my breakfast then shower na,,, exag bigla k nahilo!!!! as in,, my face became soo pale,, white na!!!! then i grabbed my towel,,, went out of the bathroom.. dressed up then lied down sa bed.... exag muntikan na ko magcollapse dun!!!! sooper!!!! ...so mom told me not to go to school,,, and wag daw muna ko punta sa wake ni lolo coz i need some rest,, puyat kase ako!!

all of them were in loyola,,, kami ni shobe naiwan dito,, and yaya! ...now ive realized hindi ko kaya magpuyat when im doing and thinking a lot of things...unlike nun summer maski whole day, whole week ata ko gising kaya ko... im losing tons of weight though...

many sad, depressing things happened to me this year!! and i really dont like it! syempre sino ba may gusto?!?!?! losing 2 persons i love! :( ...my 17th and 18th dance last february...

thursday,, july 27,, i didnt go home,, sleep over kay kai.... friday, july 28,,,, after class ive decided to go to glorietta to buy a gift for kla... then i checked my phone if may nag text.... 1 NEW MESSAGE ....view.... sat wala na si lolo :( ....i was shocked!!!! dunno what to say,,, hindi ko rin alam if tama pagkaintindi ko,,, i really dont wanna believe it kase lolo?!?!? lolo aboy?!?!? hindi siya totally sick,,, so it cant be... but i guess ganun talaga... i rushed home and i was crying sa cab while katext ko si ate janelle..... it took me days to accept it,,,, hindi talaga siya nagssink in sken kase hindi ako makapaniwala!

ang hirap,, ang bigat sa loob coz i was just planning to visit him over the weekends,, as in july 29... pero what?!?!?!? hindi na ko umabot,,, i havent seen him since the day tito told us na mejo mahina na si lolo,, i mean he cant walk by himself... and coz of busy schedule, weekend lang un time na pwede ako magvisit... tapos nawala pa un chance na un!!!! ang bigat bigat talaga ng feeling!!!!!! :'c ....hindi pa nga ko over and i havent moved on dun sa isa tapos meron pa ulit bago,, another hurting experience.....

ewan ko,,, during lolo's wake,, i found out some things na mejo,,, ouch!!! ...asking my cousin who she was?!?!? deleting me sa ym's list,,,,, profile,,,, testi,,,, no condolence?!?!?!? ..i guess it was really easy for him to do all those,,, maski for friends nalang wala..... :c ...sana ganun din kadali sken,, pano ba un?!?!?! pano ba nagagawa un ng ganun kadali?!?!?!

i dont wanna think about it anymore,, its time to accept facts and stop thinking of the impossible things.. this is reality,, i need to face it!

kuya will arrive tom,,,, we're complete again,,,,, i need to get well....

eulogy..... i will use this for my oral com exam

May I Go?
by Susan A. Jackson

Do you think the time is right?
May I say goodbye to pain filled days and endless lonely nights?
I've lived my life and done my best, an example tried to be.
So can I take that step beyond, and set my spirit free?

I didn't want to go at first, I fought with all my might.
But something seems to draw me now to a warm and living light.
I want to go, I really do; it's difficult to say.
But I will try as best I can to live just one more day.

To give you time to care for me and share your love and fears.
I know you're sad and afraid, because I see your tears.
I'll not be far, I promise that, and hope you'll always know,
That my spirit will be close to you wherever you may go.

Thank you so for loving me. You know I love you too,
And that's why it's hard to say goodbye and end this life with you.
So hold me now just one more time and let me hear you say,
Because you care so much for me, you'll let me go today.

ipagdadasal po kita....

2006-07-24T13:23:00.000-07:00

an hour ago,,,, weird thing happened...

someone named mia, from channel 59 of sky cable or home cable called up ...and i was the one who answered the phone

satin: hello...
mia: hello good afternoon po, ako pa si mia ng channel 59... gusto ko lang po sabihin na ipagdadasal ko ho kayo.. okay lang po ba?
satin: ha... uhmmm.... okei
mia: ano po bang pangalan niyo para isasama namen ang pangalan niyo sa dasal namin
satin: patricia... patricia villanueva
mia: ah miss patricia... una po, gusto ko lang po sabihin sa inyo na hindi aksidente na kayo ang nakasagot ng telepono ngayon. lahat ay may rason,,, may plano ang Panginoon para sa inyo.. sabi nga sa Jeremiah 29.......... (hindi ko na matandaan sinabi niya)
satin: okei
mia: ayan bago po tayo magdasal, meron po ba kayong mga prayer requests
satin: ah wala naman
mia: ganun po ba,, o sige po, sabayan niyo po ako... Panginoon...........
satin: Panginoon......................
mia: bago po natin ibaba ang telepono, ipagdadasal ko po muna kayo.... (said her prayer for me)
mia: ayan salamat po miss patricia, sana po maging maayos ang araw niyo ngayon.... blah blah

woah!!!!!!!! i was shocked!!!!!!!! nakakagulat!!!! lageng ako nalang ha!!!! i dont know,,, is this a sign?!?!? sooper bad na ba ko?!?!? ...or i have some calling?!?!? hahahaha ...before i was home alone and there was a late 50s na lady na kumatok sa gate,, then she handed me an oblong shaped na ceramic with the image of our lady of perpetual help,,, then i thought she was selling it to me, so i said "ay hindi po" ...then she said,, "hindi,, para sayo yan,,, para sa pamilya mo..." then i said "ok thank you po" ...then she left na... and i went in,,,,,, weird e noh?!?!?!

di ko sure toh ha!!! ...we dont have classes today so i might start my "special project" ..hahahahaha

last saturday, july 22,,,, sky's reggae night!!! soo funny!!!! :D
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23-SMILE!!!!!!!-23

2006-07-23T23:31:00.000-07:00

new song uploaded for my friendster account

smile by tamia

Sometimes i sit at home and wonder how it be if he had loved me truely loved me yes, i learned

Awhile ago that kind of thing it never happens for me, and so i go around and just pretend love

Is not for me i play the circus clown around my friends make them laugh and they wont see that

U never let them see u sweat dont want them to think the pain runs deep, Lord know its killing me

[Chorus:]

So i put on my make up put a smile on my face and if anyone ask me everything is ok im

Laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my

Face...on my face singing, la la la, la la, lalala, la la, lala, la la, la la, la la, la la la

Laaaa

Sometimes i sit at home by the phone hopin he might call me but he dont call me but then i

Realize dreams come true arent for girls like me not like me,and so i go around with my head

Up like it aint no thing and when the boys around with all my friends im into other things cuz

U never let them see u sweat dont want them to think the pain runs deep, lord knows its killing

Me

[Chorus:]

So i put on my make up put a smile on my face and if anyone ask me everything is ok im

Laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my

Face...on my face oooh

Its not easy (thing to do) sometimes its hard to (face the truth) its not the life that i

Would choose but what else can i do if he dont love me no if he dont want me im not about to

Sit around let myself go (gooooo)

[Chorus:]

So i put on my make up put a smile on my face and if anyone ask me everything is ok im

Laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my

Face...on my face singing, la la la, la la, lalala, la la, lala, la la, la la, la la, la la la

Laaaa ill keep singing la la la la la, lalala, la la, la la, lala, la la, la la, la la la

Laaaa ill keep singing la la la, la la, lalala, la la, la la, lala, la la, la la, la la la

Laaaa ill keep singing la la la-la la la, lalala, la la, la la,la la, la la, la la, la la la

Laaaa

FUN run!!!!

2006-07-21T23:57:00.000-07:00

CONGRATZ AC ATHLETES!!!!!

TODAY, we had our 'fun run',,, fun run,, running 6 km for 41 minutes... and if you finish it within 41 minutes you'll be a candidate for scholarship... this was for ac athletes....

this was my first time to run,, last year was cancelled kase due to heavy rains...

didnt make it in 41 minutes,,, it took me 46 minutes instead,, but its all good... proved something!!! didnt expect na i can do it,, kala ko it will take me an hour to finish that... hello?!?! knowing me,, always known for being "mahinhin" and all.... :D feels good!!! ..i feel happy maski nakakapagod ng todo!!!!

and what made me feel alot more happier (more happier!?!?) hahahaha ...after that exhausting run,,, im sweating and all,,, i saw CHAMP!!!!!! yes as in CHAMP LUI PIO ...because there's a concert e.... didnt think twice,,, i approached him and.....

satin: hi! pwede pa-picture?!?!
champ: sure... (lapit ako,, inakbayan ako ...then mejo napa back off ako sa kanya)
satin: ay mapawis ako (kakatapos ko lang run nito ha!!)
champ: ok lang! :)
(click!!! maikki took our pic) ..then mejo naglalakad na kami goin gate
champ: wow athlete!!! thats nice...
satin: thanks :D
champ: so how was the run?!
satin: ok lang! :D
champ: you'll watch later???!?
satin: yes i will!! :D
champ: okei see you! :D

oh my oh my!!! mababaw but!!!! crush ko talaga!!! and "the day you said goodnight" ...soo memorable!!!!! haaayyyyy

freaking happy!!! now my legs are starting to hurt....

newei... we watched the concert,,,, its free c/o of MTV
the bands were:
~hale
~up dharma down
~urbandub
~sandwich
~rivermaya
..yan na ata.. i cant remember na e!!!

eion.....

pic namen..look at me,,, sweating like a pig!!!! :D sooper smile e!!!! dont care sa 46 minutes na bigla ...ako na maliit!!!! ...he's 5'10 naman kase!!!!

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neve's bday party

2006-07-16T16:25:00.000-07:00

neve's 18th birthday party!!!

when: 07.15.06 ... 6 pm onwards

where: krocodile grill, shangrila

FUN FUN FUN!!!!! ..i had a great time!!! no joke!!!! na-miss ko high school friends!!! ..MOreos plus gelli!!!! haaayyyyy..... high school friends are way different talaga....

I MISS ALL OF YOU!!!!! ..kitakits ulet sa saturday, sky's party!!! :D

I MISS YOU TWIN!!!!! ....thank god kahit papano we had some bonding moments...

..frozen margarita and red horse!! oh yeah!!! :D...

THANKS FOR INVITING ME NEVE!!!! LOVE YOU SOO!!!! MMMWWWAAAHHHHH

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my bitter thoughts

2006-07-13T01:39:00.000-07:00

100% sad.... :'c

You never leave someone behind, you take a part of them with you and leave a part of yourself behind.

I made the choice to finally go because I cant stand this pain. Its time for my last tear to fall and me to smile again. - Brandy

Being strong sometimes means being able to let go.

As you left and said your good-byes, you forgot to tell my heart how to live without you.
Good-byes make you think. They make you realize what youve had, what youve lost and what youve taken for granted.
How lucky I am to have known someone who was so hard to say goodbye to.
I learned to laugh, I learned to cry, but will I ever learn to say goodbye?
Ive learned that good-byes will always hurt, pictures can never replace being there, memories forget the hard times, words can never replace feelings, and heroes often go unsung.
Saying goodbye isnt the hard part, its what we leave behind thats tough.
Why are the words goodbye, Im sorry and I love you, so easily pronounced, but so hard to say?

Sometimes you have to let go of the one you love to find out if there is really something there.
Sometimes you have to let go of someone to see if theres anything there to hold on to.

Sometimes you wont let go of love. More times love wont let go of you.
There is a time for departure even when there is no certain place to go.
Maybe some people just arent meant to be in our lives forever. Maybe some people are just passing through. Its like some people just come through our lives to bring us something: a gift, a blessing, a lesson we need to learn, and thats why theyre here... youll have that gift forever. - The Gift

Dont want to leave, but we both know sometimes its better to go. Somehow I know we will meet again. Not sure quite where and I dont know just when. Youre in my heart, so until then... wanna smile, wanna cry, saying good-bye. - Muppets Take Manhattan

I dont want to wake up and realize what I was dreaming was right in front of my shut eyes. I dont want to stop saying hellos for fear of saying good-byes

The only true painful good-byes are the ones that are never said and never explained.

Just when you thought you had it all, it all falls apart.

We never know the worth of water til the well is dry.~English Proverb

It is said that you dont know what you have until its gone. But, it is also true that you dont know what you have been missing until it arrives!

Our lives improve only when we take chances and the first and most difficult risk we can take is to be honest with ourselves.~Walter Anderson

There are many things in life, am I one of them??
If You really love someone are u positive u want them to love u back?
Its one thing to love someone but its another to have them love u back.

I cry for u, Y?
I miss u, Y?
I love u, Y?
Y care so much for someone who doesnt care about me?!?!

I wish i were a little girl again, because skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts.

It took me by surprise when I saw you standing there.
Close enough to touch, breathing the same air.
You asked me how Ive been, I guess thats when I smiled and said just fine.
But I was lying.
What i really meant to say is Im dying here inside.
I miss you more each day.
Theres not a night I havnt cried.
Baby heres the truth, Im still in love with you.
And thats what I really meant to say.

They say its not healthy to cry over a guy.
but what if you cant help it and end up crying all day?
they say its not healthy to wait for a guy.
but what if you truely feel you need them?
they say its not healthy to love someone so much.
and if all this is how i feel for you.....
then i might as well die cuz im not healthy anyway.
but then ill never know if you feel it too.
i guess i wont know till you admit me the truth.

I can hear my heart as I see you and I try to smile so you wouldnt know that Im missing you, but no matter how hard I try; I can still feel the pain because without you things will never be the same.

Sometimes we need to be hurt in order to grow.
We must fail in order to know.
We must lose in order to gain.
Some lessons are learned best through pain.

Should I smile because we are friends, or cry because thats all we will ever be?

The more you suffer the more it shows you really care. ~Offspring

Letting go isnt about giving up. Its about accepting that there are things that cannot be.

Letting go is when love hurts the most.

Same old story that everybody knows, its one heart holding on, one heart letting go.

You hug him good-bye like its nothing... while all you want to do is hold on forever...
but you let go, smile and walk away... then cry all the way home because you know it will never be the same...
because try as you might you cant make someone love you, sometimes you have to let them be free... and letting go, that is when love hurts the most of all.

I always knew how to smile just so that they thought I wasnt crying on the inside. I was ready to drown in the tears I hide, hanging on to a thread of hope so foreign to me that I sometimes doubted it even existed. The damage has been done, Im sick of the tears. Im giving up now but still... I love you.

Its easy to let go when holding on hurts so bad.

We had said good-bye so many times before, but somehow our paths always managed to cross and we ended up in each others arms.
But now when we said this good-bye I have this feeling that I will never see you again.
And that really hurts because I know that we are meant to lead our own separate lives.
And I honestly dont wanna cross your path in the future cause I dont want all these feelings to come back and have to try to get over all over again.

A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out that it wasnt meant to be and you just have to let go..

Its really painful to say goodbye to someone that you dont want to let go, but it's even more painful to ask someone to stay if you can never make the relationship work out the way it should.

To let go isnt to forgot, not to think about, or ignore.
It doesnt leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret.
Letting go isnt about winning or losing.
Its not about pride and its not about how you appear, and its not obsessing or dwelling on the past.
Letting go isnt blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and doesnt leave emptiness, hurt, or sadness.
Its not about giving in or giving up.
Letting go isnt about loss and its not about defeat.
To let go is to cherish the memories, but to overcome and move on.
It is having an open mind confidence in the future.
Letting go is learning and experiencing and growing.
To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry, and made you grow.
Its about all that you have, all that you had, and all that you will soon gain.
Letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving.
Letting go is growing up. It is realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy. To let go is to open a door, and to clear a path and set yourself free. (~bullshit!!!! so easy to say these things,,, but so difficult to put these into action!!!!!~)

The pain is just too strong right now and the tears are still lingering on my face. Thats why I think it is best that I just let go.

How do you prepare a heart to be broken, or dreams to fall through? How do you let go of a miracle who means everything to you? How do you walk away, with the tears in your eyes.... letting go isnt easy...you just pray you can survive.

You smile when you feel like crying, you act like you are okay, when you are falling apart inside and you let it go. You move on, because theres nothing else you can do.

How can I get you to see that Im falling apart since youve been gone?
I could never be sure I could ever let go your love is much too strong.
There are some things that I guess Ill never know, when you love someone you gotta learn to let them go...

You never stop loving someone. Its more of just learning to deal with the pain of not having them anymore.

When you lose someone you love, you never get over it. You just get used to it.

they are starting to fall again,,, i thought im ok,,, i thought they wont fall from my eyes anymore,,, but im wrong,,, when toh magsstop?!?!? :'c

shitness!!!!!

2006-07-12T01:59:00.000-07:00

when will i stop hoping, wishing, and dreaming?!?!? :'c

im starting to feel the things i felt last May again... i know ive already,,, somehow recovered from that,,,, if last May and June 100% sad ako,,, now mga 91% nalang.. but im going back to 100% again.. :c

they always tell me that i should accept and face the reality... but how can i do that?!?!?!?

oh my god!! nakakadepress un.. changed almost everything!!! :c ....maybe he's looking for ways to avoid me.....

i dont know .. :'c

i feel down.....

ayoko na dito.... i wanna go somewhere far....

wish i can turn back time,,, and be a kid again,,, no worries, no problems, no heartaches.... :c

alcoholic

2006-07-09T22:49:00.000-07:00

july 7, 06 to july 8, 06 - sleep over sa unit ni kai... CRUISER NIGHT!!!!!
-vodka cruiser original
-vodka cruiser blueberry
-vodka cruisers rasberry
-vodka mudshake capuccino
-3/4 baby grand matador
-coke light

july 8, 06 - morning around 10 plus am, swimming sa penthouse, ....lunch time, i left the unit and went to powerplant.. lunch with ate tm, shobe, and papa
- night = tito rudy's bday celebration... went to tracy's house... NAKAKABITIN!!!! coz mom told me to go home,,, walang kasama kase si sam sa house
--absolute vodka naman dito!!!!! ..TRACY BITIN TALAGA!!!! asar!!!

today, july 9, 06

2 months!!!!!! :c ....morning....jog with parents .... afternoon, went to gold's gym for yoga!!! nabanat mga veins ko!!!! hindi ko sure!! ..i saw marc nelson there working out,, oh my!!! gwapo!!! hehehehehehe

ouch natamaan ako dun ah!

2006-07-07T08:48:00.000-07:00

i wont go home later,,, uwi ako sa ibang house!! :D hahahaha ....ill be staying with kai for tonight!!! exciting!!! ..and my bag?!!??!? sooo big!!!! i look like someone who ran away from home!!! ..no joke!!!! sooper puno badminton bag ko plus may semi small bag pa ko!!! goodluck sken!!! and i still have class pa ha!!! so dala dala ko un!!!

more quotes.... (kuya!!!! :c walalang... i feel the same... tsk!!!)

VERY SAD (wront sent message / quote from ate mina): bakit ganun?!!? kahit anong iwas mo pigilin ang iyong nararamdaman siya parin,,, kahit minsan nagmumuka ka ng tanga sa kakahintay kung kailan ba siya magttxt or tatawag! ..pero pag andyan na hindi mo alam kung magiging masaya ka na ng tuluyan o aasa lang sa wala... haayyy... bakit ba ganun ang pagmamahal?!?!? ganito ba talaga!?!?!?

I LIKE THIS QUOTE!! ..from twin: if you look inside a girl's heart and see how much she cries you'll find secrets, promises, and lies...but what you'll see most is how hard she tries to stay strong when nothing is right and everything is wrong.. :c

sobrang tama!!!! hmmm.... i still feel sad,,,,,, :c ..but im trying to look happy..

di ko sure toh!

2006-07-05T22:46:00.000-07:00

busy busy busy.... dame ko ginagawa and dami rin ng gagawin.... in a month, midterms na!!! time flies!!! haaayyyy.... but even though im so busy,,, im enjoying naman!!! :D

**JULY 5, 2006**

TODAY.....

first meeting with the new members of the team.. oh my god!!! di ko sure sa mga na-encounter ko!!!! ..hmmm.... i wont narrate it kase,, basta!!!! i'm freaking tired!!! 2 weeks of no running = hindi na ko makatakbo na matagal ngayon :c ..damn!!!!

ate pallas told me im gaining weight daw!! ooohhhh my!!! darn darn!!!

last night, i cant sleep na naman, past 2 na ko naka sleep then woke up at 7 am,, for me not to waste my time,,, i made my oralcom homework,,, making an affirmation for myself using my name... well,,, i was in the mood to make things like that so i put some designs on it.. hahahahaha aksyon e!!!! ...its not required naman talaga,,,, actually we can write it on a 1/4 sheet of pad nga e!!! :D

hindi pa dry un glue

after...

**JULY 2, 2006**

SUNDAY

i was out almost the whole day... watched kimoni tournament with 'kuya' mike and kai and coach mike's friends in olympic badminton, libis.... nice nice!! galing e!!!! lalang... then went to metro walk after.... reached home at past 11 pm.... i sooper enjoyed the day!!!! :D

THANK YOU!!!!!!!

quotes for myself

**katangahan bang lumapit ka kahit umiiwas na siya? ...magpapansin kahit balewala niya lang? ...maghintay kahit sa wala? ...kaw ba ang tanga dahil umaasa pa? ..o siya,,, na di makaunawang sobrang mahal mo siya?! :c

**you wanna know what really sucks!?!?!?? ...its when you want to ask one simple question... but, your heart is way too scared of the answer... :c (sooper tama!)

**ITS HARD TO LOVE SOMEONE WHO CAN NEVER BE YOURS... TIME WOULD GIVE YOU: CHANCES TO TALK TO ,, CHANCES TO BE TOGETHER ,, CHANCES TO SHARE ,, SEE HOW IT HURTS!??!? ..YOU ONLY HAVE CHANCES .... JUST FREAKIN CHANCES!!! :c (100% true)

I'll Be Over You - Toto
Some people lives their dreams

Some people close their eyes

Some people's destiny

Passes by

There are no guarantees

There are no alibis

That's how our love must be

Don't ask why
It takes some time God knows how long

I know that I can forget you

CHORUS:

As soon as my heart stops breakin'

Anticipatin'

As soon as forever is through

I'll be over you

Remembering times gone by

Promises we once made

What are the reasons why

Nothin' stays the same

There were the nights Holdin' you close

Someday I'll try to forget them

CHORUS
[bridge]
As soon as my heart stops breakin'

Anticipatin'

Someday I'll be over you
As soon as my heart stops breakin'

Anticipatin'

Someday I'll be over you

As soon as my heart...

execom assembly

2006-07-01T23:06:00.000-07:00

JULY 01, 06
EXECOM ASSEMBLY AT UA&P
-junior philippine economics society-

schools that were present:
**assumption college, san lorenzo, makati city
-international business and economincs society (IBES) ..my org
**the ateneo
-ateneo economics association
-admu management economics organization (meco)
**central luzon state university
-central luzon state university economics society
**de lasalle university, manila
-dlsu economic organization
**colegio de san juan de letran
-colegio de san juan de letran oikonomos letran
**PUP
-PUP economics research society
**san beda college
-san beda economics society
**UA&P
-UA&P business economics association
** UP
-up economics society
-up economics towards consciousness
-up organization of business economics majors
-up agricultural economics society
-uplb economics society
**USC
-usc carolinian economics society
**UST
-ust arts and letters economics society
-ust economics society

long assembly coz of the presentations...

we were in corporate attire!!! aliw e!! hahahahaha

corporate...

franz and i... photo opportunity venue?!?!? wash room!!! hahahahah
**complete set of pictures at http://iamsatin.multiply.com

JUNE 30, 2006 - im starting to feel sad again :c ...haaayyy... nakakadepress... frustrated!!!!!

random thoughts....

2006-06-29T22:29:00.000-07:00

WARNING: this entry will contain alot of stories... so for sure it will be sooper long.... ;D

** TWIN!!!!! sooper na miss kita!!! bitin ung kanina!!!!

more talks on neve's birthday ha!!!! :D

love you sooo mmmwwwaaahhhh **

a while ago,,, during my break.. from 1:50 til 3:20,,, meet ko si twin sa g4!! :D lalang.. dami kwentos pero sooper bitin e!!!! bilis ng oras! tsk! next time ulet... c:

newei... ill post some lessons i learned from my prof a while ago... :D hahahahhaha LESSON 101 toh!!! heheheheh ...im enjoying my TH classes, except for the 2 math inclined subjects!!!! ...wish my previous stat prof nalang ulit.. haaayyyy.... help me Lord....

from PHIL CON class: fyi, i have a philippine constitution subject,,, obviously we'll be studying the constitution...
honestly,,, i really dont care about the politics,,, coz i dont understand them naman,,, i mean the processes, some unfamiliar violations...newei... now we have this class,,, at some point i understand the poilitical life na... i mean, now i know na some of the things that the senate was conducting was somewhat not really against the consti pero basta mejo mali e!!!
,,,kanina we have discussed articles I and II... article II was about the national territory,, tapos ive learned that the government is just wasting their time and country's money as well, with stupid things!!!! kase they are so focused sa issue ng "to impeach or not" so they tend to neglect some things which are more important than that....
atty. javellana (my prof) was right,,, instead of increasing the money in the military,,, why not give it to the marines instead, or the navy.. kase diba mas hindi nababantayan un!!! kaya other countries use our waters to get some fish... nakakalusot sila!!! walaalng.... napapabayaan nila un ibang more important things...
sabi nga ni atty. javellana,, "nasayo na nga, nawala pa!" (talking about the spratlys)...pero different un pumasok sa isip ko when i heard this,, outside politics na naisip ko.. hahahah

next

from theo3 class:as ive said before,,, i really do enjoy my theo class!! :D newei.. kanina, new things na naman.... astrolevel, paranormal, intuiton, dream - way of communicating to your dead love ones... these things are true...accepted daw sa theology yan.. miss shared a story,, well i wont share it here na pero walalang.. galing lang!!!! its about having a great faith!!!! :D and if you really want something,, you'll have it if you'll work for it and have faith ..hahahah... do i sound so religous?!?!? hahahaha
newei.. ill quote some things (from my prof).. "when you love someone you're always there with that person" ..though you're far from each other..."God loves sinners c: ...like me!!!" ...tawa ko dito e!!!! saya nalang e!
**question from miss.... if you dont belong to a Church, will you go to heaven?!?!**
hmmm?!?!?!? hahahaha

the next stories will not be academic lessons na.... c: ..purely uhmmm.... basta maski ano lang!

yesterday,,, uhmm,,,, last night.. harry went here (ate tal's,,,,, friend ;p) then kaming 3, we went out,, tambay lang sa starbucks... syempre i was kinda left out noh!!! parang sinama ko for bantay!!! hahaha joking!!! ..no iwasnt really that left out coz kahit papano matino naman usapan namen ni harry coz he often visits here.... newei he told me that ate tal was kinda worried saken,, and it has been a week na ata.. because uhmm.. well,,, i lost few pounds,, very few! but big deal na toh sa kanila.... funny coz ate tal told me that there was one time, ate tal and ate tm were talking about me,, why?!?!?!? because they were thinking na i might have some signs of depression!!!!! nyahahahahahaha :D tawa ko e!!!! DOI!!!!!! ..what made them say that?!?!!? ..i was too quiet daw,,, kapag hindi pa daw ako kakausapin hindi pa daw ako magsasalita...unlike before!! ..and because the issue about my weight! hahahahaha... di ko sure!!!! ..i dont get it why was the weight thing was soo big deal,, hindi naman ako pumayat ng todo e!!! tipong annorexic type!!! ..i still look the same nga e!!! di ko sure,, di ko sure... hahahah

yesterday, found out something,, "heart rob" ...ooohhhkei!!! damn im starting to feel a little worried.. :c ..im not yet prepared,,wag muna ha or pwede bang wag na!?!?? (feeling ako) :c

im excited on saturday to attend the jpes assembly wearing corporate attire!!! hahahahah :D
..im planning to be more active this school year,, kaya my sched will be hectic coz of seminars, meetings, assembly and etc... lalang.. need these things kase!!! ...then next year ill be running for a different position naman.. :D ..i have it all planned already!!! c: hehehehe aksyon e!!!

every month, i see to it that i have candy mag's latest issue and though it is not yet july,,, may july issue na ko!! ;) hehehe ..then there was a quiz entitled "are you really ready for a boyfriend?" so syempre i tried it.. and the result was.... wait beofre that, two choices lang un result e, whether to "take a step back" or "take the next step" ..mine was.. (i answered this honestly :D) ..the result was 95% true.. hahahahaha
****TAKE THE NEXT STEP****
-you're in love--and lucky girl, it looks like he is too!!! and not just with a romantic idea of relationship, but with a real person in all his flawed perfection. it's easy to paint a picture of having a boyfriend will be like, but when he stops covering his mouth when he burps, and when PMS strikes unexpectedly, you better hope you're with someone who will hold your hand and think you're amazing throught it all. you've shown that you're not afraid to be honest about who you are, what you want, and what you think - now it's time to be honest about how you feel. he may not have said those magic words yet, but show him that your heart is already open and he's sure to come knocking...

watcha think?!?!?! hahahahah

hala todo haba na nito noh?!!??! ..9:07 pm-someone sent me an sms with rocksteddy's song,, song sa close up commercial.. sms="u light my way, u always take my breath away. u set me free, when everytime you smile at me c: love your smile c:" ....then i sent a "hu u?" sms.. he said teddy from rocksteddy .. i said "huh!??! are you playing a prank on me!?!?!" ..then he said sorry. he thought i was nikole daw blah blah... tsk!!!! excuses mo gasgas na!!!!! ba yan ha!!!!

AY!!!!!!! may insulting thing kanina!!!

after class tracy and i went to quad,,, coz ill buy something sa national and pcx.... we were in pcx na, i will buy apricot scrub but before ko kinuha un scrub, i asked the cashier how much minimum ng card coz i dont have cash kanina,, so she answered me na... kinuha ko na un scrub.... e di i gave it to the cashier na... then.. eto dialogue namen....

i handed the scrub na to her
cashier: "ano po ba card niyo?"
me: "visa" (i was getting my wallet na)
cashier: swiped the bar code (scrub) and said, "176 po..."
inabot ko un card sa kanya.... then hirit niya agad while looking at my card
cashier: "miss sa inyo ba toh!?"
me: "..uh.. oo! miss kelangan niyo ba ng i.d!?!?"
cashier: "ay hindi na po"
so i was waitng for the receipt,,, kase ill sign... naprint na... she asked me to sign... i signed....
kinuha na niya un receipt,, comparing my signatures... then she said
cashier: "pa sign po ulit dito" (pointing the above part of the receipt)
..mejo i got pissed off kase anu un feeling niya that wasnt mine... pero syempre i still signed... and she's comparing it na naman ..obviously,, she's doubting.... so i said..
me: "miss kelangan mo ba ng i.d ko!?!??! eto o...!!!" **sungit na ko nito** i gave my school i.d with its id lace pa... and she's comparing... i can see na the crew behind her was looking at me and her na, maybe because they noticed the tone of my voice and tagal namen sa cashier e!
after comparing it she returned my i.d and card,,, and gave the scrub na

i got pissed off and insulted at the same time.. i know its part of their job to make sure that im the real owner pero hello?!?!? i havent signed anything yet,, kaka-swipe palang nun product na binili ko, hihirit agad siya ng "sa inyo ba toh!??!" ....darn!!!!! i was in my uniform and as she can see, may malaking national plastik ako!! and why ask that kind of question to your customer?!?!?! if she's doubting better ask for my i.d nalang kase that wouldn't insult me coz dapat naman talaga ganun... and they have this reminder infront of the counter na they were asking for the customer's cooperation and consideration to show some identification card when paying in credit cards... i was willing to show my i.d naman,, ako pa nga nagtanong,, siya pa nagsabi na wag na tapos ganun!?!??! asar e!!!! parang "in your face" when i showed my i.d!!! tapos she was looking for my signature sa i.d ko,,, gusto ko na hiritan, "miss cant you see the names?!?! pareho lang,, and the picture,, cant you recognize it na ako yan!!!!" wlalang... hindi ko nacontrol nasungitan ko tuloy siya... tsk tsk

nobela na toh so stop na.. :D hehehehe

H.A.P.P.Y!!!!!!

2006-06-26T22:45:00.000-07:00

yesterday i had my haircut!! ..trip lang... la na ko magawa kase and i think i need a new look!!! ...coz ate tm kept on telling me na i look matamlay, addict, panget, tuyot,,,, in other words all negative!!!! ..e sakto my dad also wants to have a haircut.. so i told him na we should go to fix glorietta... near tobys... beside b_connected!!!!!! eion.... satisfied with my hair,, even shobe had her hair cut...

THANKS TO FIX (glorietta)!! :D hahahahah (feeling e noh!?)

recommended hairstylist: TOFFER!!!!! (ok siya! swear! bait pa!)

TODAY!!! I AM FREAKING HAPPY!!!! H-A-P-P-Y!!!!!! oh my god after a month of no text or what,,, he texted me!!!! shit ang saya ko!!!! unexplainable!!!! ang babaw ba?!?!? well, you wont understand if you're not in my situation!!!! ..is this a sign!??!? hope so... sana tuloy tuloy na.... :)

yesterday, shobe, ate tm and i had our 'pictorial'.... feel na feel namin ni shobe ang new hair!!! :D

ate tm and i
shobe looks like the girls from chinovelas

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23!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!

2006-06-24T13:48:00.000-07:00

first of all,,,, matino stuff muna tayo..

AMP SIM CARDS FOR SALE!!!!!!!!!!!
interested?!?! leave a tag! ...if you know someone who has a cell shop or something,,,, tell them naman... hahahah ..THANKS!!!

yesterday was a freaking wasted day for me!!! hihihihihi ..well, it was june 23, 06 ... right?!?!?! 23!!!!!! 23!!!!!! "happy birthday to me!!!!!" ...doi!!!! joking!!!! not my birthday!!! birthday kuno!!!! di ko sure e!!!!!

well,,, 2 of us in the group were 23 babies!!! ..amix and i!!! hehehehehe so it was our birthday!!! sabay e!!!! ...eion... nasa diwa na ba ko to make kwento!??!? nyahahahaha

after class, we went to momi's condo na agad,,, cityland pasong tamo..they had some rounds na ata nun e....!!! momi's condo was so windy!!! cold ng sooper!!!! ;D ...kaya most my pictures, muka akong ewan!! lage hinahangin hair ko sa face ko! tsk!!!

dami foods... chips, wendys and my very own maki!!!! hehehehehehe ..ok ba un maki?!?! ..oh mi gosh!!! dami ko nakain!!! tsk tsk

hmmm....i dont know what happened last night,,, i dont remember na lahat lahat e! ..because I AM DEAD TO THE WORLD!!!! zzzzzzz..... yes i was sleeping!!!!! because im freaking dizzy!!!! ang bilis kaya!!!! that was konti palang and i dont know what happened na,, i fell asleep... mejo nagising nalang ako nun i felt sick na! yuck!!!! ..grand ma kase hinilo ako! hihihihi

there were some new faces last night,, naku!!! mejo i dont remember na lahat ng names nila,,, not sure pero they were jamie, carmi, andy sandy, elaine.... and the other two na i dont know if they were from ac rin basta friend ni carmi... hindi ko lam names nila..sorry

*EPANG!!!! IM SO HAPPY YOU CAME!!!!! sorry ha, sabi ko kwentuhan tayo pero natulugan kita!! next time promise!!!!! excited pa naman ako sa kwentos mo!!! tsk!!!!
*MAIKKI AND MAXIMO!!!!! NAKAKATAMPO!!!! ...where were you last night?!?!? kala ko punta kayo ha!!!???? tsk tsk hmp!!!!
*FRANZ, THANK YOU!!! for putting some ice or cold water sa face ko!! heheheheh
*MOMI, DORIS, TRACY, AND CHI... THANK YOU FOR SAVING MY LIFE!!!! (gets?!!?) nyahahahahahaha DORIS SOOPER THANKS TALAGA!!!!!! mwah
*TRACY DEAR, kamusta naman un tsinelas na key chain?!?!?! hahahahaha ...salamat ng marami!!! mga drama naten last night!! effective e!!!! mga moves e noh?!!??! hahahahahaha ..hala!!!! alala ko hindi ko parin gets un sinasabi mo kagabi!! tsk!
*MOMI ginett & DADI riah,,,, parents ko!!! yeah!!! soopah thanks!!!!! love you both!! mmmwwwaaahhhh ..momi salamat sa slippers, monday nalang ha!!!!
*AYYA aka UMBRELLA!!! salamat sa bagong bling bling ng phone ko!!!!! love it!!!! I LOVE YOU TOOO!!!!! ..ay naku before kaya i was planning to give him something like this!!! tsk!
*JACKIE, kamusta naman ang temple mo?!!??! di ko sure, ako pa tinawagan mo last night,,, i cant understand you kaya!!! hehehehehehe
*BOOM BOOM thanks coz you're there,,, making sure na im okay! :D
*KAI, sorry wasnt able to go with you... you saw naman why... did you receive my text!?!?!
*COFFEE MAKER,,, i dont know who made the coffee for me last night,,, salamat!!!! sorry ha i didnt drink it,, i dont drink coffee kase.. oopppssss!! :D sooper thanks newei

funny when i checked the cam last night, dami ko pics na tulog!!! who took those kaya?!?!?! :D kayo ha pinagttripan niyo ko!!!! c:

1:29 pm,, today... lakas ng ulan!!!!!! walang pasok sa monday!!!! joke!!! heheheheh ..highschool?!!?!?

yoko na type,, tamad na ko....

JUNE 25, 2006 ....watch HIGHSCHOOL MUSICAL AT DISNEY CHANNEL!!!! hehehehehe ..aliw ako dito e! :D

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celebrate wit me!!!

2006-06-22T21:36:00.000-07:00

yesterday we had this meeting and pre-try outs for the students who signed up under our team,,, badminton team.... eion.. well, wala pang half ng nag signed up un pumunta!!! hmm....

after training i went to glorietta to get my glasses!! yup im wearing it now!!! hahahaha ...im still not used to it pero kelangan!! yoko na tumaas pa sa 250 grado ko noh!!!

last night, shobe's reaction when she saw me wit glasses, "ate muka kang nerd!!!!" sooo funny!!!

newei, a while ago... hmm what happened ba?!?!? the usual things... we had some 'pictorials' while waiting for our oral com prof... hahahaha saya e!!

then tom, since its 23... supposedly it is my day!!!! ...dapat kase 10 months na! :c ..but since.... newei... they've decided that we should celebrate it!!! dadamayan daw nila ko sa pagdadalamhati!!! c: ...momi's (ginett) text was soo funny, di ko sure ha!!! pero thanks!!! that is soo isweet!!! ..so tom,,, no running with the taekwondo team muna... next week nalang...

haaayyyy.... i feel sad,,, di ko sure toh!!

**kuya carlo!!!! if ever mabasa mo toh,,, ate tal told me na... we'll go to china?!?!?! hahahahaha we e noh?!?!?! ..planning to go to china?!?!?! wow!!!!! seryoso ba un?!?!?! hehehehehe :D ..sabi ko nga now pa lang ill save my allowance na!! hihihihihi pero doi.. goodluck ha sana pasamahin ako sa inyo ...I MISS YOU KUYA!!! mwah **

PICTURES!!! ..complete pix at http://iamsatin.multiply.com

taken last night,,,, NERD!!!
example pix from kanina....

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sa wakas!!!

2006-06-19T20:08:00.000-07:00

ATE TM IS BACK!!!!

ate tm is here in the phils na ulet!!! ..actually yesterday pa.. syempre im happy she's here!!! im alone no more!! nyahahahahaha....ay naku!!! ate tm is very isweet talaga!! well, when she had a clear look saken,,, know what she said?!?!? i looked like someone who just came out from hospital!!!! di ko sure ha!!!! tsk!

newei ...she gave me the pasalubongs na!!! :D ..thank you thank you!!!! c: ..syempre she stayed in australia tapos winter pa..so summer slash surf stuff are cheap!!! ..she bought me flip flops from roxy and billabong but the flip flops from billabong was bigger than my size... so momi is using that instead... hehehehe .......then her 2nd pasalubong was,,, of course! for my vanity!!!! un sooper niremind ko sa kanya... my john frieda shampoo and conditioner!!!!! (feeling ako e!!) hahahahaha ...sooper mahal kase dito e! hindi ko sure!!! :D

the green one is bigger... kay momi yan!

haayyy... i am currently in a "no sweets diet" ...and she brought tons of chocolates!!!! ay naku,, control satin!!!! hahahahaha ...big pack of macadamia nuts???!!!!! wow!!!! the peyborit!!!!! ..basta alot of good stuff!!!! **ATE LARA!!! SALAMAT SA NAPAKA WHOLESOME NA BABY TEE!!!! hahahahahaha "HOTTER DOWN UNDER" pala ha!!!**

back to last week.... first week of classes, we had some pictures.. ill post it here and sa multiply http://iamsatin.multiply.com :D

on friday.. the date will be... what?!?!?? ...yup un nga!!! :c ...awhile ago, hmmm.... another sad thing... if il change my number kaya, will i receive any reply?!?!? ..doi.. tsk tsk!!! desperado e noh?!?!?! di ko sure...

lyrics ulet,,, wala trip ko lang... kung anu-anong kanta nakikita ko e

perfect world

by simple plan

I never could've seen this far

I never could've seen this coming

It seems like my world's falling apart, yeah

Why is everything so hard?

I don't think I can deal with the things you said

It just won't go away

In a perfect world

This could never happen

In a perfect world

You'd still be here

And it makes no sense

I could just pick up the pieces

But to you

This means nothing

Nothing at all

I used to think that I was strong

Until the day it all went wrong

I think I need a miracle to make it through, yeah

I wish that I could bring you back

I wish that I could turn back time

Cause I can't let go

I just can't find my way, yeah

Without you I just can't find my way

In a perfect world

This could never happen

In a perfect world

You'd still be here

And it makes no sense

I could just pick up the pieces

But to you

This means nothing

Nothing at all

I don't know what I should do now

I don't know where I should go

I'm still here waiting for you

I'm lost when you're not around

I need to hold on to you

I just can't let you go

yeah, yeah

In a perfect world

This could never happen

In a perfect world

You'd still be here

And it makes no sense

I could just pick up the pieces

But to you

This means nothing

Nothing at all

You feel nothing, nothing at all

Nothing at all

10 PRINCIPLES OF ECONOMICS: (fyi: this is my major!)
...well i wont enumerate them,, but these principles include trade-off (giving up something to attain a product / service) ...in economics, you should always remember that "one cant have everything" ..actually maski hindi sa eco! ..sharing.. i easily absorb things when i like the prof,, when he/she is not boring,, and when he/she speaks well and smart!!! :D

abi's command

2006-06-17T21:23:00.000-07:00

ill follow abi's command but i wont tag anyone na...

**6 weird habits**
1. lage ako nagigising ng 3 am
2. sometimes i feel hungry and wanted to eat but my mouth doesnt accept the food im about to eat
3. im always on a diet but walang progress
4. i enjoy eating raw egg mixed with freshly cooked rice...with salt toh ha!!!
5. i always look back at the memories though i know they will just make me sad
6. when i am drinking a glass of water,, ayokong may ice!!! iba kase un dating nun water!!! (100% weird)

i dunno if all of them are weird.. :D

i went to glorietta a while ago, first stop... ideal vision!!! ..guess what?!?!? grado ko?!?! = 250!!!! exag!!! i'm blind na ata!! hahahahaha ...wednesday night ko pa magget glasses ko coz 'pasadya' daw lens ko... exag hindi ko akalain na ganun kataas...

last night, as usual im alone... whats new!??! ...newei i was listening to magic 89.9 ..then a guy requested for a song and the guy's name was..... same sa nickname niya!!! as in un nickname na tawag sa kanya sa school!!! na-sad ako ulet e!!! :c ...and the song was by matchbox 20,,,, un song din nakakasad e!!!

if you're gone

-matchbox 20-

I think I've already lost you
I think you're already gone
I think I'm finally scared now
You think I'm weak - but I think you're wrong
I think you're already leaving
Feels like your hand is on the door
I thought this place was an empire
But now I'm relaxed - I can't be sure

I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - I think too much
I know this is wrong it's a problem I'm dealing

If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home
Cuz there's a little bit of something me
In everything in you

I bet you're hard to get over
I bet the room just won't shine
I bet my hands I can stay here
I bet you need - more than you mind

I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - that I know too much
I can't relate and that's a problem I'm feeling

If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home
Cuz there's a little bit of something me
In everything in you

I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - do I talk too much
I know this is wrong it's a problem I'm dealing

If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home
Cuz there's a little bit of something me
In everything in you

yan un song e.. :c di ko sure!!!

first week of classes

2006-06-16T22:47:00.000-07:00

june 13 - june 16 ...first week of classes,,, haayyy... i dont know why but everyday, after classes, i feel tired na agad!! parang i did a lot of things na... pero wala pa naman kami sa lesson proper.. di ko sure toh! maybe because my TH sched is loaded talaga... and oftentimes i dont get enough sleep... tapos MF sched,,,, 2 subjects lang ako!!! but my subjects here need a lot of thinking e!!!

well, newei... im enjoying my theo class! c: ..yup THEOLOGY!!! ...hindi kase boring,, and our prof was soo funny!!! ..she's a very open-minded person! a liberated catholic!! basta ok siya!!! she looks strict and mataray pero hindi pala!! hahahaha

i have 3 books pending to read for my theo class,,, i cant start pa coz i cant read several pages,, actually 2 pages palang hindi ko na kaya,,,, e ayoko ng ganun!!! gusto ko tuloy tuloy... kaya tom ill go to ideal vision na talaga and have my glasses (lens) change... 3rd year palang i had my eye glasses na but i dont wear it because.... natatamad ako!!! ...so now im experiencing the consequences,,, lumalabo na eyes ko lalo... and when i tried wearing my glasses again,, hindi na siya fit sa eye sight ko... tsk tsk!!! asar e!!!!

i bought my book kanina for economics... and whoa!!! quite expensive ha!!! i didnt expect that its price will be like that.. but i didnt have 2nd thoughts.... i bought it na agad!! ...photocopies per chapter?!?!? no un for me,,,, for other subjects sige but ECONOMICS???!!!!! NO!!!!! ...that is my major e!!! its passing grade is higher than the other subjects,,, minor subjects... haayyy.. ill be dealing with supply and demand na naman, graphs, scarcity, allocation, theories, analyzing the reason why naging ganun un something, looking for possible solution for a problem concerning production, panic buying, unlimited wants, needs, and other things.... this is eco1 palang,, basics ng microeconomics then next sem, macro naman.. then we'll have the advanced na for each...

i wanted to share a lot of things pa sana.... things ive learned in my theo class.... those that made me say "oo nga noh??!" ..but my eyes were tired na,,, i cant stay in front of the monitor ng mas matagal pa... di ko na kaya...

alala ko bigla,,, a while ago we had our logic..and our prof mentioned something like ... "during the ancient greeks, the priests never acted as a censor kaya philosophy started in ancient greece.." ...coz when there is a great censorship,,, grabeng censorship, new ideas will stifle or will not blossom... walalang.. sharing lang!!! tama naman kase diba!??! :D

cant wait mag sunday!!!! im excited to see her!!! na-miss ko talaga siya!! uwi na si ate tm!!! ..syempre sama ko pagsundo sa airport!!! hahahahahaha :D

2nd year na ko

2006-06-13T21:26:00.000-07:00

first day of classes for school year 2006-2007!!!

and it was sooo stressful!!! ...th sched!??! whole day!! from 7:45 til 4:50!! and our long break was at 1:50 pa.. so pagod pagod na diba?!?!

early in the morning, first class - philippine constitution then ecclesiology, business statistics, accounting!! ....wow!!! after business stat, accounting naman!!! good luck ha!!!

right now, i am so tired... mejo hindi ko feel ang first day,, ewan ko why :c

haaayyy,,, need to rest.. so sleepy...

keeping myself busy

2006-06-10T18:26:00.000-07:00

isang buwan ng pagdadalamhati...

these past few weeks, i didnt do anything at home,, lage lang ako nagddraw and color (nagaya ko kay shobe!) hehehehe ...nagtry ako e!!! FRUSTRATED ARTIST un mga itchura ng drawings ko e! ayaw ata sken ng drawing.. newei,,, at least i tried and i had fun!!!

you'll notice that most of them were wearing shades,,,, i dont know how to draw eyes kase! hahahah ...and most of them were sad,, yoko sila happy!!! dapat walang happy... (joke! meron kaya!)

a while ago, before i fetched shobe sa art class,, i was watching myx.... and there were 2 songs with stanzas na mejo sakto for me (in color blue..lang) ...hihihihihi... titles?!?! walang kadala dala and ikaw pa rin....

ikaw pa rin

by juana

nang matapos ang mga araw

na ika’y sa aking piling iniibig ka pa rin

nang maglaho na ang sikat ng buwan at araw

sa tuwing magdamag ikaw pa rin

bakit nga ba itong pusong sinugatan

tila nais pa ring maramdaman

tamis ng yakap mo’t halik

Naaalala mo pa ba nang tayo’y magkasama pa

Iyong sinabi’t pinangako nanalimot mo na siya

At kahit naglaho ka na muling sumama sa kanya

Sa aking puso ay ikaw pa rin,

ikaw pa rin

Tuwing pag-gising sa umaga ang

Iyong mukha ang nais halikan at sambahin

sa maghapon ay iniisip ka langat ang mga nakaraan na kaysaya

Bakit nga ba yong puso’y sinugatan

habang pagsisisi ay hindi nakailan man mawawala

Naaalala mo pa ba nang tayo’y magkasama pa

aking sinabi’t pinangako na tayo’y may pag-asa

ngayon kahit siya’y sa akin sa kanyang yakap at lambing

ninanais ay ikaw pa rin, ikaw pa in

nang matapos ang mga araw na ika’y sa aking piling

iniibig ka pa rin

nang maglaho na ang sikat ng buwan at araw

sa tuwing magdamag ikaw pa rin

Naaalala mo pa ba nang tayo’y magkasama pa

Iyong sinabi’t pinangako na nalimot mo na siya

At kahit naglaho ka na muling sumama sa kanya

Sa aking puso ay ikaw pa rin,

ikaw pa rin

next song,, eto mejo.. walalang!! somehow connected last night when a friend told me that i should stop sending messages na kase obviously walang nangyayayre... nagssend ako ng message sa hangin! hahahaha ...yes nga i know na i wont get any reply pero... ewan ko!!! cant explain,, no one will understand it rin naman,,, myself lang! (drama!!!)

Walang Kadala-dala

by Sandwich

Laging naniniwala

Hindi nagsasawa

Nahilo sa gayuma

Kaya nawawala

Laging umaasa

Ano bang meron siya

Paulit-ulit lang naman

Pinapaikot ka

Walang kadala-dala

Napapatulala

Walang kadala-dala

Naghihintay sa wala

Nilumot na ang lupa

Wala pa ring tiyak

Napagod na ang luha

Di na makaiyak

Sana ay matauhan

Pusong nakabitin

Kalimutan mo na sya't

Ako ang pansinin

Walang kadala-dala

Napapatulala

Walang kadala-dala

Naghihintay sa wala

sick-o!!!

2006-06-06T14:41:00.000-07:00

for 3 days i have a total of 9 hours of sleep .. 3 hours/day.. (will sleep at past 12 am then i dont know why i wake up at 3 or past 3 am ..though i wanted to continue my sleep,,, HINDI NA KO MAKATULOG!!!! asar e!!!)

DARN!!!! now i feel sick!!!!

sarap nalang e!

2006-06-03T23:05:00.000-07:00

..sometimes i shouldnt follow my intuition,,, it doesnt contribute any good to me.. :c lalo lang ako nassad e... haaayyy.... sarap nalang nun e!!! ...bakit kelangan ganun?!?! ..hmmm...

i drew something again kanina... nagttry ako e!!! (un isa blur,, girl in pink un)

new song playin

2006-06-02T21:22:00.000-07:00

new song...this is the song ive been telling you (diba sbi ko yesterday change ko..eto na) nyahahahahahaha

Single For The Rest Of My Life
by Isyss

Oh...Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah...

Sitting here, daydreaming about you

Oh, everything we had, wish I could get it back

Cause if it ain't you, then I don't want it

And if it ain't you, then it ain't for me

I can see your face, whenever Il be sleepin,

But it hurts when I realize I'm dreaming

So if I cant have you, I'll just be single for the rest of my life

Cause you can't be replaced by nobody else

I'll go crazy if I can't have you for myself

If I cant have you, I'll just be single for the rest of my life

I've decided that nobody can compare to you

There's nobody that can make me feel the way you do

There've been a few, who've tried to take your place

I've been on many dates,still it just ain't the same

If it's not a letter sent from you then I don't read it

If it's not a gift sent from you then I don't need it

I've been longing just to find somebody like you

But nobody can do it quite like you

So if I cant have you, I'll just be single for the rest of my life

Cause you can't be replaced by nobody else

I'll go crazy if I can't have you for myself

If I cant have you, I'll just be single for the rest of my life

I've decided that nobody can compare to you

There's nobody that can make me feel the way you do

I took your pictures off the wall, that didn't seem to help at all

So I'mma put it out there, I'mma goin let you know

If you need to rest your head, you can come back home

I thought that I could live without your love you know I tried,

But I feel incomplete when I don't have you in my life

So I'mma put it out there, I'mma let you know

If you need to rest your head, you can come back home

So if I cant have you, I'll just be single for the rest of my life

Cause you can't be replaced by nobody else

I'll go crazy if I can't have you for myself

If I cant have you, I'll just be single for the rest of my life

I've decided that nobody can compare to you

There's nobody that can make me feel the way you do

So if I cant have you, I'll just be single for the rest of my life

Cause you can't be replaced by nobody else

I'll go crazy if I can't have you for myself

If I cant have you, I'll just be single for the rest of my life

I've decided that nobody can compare to you

There's nobody that can make me feel the way you do

Nobody can make me feel the way you doOh no

Nobody...Can make me feel, the way you do...

(estoy triste...soy desesperado...soy frustrado..deseo puedo volver :c)

JUNE NA!!!!

2006-06-01T23:05:00.000-07:00

must see movie!!! = HALF LIGHT (demi moore) ...nice,,,, thinking and analyzing are required!!

oh my, june na!!! ..classes will be starting.. ours will be on the 13th... and on the 5th will be his...

well im somewhat glad that classes will be starting na,, yes i know its boring but it will make me more busy.. busy sa academics (babawi ako!), sports/team (i am willing to improve), and org (try my best to be a good batch rep).. soo busy i can refrain from thinking sad things, refrain from missing the old times,, i can refrain from reminiscing every detail of my life,,, before! every detail talaga!!

but im also scared,, afraid.... im not ready for the things na pwede mangyare! ..not ready for any news or even gossips.... sheesh

i dont know whats happening to me, pero parang every song, every color, every number especially sa jerseys, every food, shirts especially polo shirts, every line / phrase, every topic na pinag-uusapan, cologne / perfume, online game, places sa mall (lalo na!), movie,,,everything reminds me of him... :c ...soo sad... even my dreams haunt me!!! pinapaasa nila ko e!! :c ...hhaaayyyy...

right now, there are 2 things i do enjoy doing (sa boring , sad life).. kinda healthy for me..

#1 writing sa journal ko

#2 drawing / coloring with shobe (the drawing below, yup i made that! ..i really need a break sa tropical beach! WOW!!! ..dont care if its raining)

healthy siya sken, especially writing coz i can say/write all the things i wanna say...good, bad, sad, happy..lahat!!!!

yesterday, wednesday, hmmm... kausap ko si ate lara for soo long... haaayyy... nasad ako after namen talk e! (tristeza...) ..promise?!?! oh my, oh my!! i am not aware that he has a promise... wish ko lang matuloy pa un! :c

i really feel sad, first and foremost, of course for that thing and its results.... 2nd, party thing! ...confusing.. i dont know what the problem is... everything is changing... well i know nothing is certain pero even that!??!?! :c ...por favor deme una posibilidad para explicar!!!

hmmm..... ewan ko!!! ewan ko talaga!!! :c

may narinig akong song by isyss... "single for the rest of my life" ...aliw ako e!! ill change my blog's song tom.... ahahahahaha patawa e!!! in the middle ng drama life, bigla ko narinig un!

hapi hapi birthday!!!!

2006-05-30T00:00:00.000-07:00

**CUMPLEANOS FELIZ A MI PRIMO KUYA CARLO!!!**

USTED ES EL MEJOR!!! PRIMO Y HERMANO EN UNO!!

LE ECHO DE MENOS TANTO!!!

SIEMPRE TENGA CUIDADO!!!

LE AMO TANTO!!!

MWAH MWAH MWAH

**happy birthday to my cousin kuya carlo!!!**

you're the best!!! cousin and brother in one!!

i miss you so much!!!

always take care!!!

i love yoU soo much!!

mwah mwah mwah

face recogniton at myheritage.com

2006-05-29T22:42:00.000-07:00

i've found something sa net,, actually i heard this from magic 89.9's "GOOD TIMES WITH MO" (djs: mo twister, andi 9, and mojo) ...kase mo and andi were teasing mojo na he looks like uhmmm... i forgot if fanny serrano or ricky reyes?!?! oh well, never mind... hihihihihi

you will upload your picture then they will look for the celebrity which looks like you... :D ...after that, you can upload your other pictures then scan ulet nila... as in papakita nila un pic nun celebrities and they'll give you the percentage kung gano mo sila kamuka! basta ok siya! ang fun e!!!!

of course i tried it!! and most of the celebrities na kamuka ko were asian... literal!!! chinese, thai,,, basta those from the yellow races! ...but i was so flattered ha, coz zhang zhiyi was one of them and paris hilton!!! hahahahaha ..pero si paris 60% lang... hehehehehe

...2 celebrities na most kamuka ko (daw)
**..ZHANG ZHIYI (malamang you know her na noh!)
and
**..WORANUCH WONGSAWAN (a thai celebrity, top 43 ata ng FHM blah blah edition)

check this out..!!! :) ...by the way, i just copied the pictures shown sa site after the face recognition, cant show you the whole page, macromedia flash kase so i cant just save it and place it here...

hahahahaha ...share ko lang in case you wanna try!!! soo fun....ny!!! :D

lets be spanish for a while

2006-05-29T00:31:00.000-07:00

me siento tan triste y dano.. :c

realmente no quiero dejarle ir. por favor creame!

le amo tanto Tong y siempre le amare...

no estoy en ninguna parte aqui para usted, nunca olvido esto.

le echo de menos tanto!! :c

esto duele para dejar van de alguien usted realmente no quiero dejar van...

tristeza :c (sadness...)

ate tm's pictures

2006-05-28T16:59:00.000-07:00

echo de menos a mi hermana y primos!

(i miss my sister and cousins)

kinacareer ko ang spanish....

newei i opened my mail kanina coz ate tm sent some pictures...

OH MY GULAY!!!! i wanna go back to australia na! nakakamiss!! :c ..sana andon din ako! tsk

ill post some of her pictures here!!! (ATE LARA ARE YOU CHECKING MY BLOG?!?!?! READ MY COMMENTS OK?!?! ....IF YOU HAVE A COMMENT MAG LEAVE KA NG TAG SA MESSAGE BOARD!! HEHEHEHEHE)

sydney opera house

o kuya ano problema?!?!

miss you both!!! ..taba mo ate lara!! hehehehehe

36 marsden street! ...ay nkakamiss!!

where toh?!?! howcome we didnt go here before!??! hmmm?!?!?!?

ate lara, what the!?!??! :D

i love these pictures....

uwi mo yan dito ate tm

hanggang sa sydney ba naman!?!??!

ate tm, when pa ko nagka-kuya??!!? *joke!*

loved the coat! hope i can borrow and use that here in the phils!!! ...need a miracle!!!...

ECHO DE MENOS A MI HERMANA, ATE TM!!!!!

wow!!!!

2006-05-27T23:59:00.000-07:00

MAY 27, 2006

i had an adventure ulet,,, first time ko sa mrt, alone! goin mega mall to meet up with my other teammates... then we went to north edsa by mrt ulet!! first time first time!! hahahaha

after nun, ate essa fetched us sa station then we went to commonwealth for the dual meet

ac badminton team's dual meet with mirriam college

don antonio badminton center, commonwealth, qc

exag ang layo niya!!!! parang nasa dulo na ko ng mundo!! exag e noh?!?!

the game started at around 3:30 and ended at 7 pm... informal game toh ha! eion.... fun fun fun

ate essa and i had some heart to heart talks about..... haaayyyy... tristeza!!!! (last friday night i was soo bored so i just read the english-spanish / spanish-english dictio ni ate tal!!! hehehe)

after the game, we went to libis naman (sumama ko kela coach), at club 650 to watch a tournament!!! my gosh!!! the players were soo.... galing!!!! hindi ko nalang nacocontrol, napapasigaw talaga ko!!!

BTW, before we went to libis, we went to fernwood muna, walalang, trip lang kunyare inquire kame.. gusto kase namen makita un inside... and kunyare ill be celebrating my birthday there.. 18th bday!!! magddebut ako ulet!!! hahahaha we did some acting e!!! ...the place was very nice!! as in!!! very nice talaga pati prices nila nice din! :D ...81 thousand just for the venue?!?! wow!!!! di ko sure!!!!

newei, sa fernwood,,, nakakasad!!! u know why?!?! coz upon arriving there, may wedding reception sa venue 1, kun san kme nkapark,, "for all of my life, you are the one, i will love you faithfully......" damn!!! un ung kanta!!!! nasad nalang ako e! :c ..me siento tan triste!

hmmm... back to libis, eion nga.. sooper galing talaga nila!!! lalng... then there was this guy, pag side view he really looked like tong! :c no shit! kamuka talaga!! kala ko nga siya e... pero doi... :c

then we ate somewhere in ortigas, loved the food and yema!!!! yum yum!!!!

i had soo much fun!!! thank you coach mike, ate essa, kuya allan, ate jojie (lastik girl!), ate pallas, and kuya jordan!!! :D sooper thanks!!! (ATE ESSA, REMEMBER PRINCESS FIONA LOOKED ALIKE?!?!?! HAHAHAHA)

nililibang ako....

2006-05-25T22:44:00.000-07:00

today, may 25, 2006 ...went out almost the whole day... dapat ill go home agad but ate tal and her friends asked me to stay with them,,, sama daw ako watch ng movie with them... nililibang ako e! para hindi na daw ako mag drama...

i went to....
**10 am - immigration (australia)
**shang, tambay sa starbucks with ate tal ...bumabalik addiction ko sa vanilla frap!!! tsk
**glorietta (with ate tal parin, meet si tracy saglet, meet ate tal's work friends, movie)
**bahay

X - MEN 3!!!!!
swear ang ganda!!!!!! naffeel ko na mas maganda toh sa da vinci code!! :D
and oh my God!!! ive realized, the mutant with angel wings, siya pala un crush ko before before,, BEN FOSTER ...first ko siya napanod sa "get over it" na naging sooper like ko din!!! hahahahaha

happy anniv!!!

2006-05-24T23:40:00.000-07:00

**HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO OUR DEAREST MOMI AND PAPA!!**

WE LOVE YOU SOO.... MWAH

hindi kame nagdinner out, we had our food delivered nalang from next door... then i cooked chicken curry and my specialty fried rice with anchovies.... :D ...i know how to cook!!!! hahahahaha

foodz....

chicken curry

fried rice with anchovies

card namen for momi and papa,,, shobe and i made this... funny thing, we're trying to hide this last night, as in we locked the door of our room coz we're making this! hahahaha

walalang... shobe the fairy... :D

I SOOPER LOVE THE FRIED NOODLES OF NORTH PARK!!! (peyborit!!!!)

sharing...

2006-05-23T22:17:00.000-07:00

sadness....

**a break up is like a broken mirror... it is better to leave it broken than hurt yourself.... trying to fix it :c (~ quote from ate janelle ~)

my song... like ko toh, before pa! ..the scientist by coldplay

The scientist
By coldplay

Come up to meet ya, tell you I'm sorry

You don't know how lovely you are

I had to find you, tell you I need ya

And tell you I set you apart

Tell me your secrets, and nurse me your questions

Oh lets go back to the start

Running in circles, coming in tails

Heads on a science apart

Nobody said it was easy

It's such a shame for us to part

Nobody said it was easy

No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing at numbers and figures

Pulling the puzzles apart

Questions of science, science and progress

Do not speak as loud as my heart

And tell me you love me, come back and haunt me

Oh and I rush to the start

Running in circles, chasing tails

Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy

Oh it's such a shame for us to part

Nobody said it was easy

No one ever said it would be so hard

I'm going back to the start

Ooooohhhhhhh [x4]

last sunday, i attended a kid's luau... birthday ni dyanne, classmate ni sam... lilo and stitch un main theme! :) ..and of course, andon fave ko, si stitch!!! hahaha ..tuwa nalang ako e!

last saturday, pictures before going to gelli's party... (la mashado pic, didnt stay long... other pics sa blog ni tracy...)

**GELLI, IM GLAD YOU LIKE THE SKIRT! :) WEAR THAT HA!! THANKS ULET GELLI!! LOVE YOU SOO... MWAH

i did some cleaning sa room namen,,, para naman may magawa ako... then i had my shrine! :) puro stuff ko toh.. hehehehehe

my shrine :D

MISS KO NA ATE KO! :c tsk!

--------

2006-05-21T21:41:00.000-07:00

**HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLYTE!!!!!!**

ALWAYS TAKE CARE!!

love you!! mmmwwwaaahhhhh

**BEE HAPPY - jabee reminder: even if they leave u hanging il be there 4 u i cant say forever but as long as i can. ILOVEYOUSOMUCH c: ~from tracy (THANK YOU!!!)

i dont know ha,,, pero nakakatampo un... soooper nakakatampo..... sana ndi ko nalang talaga narinig :c

tracy salamat ng marami.... koko salamat din sa walang sawang pakikinig.... sa mga good friends na sina san miguel at drumbouie coke, salamat! :)

SAY WHAT?!?!?!

2006-05-16T15:33:00.000-07:00

SAY WHAT?!?!?!

- article from candy mag MAY 2006 issue -

"candyman Drew Asuncion helps you figure out what that boy is really telling you"

~talk is cheap, they say. but a few simple words can mean a lot- especially if those words come from the opposite sex. words as innocent as "can i borrow your pen?" can be loaded with hidden messages - if the context is right ...................... but still, be objective about listening to what guys are REALLY saying..~

(**from 10 lines, i only picked one.... dame e!!! and this is the most common,,, common line na naririnig ko when my friends have a problem with their boyfriends.... and honestly ako mismo hindi ko alam ibig sabihin nito, anong sense nito, and what nangyayare pag ganito...**)

he says: "LET'S COOL OFF FIRST..."

HE MEANS: unless you've been hanging out in the sahara, cooling off is an insecure guy's way of saying, "im tired of you and i want to explore my options, but i want to have you as an option." he's stupid! forget him and move on because you're definitely much more than just an option. c:

nakakatamad.....

2006-05-14T23:48:00.000-07:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!!

didnt blog for a while.. wala ko gana e,,,, nakakatamad... yoko na mag-net.... :c

haaayyyy.....

lately, im so down... coz i did something na ayoko naman talaga gawin.... ayoko pero kelangan tska mukang mas makakabuti samin... :c

darn!!! i miss him sooo much!!!! no joke!!! labo ba?!?!?! tsk!!!! :c sadness....

ay naku im gaining a lot of pounds... swear!!!! ...coz im not in the mood to do anything, i ended up sleeping... and sleeping...and sleeping... then eating.... eating... eating.... after that, sleep... sleep... sleep ulet....! na-adik pa ko dun sa macapuno!!!! tsk!!! tsk!!!

..pero kahet ganyan, i did something productive naman kahit papano like:
#1 i bought 3 boxes, 1 for shobe's stuff... 2 boxes for our room... ill clean it kase
#2 did some arts, designing the box and helping shobe with her frame thing
#3 kanina i was the one who cooked our dinner, chicken casserole and fried rice with anchovies,,,masarap in fairness
#4 wrote a poem
#5 ano pa ba?!?! wala, yan lang... la kase ko sa mood e... wala kong gana... :c ....pero....
#6 (soon to be) ill buy and read (malamang) this summit book, "WHO STOLE MY MAGIC?!" ...swear magbabasa ako!

im soo sad right now... tsk! kanina we went for a jog,,,, tapos after that we went to cartimar,,,, haayyyy daming nagparemind sken ng memories :c ....exag!!!! nakakabaliw!!!! bakit ba ganun?!?!?

sabi nga ni koko, eto daw ang nababagay na kanta saken...
"I'M LYING ALONE WITH MY HEAD ON THE PHONE, THINKING OF YOU TIL IT HURTS"
(nice,,sakto ah! thanks koko!! thanks for listening and for the advices...)

tapos may nabasa pa ko sa old seventeen mag "SOMETIMES THE ONLY WAY TO HOLD ON TO SOMETHING IS TO LET IT GO..."

haaayyyy hindi ko sure sa mga nakikita ko ha!

newei...

shobe and i had our picture moments.... kaming two lang kase lage magkasama.... wala sila ate

ay!!!! shobe adopted this "day old bird" ...yup, day old!!! as in no eyes, no feathers and what so ever,,,, nahulog ata from a nest somewhere kase ang lakas ng wind.. and now, we're taking care of it.... tapos M-W-F, shobe has her art class, dakilang taga sundo ako.... hmmm....

pictures....

the "day old bird" (kaso malabo)

^paintings yan ni shobe,,, galing noh?!?! GIFTED CHILD, SAMANTHA LACE VILLANUEVA!! **clap clap**
cotton, ang karamay ko
painted gold box wit black butterlfies, la ko maisip na design e
more pictures with shobe, visit my multiply http://iamsatin.multiply.com

birthday...

2006-05-13T23:43:00.000-07:00

**HAPPY BIRTHDAY GELICA!!!!**

LOVE YOU SOO... TAKE CARE ALWAYS....

MMMMMWWWWWWWWAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH

parties

2006-05-06T14:02:00.000-07:00

**HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY MONIQUE!!!!**

sorry cant stay longer last night....

**HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MY EVER DEAREST PARTNER, TRACY!!!!**

YOUR BIRTHDAY WAS A BLAST!!!! ..SOOOPER NICE PARTY....

blooper nga lang kase umiyak ako sa candles!! hahahahaha

I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH TRACY!!! THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!!!

VISIT http://iamsatin.multiply.com FOR THE PICTURES....

**yannie, gelica, and neve... sooper na-miss ko un mga talks nten, like what we had last night,,, i mean kanina pala.... especially syo yannie, na-miss ko bigla 4th year, mga morning talks naten.. haaayyyyy..... thanks sa inyo!! :) love you soo...

hectic schedule

2006-05-05T13:19:00.000-07:00

tonight we'll be attending two parties.... kay monique and kay tracy.... from a strictly formal debut we'll go to a luau.... soo can you see how hectic?!?!? goodluck!!!

...haayyy... ay nku!! til now we still dont know if tuloy tom sa batangas,, tsk! corny pag hindi!!! sooper i need to go there na!!!! cant wait...

i had a weird, annoying, odd, awkward phone call encounter with a guy from a bank kanina.... i had nothing against this bank ha,, doi as if may care ako sa mga banks... and hindi ko sinisiraan or something toh... my opinion / reaction lang.... :D hihihihihihi

a while ago, maybe around 10 am... a guy named chris from standard chartered bank called... he was looking for my dad,, so i told him na my dad wasnt around, he's in the office blah blah.... tapos he asked some questions na parang confirming something, e im used to this na,, kase daming tumatawag kela momi na ganon,,, first, name ko daw, sabi ko patricia... (coz when i told them satin, pinapa-spell pa nila...) ano daw relationship ko kay Mr. Jose,, tapos he asked if i have a credit card and what bank, what age ko, ganun ganun.... tapos he was asking na about the credit card limit and what so ever,, e hindi ko naman alam un so kinausap nalang niya si momi instead... e nag-ooffer lang pala ng credit card from their bank,, and my mom has no time for that as in sinusungitan ni momi un mga ganun, kukulet daw kase kaya hirit agad ni mommy, meron na kameng standard chartered,,,,,, oo,,,,,,,, okei bye,,,

after.... hmm... 3 minutes?!?!? ring na naman un phone, i answered... "hello" ...."hello" sabi nun guy... sabi ko "yes?!!?" ...sabi niya "miss patricia?!?!" ..i thought he was chris of standard chartered kase same un background and baka may follow up questions pa, so sabi ko ..."chris of standard chartered?" ...sabi niya "ah hindi, this is --------- of standard chartered bank na po" ....so a different guy from the same bank.....i dont know his name, actually i didnt understand him nun sinabi niya un name niya...

but anyway, i just pretended na i did understand his name... so i asked what pa kailangan nila,,, he asked if extension ako ng dad ko sa credit card so i said yes,, what bank? ,,, he was asking what is my credit limit daw, sabi ko hindi ko alam,,, then he told me to tell my dad nalang about their promo ek ek,,, sabi ko "ah okei, cge inform ko nalang dad ko"

tapos... i cant remember the specific order na nun dialogue.. ppoint out ko lang un iba sa mga sinabi niya.... those that are enclosed in the parenthesis are mine, thats what i said...

NOTE: when you read the statements in italic form, dapat mejo naka-smile kayo... :) hahahahaha kase ganun voice niya, lam niyo un voice sa phone kapag naka-smile?!?! un mejo pa-cute?!?!?! tipong you're talking to your boylet or girlet ..nyahahahahaha

**you have your credit card na diba, how old are you na ba?!? walalang un voice mo kase,,,, parang you're still young (....18....)

**18 ka?!?! hmm... so are you working?!? (working?!?! no..)

**bakit?! mayaman na kayo?! *laughs* (huh?!?!? 18 palang kaya ako bata ko naman para magwork!! im still studying..)

**what school?!? (assumption college)

**where un?! (makati)

**ah, san ba etong tinatawagan namen, ma'am? (makati!)

(uhmm... ganito nalang, tawag nalang kayo ulit mamya mga past 6 so you can talk to my dad and tell him your promo and you can ask na rin the things you were asking kanina about the credit card)

**ah mga 6 dumadating si Mr. Jose, sige tawag ako mamaya (ayyy!!! may lakad pala kami later, call back nalang on....... ~im still thinking when, hirit siya agad~)

**may lakad ka?!? boyfriend?!? (huh ano?!?!? may lakad family ko mamaya kaya sa monday ka nalang tumawag kase wala rin pala dad ko mamaya!!!)

**monday?!? mga what time ka pwede?!?! (huh? bakit ako?!?!!!!!!! ako ba inooferan mo ng promo?!?!?!? ....dad ko sa monday mo pwede tawagan!)

**ay mali,, what time pala dad mo pwede tawagan?! (6pm onwards)

**ah okei, sige tatawag nalang kami ulit... (didnt react... silence)

**uhmm... sige la na ko matanong ah ~pabulong sinabi,,, feeling niya siguro ndi ko maiintindihan~ (ok sige tawag nalang kayo on monday....hangs up!)

EXAG!!!! DOI!!!! ....gusto ko na hiritan kanina "is this part of your job ba?!?!" ....yuck!!!!! ang pacute mo!!!!! pano kukuha ng credit card mga tao like of my age or older people, e you are too unprofessional!!!??!!!! ...tama bang ganon mga hirit mo?!?! ..feeling mo close tayo?!?!? yuck!!!! ...feeling niya siguro he can convince me sa promo or to get a credit card sa kanila dahil sa mga pa-cute moves niya... or worse, ill talk to him ng mas matagal... eeeoowwwness!!!! sorry siya im not friendly with people like that...your "CHARM" didnt work,,, charm nga ba?!?!? sheeesshhh.. hindi ko sure ha!!!

ADVICE for the people who have the same job, calling or offering people your credit cards or whatever, if your pa-cute moves worked before then you're lucky! ...BUT dont do it always or mas okei if you wont do that na talaga,, kase nakaka-asar kaya!!! annoying!! parang "ano ba yan?!?! nag-ooffer ka ba ng credit card or kinacareer mo ko?!?"

napaisip nga ko pagbaba ko ng phone e, ano un?!?! sinabi nun chris lahat ng info na sinabi ko sa kanya, tska to call again and look for patricia!??! coz the second caller was a different guy e pero alam niya name ko and na dad ko un hinahanap nila... hmmm?!?!?!

bad day.....

2006-05-04T23:15:00.000-07:00

**TWIN, SOO SORRY FOR THAT, BAD THING FOR ME TO DO..SOOPER WRONG,,,, pero na-explain ko na toh sayo kanina... thanks naintindihan mo....

4th day = no anything
...shopping ako ALONE!!!!! stressful

i HATE this day!!!!!! sooper hate!!!!

full of unpleasant surprises!

..."hindi pala ko pwede within the week e,,," kaya pala you're in glorietta noh!!!?

haaayyy asar!!!! tsk!!!!

i HATE the 4th day of the month!!! every 4th day nalang ha!!!

i have a song for myself para sa araw na toh... tska i like this song talaga, naaaliw lang ako sa tune niya...

Bad Day by Daniel Powter

Where is the moment we needed the most

You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

They tell me your blue skies fade to grey

They tell me your passion's gone away

And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low

You're faking a smile with the coffee to go

You tell me your life's been way off line

You're falling to pieces everytime

And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day

You're taking one down

You sing a sad song just to turn it around

You say you don't know

You tell me don't lie

You work at a smile and you go for a ride

You had a bad day

The camera don't lie

You're coming back down and you really don't mind

You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday

The point is they laugh at what you say

And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day

You're taking one down

You sing a sad song just to turn it around

You say you don't know

You tell me don't lie

You work at a smile and you go for a ride

You had a bad day

The camera don't lie

You're coming back down and you really don't mind

You had a bad day

(Oh.. Holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink

And the whole thing turns out wrong

You might not make it back and you know

That you could be well oh that strong

And I'm not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most

Oh you and I You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day

You're taking one down

You sing a sad song just to turn it around

You say you don't know

You tell me don't lie

You work at a smile and you go for a ride

You had a bad day

You've seen what you like

And how does it feel for one more time

You had a bad day

Had a bad day

***

i really had a bad day!!!! darn!!!! ...i need a vacation...

KOKO, thanks for listening... thanks for being my sooper friend!!!! :)

nabasa ko lang

2006-05-03T03:18:00.000-07:00

i was browsing the net, tapos i found this.... soo sad but it was nice... can relate ba ito?!?!? :c

I remember

© By Allison S. Sokolowski

I remember how it used to be...
Where nothing else mattered but you and me.
Candies, walks, gifts, and Long term Talks.

I miss you, I wish you could see...
How much I think about you and me...

I remember when you said, I was your everything. I remember when you mean's that too.
Now, when you say it, it's more like a phrase. And ur sweet nothings, make me cry more over you.

Those days when you'd call just to say hi..Back when it was so hard just to say goodbye.

Down my heart, there forms a crack.
It was created a little while ago... Because of how much I want you back.
The old you, the one I thought I knew.

For all of these years, we went from being friends to being in love...
It seems to me, now, like We're none of the above.

I want to let go...but then I can't...
I know I should...If only I could.
I have tried and tried. The endless solution; I cried and cried.

Tears of pain and tears of hope...
It was these times I need you just to cope.
You turn around and hurt me bad, you spin my heart, and make me sad.

Your actions don't stop and yet I forgive you everytime...
I wish I could say that you are only mine.

Don't you miss me, don't you care? Stop! I'm over here, Yes, I know they are there. You remind me everyday that other girls are hot. I know, I see, I'm sorry I'm not.

Your friends baby why do you follow? They are ignorant, rude, and immature.
A year gone by I thought being with me could be the cure.

I go away and there you are... Pretending like I was never there, just because I went somewhere far.
Far away, and you kill the heart...It's all your fault, you tore me apart.
We were supposed to start new and be okay...Too hard, I guess, because you ruined it in under one day!

Isn't the love that I have to give enough to help us through? Why can't it be enough baby I'm so in love with you?
I guess as time goes on and it continues...What was once your everything, is all you have to loose.

I remember how it used to be...Where nothing else mattered but you and me.
Those times, When time simply stood still...and we kissed, that perfect kiss.
Why did he take it away from me? It's because that is how reality is.

:c soo sad talaga.. tsk tsk ...HUYYYY!! WAKE UP t,,,,,,,,,tracy!!!! I STILL EXIST!!!!!! **huh?!?! joking! u didnt get it ba?!?!?..bad for you.. but if gets niyo, hhuussssshhhhh,,, quiet nalang ha! :)**

yikes

2006-05-01T22:35:00.000-07:00

WHOA!!!! SI JOAQUI PALIT KAY ALDRED SA PBB?!?!?!

JOAQUI AS IN ROLANDO JOAQUIN?!?!?! ...CONSTANTLY?!?!?!

NYAHAHAHAHAHAHA HINDI KO SURE TOH!!!! GOODLUCK HA!!!

YIKES!!!!! UN UN E!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

still,,, GO MATT!!!! :D hehehe

happy birthday

2006-04-30T00:00:00.000-07:00

**HAPPY 7TH BIRTHDAY SHOBE!!!!**

I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH

MMWWWAAAHHHHHH

sam's birthday celebration

2006-04-29T23:51:00.000-07:00

shobe celebrated her birthday today... sooper funny.. lalang dami kaseng bloopers ni snow white!!! hahahahahahaha

sooper kapagod, official photographer kase ko... haaayyyy....

nasira pa aircon,, freaking hot!!!

PICTURES = http://iamsatin.multiply.com

my shobe :D

funny!! :D

2006-04-28T11:59:00.000-07:00

i received a forwarded email na mejo funny.. hehehe :D ...share ko here... from ate mina toh! :D

hahahahaha walalang... im freaking bored!!! tsk

yesterday........

2006-04-27T13:37:00.000-07:00

yesterday......

....was full of surprises :D

surprise sa training... coz ibang training un!!! todo kapagod...!!!!!

surprise sa glorietta!!!! :) ...i didnt know he was there!!!! lalang.... im happy!!!!! :) ...sooper happy